Chapter 1225: Jun Proud Chapter: The Intertwining of Reality and Past
Because he is her Yanhiko, he is the Yanyan who has always been with her, and he is her favorite Yanyan.
Her eyes, so black, and so clear, he looked at them, as if in front of these eyes, all his lies would become invisible.
"An An, I'...... At first, it was indeed because of guilt and self-blame, so I would often go to Jun's house to see you...... I hope you can be well, especially you, I hope ......" But before he could finish speaking, her tears had already come, and the rest of his words seemed to be choked in his throat.
He had never wanted to see her cry, and every time she cried, he would feel his heart throb for a while, and he would be uncomfortable and would just want to put all the best in front of her, just begging her not to cry.
And this time, she cried, or because of him!
"An'an, don't ...... Crying......" he said in a dry voice, "It's not you...... ...... as I imagined."
"I don't want your guilt and self-blame! I don't!" she cried, pumping her hand vigorously to get it out of his.
But he held it firmly, and she couldn't break free at all.
"An An, listen to me......" he said.
But she didn't listen to him at all, she just wanted to get rid of his clamp at the moment, she just wanted to get out of here quickly, she just wanted to avoid him quickly, she just wanted to find a place to cry well.
But she was in a hurry, but the more she couldn't break free, "You...... You let go, you don't let go, I'm ...... I'll bite you. Her nose was full of crying.
"An An, I won't let go, you listen to me first, indeed, I was guilty of self-blame and guilt at first, but then I ......" He wanted to make the words clear to her, but when she heard the words "self-blame and guilt", she bit the back of his hand as if she was stimulated.
The back of his hand ached, but instead of letting go, he held it tighter.
He wouldn't let go of her, and he wouldn't let go of his hand like this when she misunderstood.
And Li Zikai on the side, seeing that Zhou Xiaoyan refused to let go of Jun Shu'an, he was also busy with courage, stepped forward and wanted to separate the two, while exerting his strength, he shouted, "Zhou Xiaoyan, An An wants you to let go of her, why don't you let go! If you want to bully An An, even if I can't beat you, I will definitely protect An An!"
It's a pity that Zhou Xiaoyan didn't listen to Li Zikai's words at all, his eyes were just fixed looking at Jun Shu'an, just holding the other party's hand firmly - even if his hand was bitten, he would never let go...... Until, when she looked up at him again......
Her face was already full of tears at the moment, and her dark eyes seemed to be full of condemnation. In an instant, he seemed to see her again, when she was a little girl, was placed in an incubator, but as if she was dead, without the slightest movement.
At that moment, he was almost overwhelmed by great remorse, and he kept saying to himself in his heart that as long as she could live, then he was willing to do anything, and he would never do anything to hurt her in the future.
But now...... Did he hurt her again?
He was stunned, reality and the past, at this moment, constantly intertwined in front of his eyes, his hand, unconsciously released, and before he came back to his senses, her hand had already broken away from his, turned and ran away.
"An An, you wait for me! don't run so fast!" Li Zikai shouted and chased after him.
The figure became smaller and smaller in his field of vision, and it was not until the figure completely disappeared from his eyes that he looked down in a daze and looked at his hands.
On the back of his hand, there was a circle of tooth marks, oozing blood, and the red blood slowly trickled down his fingers.
This is...... The wound from her bite, even though it was bleeding, why didn't he feel any pain at all? It was as if his whole hand was numb, and there was no pain at all.
But on the contrary, his heart hurt terribly. Every breath he breathed would drive the pain in his heart, making him almost lose the strength to stand.
He didn't want to hurt her, but he hurt her and made her cry so sadly that she would rather bite him than avoid him.
What to do, what to do, to let her know that he has more ...... to her than the guilt and self-blame buried deep in her heart A feeling that even I can't control, a feeling that I like to the bones, want to be with her all the time, and willingly and silently guard her to grow up
If this kind of relationship is love, then he loves her and is willing to love her with his whole life......
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Jun Shu'an cried all the way to the gate of Tianti Academy. Li Zikai also followed closely all the way, comforting, "An An, don't cry, even if it...... Even if Zhou Xiaoyan doesn't really like you, but ...... But I really like you, if...... If you're willing to give me a chance, I'll be a good boyfriend!"
Jun Shu'an looked up at Li Zikai and wiped his tears vigorously, "I'm sorry, Xiao Kai, I have always only regarded you as a friend, and it is impossible to treat you as a boyfriend." ”
"Do you still plan to continue dating Zhou Xiaoyan?" asked Li Zikai uneasily.
Jun Shu'an pursed her lips tightly and didn't say anything, her mind was messed up now, and she couldn't think about anything at all. Li Zikai didn't dare to ask what he went, for fear that she would answer a "yes." ”
After a long while, Jun Shu'an asked, "How did you know that Yanyan bumped into my mommy and caused Mommy to be hospitalized?"
"I heard it while listening to my mommy chatting with a couple of aunties. Li Zikai replied truthfully.
That is to say, there should be many people who know about this? Jun Shu'an lowered his head and thought deeply, and at home, Daddy Mommy, Uncle, Auntie, Brother and Grandpa should also know that the Zhou family, Grandpa Zhou, Zhou's father and Zhou's mother, also know, but ...... She didn't know anything!
I don't know why Yan Yan always stays by her side, I don't know why Yan Yan is obviously not surnamed Jun, the Zhou family and the Jun family have no relationship, but he is so good to her, and I don't know why he responds to her requests, whether it is to write love letters to her, send her sheep and sheep, or become boyfriend and girlfriend with her, almost as long as she opens her mouth, he agrees.