538. [538] Her tears
How can he start again?!
When she asked him who he loved most, he didn't answer, however, when he figured it out, when he told her that the person she loved most was her, she didn't believe it anymore.
It's ridiculous...... But it's sad......
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Su Ai didn't go home directly, if she went home now and met her parents, it is estimated that her parents would ask questions again.
But when she didn't go home, she didn't know where she was going for a while. In the end, the taxi stopped on the side of the road, and Su Ai got out of the car and walked aimlessly.
It was already more than 1 o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was still shining, Su Ai was walking, and suddenly heard a familiar sound of music.
When she looked up to the sound of music, she only saw an LCD advertising screen in front of a building not far away, which was playing an advertisement, and the whole advertisement exuded the breath of spring, and the music that matched the advertisement was her "Spring Song".
In this bustling city, such music is like washing people's hearts, once again awakening the vitality and longing in the bodies of tired people, to yearn for the beautiful things in the world.
Su Ai listened to the tune, and when she was nervous about playing "Spring Song", it was Mu Ang who walked to her side and played with her, which resolved her nervousness.
The tears that could not be stopped flowed down again.
She knew that everyone around her must be looking at her, she must have thought it was strange, and the way she cried must have been ugly.
But at this moment, her mind was full of Mu Ang's figure, whether he was laughing, crying, gentle, or cold.
His figure was so deeply imprinted in her mind that it could not be forgotten.
Who was the person in bondage? Was it Muang? Or was it herself?
Su Ai's tears kept falling, until she heard a familiar voice ringing in her ears, "Xiao Ai, why are you ......?"
Su Ai turned her head and saw Guan Cancan standing beside her at some point, looking at her with a surprised expression.
"Cancan......" she choked out her friend's name, and her tears seemed to fall even harder.
Guan Cancan had never seen Su Ai crying so miserably, she happened to drive by here, but she saw her friend standing dumbfounded, motionless looking at the advertisement not far away, so she got out of the car and came over to say hello, but she didn't expect to see her friend tearful.
"What's the matter, what the hell happened, why are you crying like this?" Guan Cancan hurriedly took out the tissue beside him and helped Su Ai wipe her tears.
But the tears were soaked in tissues, as if they couldn't be wiped away.
"I broke up with Mu Ang, Cancan, I broke up with Mu Ang......" Su Ai cried and said the answer.
......
Guan Cancan pulled Su Ai to the car, and after a while, Su Ai was able to stop her tears, her eyes were so red and swollen, but she sat quietly, as if suddenly, from excitement to calm.
Guan Cancan began to ask, "You said you broke up with Mu Ang, what's going on?"
"I don't want to tie him down, and he doesn't need to do anything to me because of sympathy. Muang didn't owe me anything, it was my voluntary choice to jump into the sea. Su Ai replied.
Guan Cancan was taken aback, "You...... Remember?"
"Well, it's a little bit more remarkable. Su Ai said, "I remembered the cause and effect of my falling into the sea, but even if I had to choose again now, I would still make the same choice." ”
Guan Cancan's eyes were hot, and he suddenly hugged Su Ai, "Xiao Ai, next time, it should be me who will sacrifice this life for you, you don't always think about sacrifice, you always want to pay, you should also be selfish." ”
"You're my best friend. Su Aihui hugged Guan Cancan and said, "Besides, I also have times when I am selfish, timid, and cowardly, and I am not as great as you imagined." ”
Because they are true friends, they are willing to give this life.
Guan Cancan hugged Su Ai for a while before letting go of his hand, "By the way, since you have recovered your memory, then why did you break up with Mu Ang? After you fell into the sea, Mu Ang made himself not like a human and a ghost in order to find you, if he really couldn't find you, he might live like a living dead." It's not until you find it later that he finally comes out of his decadence. ”
Su Ai lowered her head, bit her lip and said, "I...... It's just a part of the memory, the part of the memory of the relationship with Muang, and I don't remember much, but I remember that I broke up with him. That relationship is not as beautiful as imagined, since it is a breakup, then it means that you don't love, or you can't love it, so you will break up. ”
She knows that with her own character, she definitely can't treat the breakup as a joke, if she really breaks up, then she will really separate after thinking clearly.
Guan Cancan was suffocated, Xiao Ai and Mu Ang's breakup, there are many of her relationships, and it is precisely because of this that the guilt and uneasiness in her heart are even more.
It can be said that she hopes that Mu Ang and Xiao Ai can be happy more than anyone else. If Xiao Ai used to be like a bystander, watching the entanglement between her and Mu Ang and Yu, then now she is not a bystander, watching the love between Xiao Ai and Mu Ang.
She knows very well that Mu Ang really loves Xiao Ai, and Xiao Ai, deep in her heart, in the depths of that memory, must also love Mu Ang deeply.
"You've broken up. Guan Cancan took a deep breath and said, "But after breaking up for a while, you are together again." You say you want to try it and see if you and he can really have a result, and you want to gamble again and give it again. ”
Guan Cancan paused, looked at Su Ai and continued, "Xiao Ai, once, you weren't sure if Mu Ang really loved you, but you were willing to try it again, willing to gamble." And now, Mu Ang is really in love with you, why should you give up?"
Su Ai's eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of gray mist.
"Or is it because you have lost those memories, so even Mu Ang loves you, whether it is because of sympathy, guilt, or love, is it no longer indistinguishable?"
Guan Cancan's voice, word by word, knocked into Su Ai's mind.
The chaotic and broken memories, the moonlight song full of sadness and hopelessness at the end, and the bits and pieces of getting along with Mu Ang after returning to City B with a serious injury, constantly filled Su Ai's mind.
Too much, too messy.
It was a long time before she muttered, "I don't know." ”
Guan Cancan sighed, knowing that his friend is now in a relationship with broken memories, so the feelings for Mu Ang are incomplete, chaotic, indistinguishable, and natural.
But this kind of thing, it is useless for others to be anxious, only Su Ai can think clearly and figure it out by herself.
But the most terrible thing is that Su Ai has no memory of falling in love with Mu Ang now, maybe for Xiao Ai, Mu Ang is just a friend, not a boyfriend.
Guan Cancan was so anxious that he couldn't do it, but he didn't know how to enlighten Su Ai, how to make Su Ai remember the memory of falling in love with Mu Ang.
Those good memories, Xiao Ai didn't remember, but remembered so many sad and painful memories.
It's really a creation that makes people!
Guan Cancan sent Su Ai to the door of the community, and when Su Ai got out of the car, Guan Cancan was still a little uneasy, "Or, I'll accompany you up?"
"No, it's not like I won't even be able to go home. Su Ai replied.
"Xiao Ai!" Guan Cancan finally couldn't help but say, "Don't give up lightly, okay? Ask your own heart, if you also have feelings for Mu Ang, if so, then even if you don't have the memory of falling in love, you can recreate the memory of falling in love! If it's just because of sympathy and guilt, then Mu Ang won't pay so much for you! Do you know? When Mu Ang came to the hospital and was stopped by your parents outside the ward, he knelt directly in front of your parents and begged them to let him see you! Is it possible for a man like him to kneel in front of others just because of sympathy and guilt?"
Su Ai was dumbfounded, her eyes full of shock.
Even when she returned home, she was in shock.
Muang ...... Did he ever kneel in front of his parents just to see her? What kind of feelings should this make him behave like this?
In her mind, Mu Ang's words sounded, "Su Ai, no matter what happens, you must believe that the person I love the most in my heart is you!"
Is the person he loves the most really her?
After saying hello to her parents, Su Ai returned to the room, sat down in front of the desk, opened the small wooden box again, and looked at the moonstone ring lying quietly in the wooden box, and her heart throbbed again.
Why can't she remember it, why does she think about the breakup, but she can't remember their relationship?!
She wanted to remember all those bits and pieces......
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On the other side, after Guan Cancan called Mu Ang's mobile phone number, it was the other party's mobile phone that was turned off.
Guan Cancan had some kind of bad premonition in his heart, Xiao Ai said, she and Mu Ang broke up! So this is probably a blow to Mu Ang, and now, where is Mu Ang?!
Guan Cancan thought for a while, and then called Si Jianyu, "Yu, can you help me find Mu Ang?"
Si Jianyu was slightly stunned, "What's wrong?"
Guan Cancan quickly told her husband about Su Ai's breakup with Mu Ang before, "Yu, I'm afraid that something will happen to Mu Ang, so I will find him first and make sure he is safe, okay?"
――――I'll be reconciled soon~~~Don't worry~~~ It's probably only these two days~ (I'll try my best...... so that they can be reconciled tomorrow)