Zhou Xiaoyan stiffened, looking at Jun Shu'an not far away in a daze, at this moment, he only felt panicked. When did she come, and how much did she hear the conversation between him and Li Zikai just now

A smile barely appeared on his face, and he wanted to say hello to her as usual, and then say something inconsequential, but his lips were so dry that he didn't even know how to open it.

After a long while, he took a deep breath, slowly raised his steps, and walked to her, "An An, why don't you say hello to me when you come, are you hungry, I'll accompany you to eat something." ”

His voice sounded no different from usual, even the smile was calm and calm, but only he knew that when he spoke, his voice was actually trembling slightly.

No, not only the voice, but also the whole body, was trembling.

Jun Shu'an looked at the person in front of him in a daze, this is her Yanyan, as usual, he will smile at her gently, and he will talk to her in a nice voice. Obviously, at this moment, he was standing in front of her, and the distance between her and him was so close, she only had to take two more steps forward to throw herself into his arms.

However, it was so far away, so far away that she even felt that his smile at the moment was becoming blurred.

His hand gently took hers, intending to leave, but her feet remained in place, not following the step.

He stopped, turned to look at her, and said with a low smile, "What's wrong?"

"Yanyan" she said loudly, her eyes still had a shock, "What Xiao Kai said just now, are all true?"

The smile on his face was a little stiff, and the five fingers of his hand were holding her hand, and suddenly tightened, "An An, no matter what Xiao Kai said just now, you don't need to care, you are still young, and there are some things that you don't understand." ”

Xiao said that she was still young

He's always like this, he always likes to say that she's still young, that she has a lot of things, and she doesn't understand yet, he has always just treated her like a child, or is it really like what Xiao Kai just said, he just

Jun Shu'an thought of what Li Zikai said before, and his eyes couldn't help but be covered with a layer of fog, "I'm not young, I understand all the things that Xiao Kai said just now, I just want to know, is it true that he said that you really bumped Mommy at the beginning, so since I was a child, you have been with me and my brother, just because I feel guilty because I want to make up for it" She asked, she never knew about these things, she didn't know what the past was, I didn't know why Yanyan often appeared by her side, and she would accompany her patiently.

Even compared to Brother Shutian, Hikohiko spends much more time by her side. She hadn't thought about it before, because he had been by her side since she was sensible, and since she could remember, apart from Mommy, Daddy, and Brother, he had been with her the longest.

He was by her side as if it were a matter of course and for granted, so much so that she forgot to think about why he was so much different in age from her and her brother when he was willing to spend time with them.

Even all of their requests are almost universal.

Her eyes were straight at him, wanting an answer from his mouth.

He pursed his lips and said after a while, "An An, you have asked too many questions, why don't we find a time, I will tell you slowly." He said, trying to drag things out first.

But she said, "I want to know now that you really hit Mommy and kept Mommy in the hospital for a long time."

At this moment, he actually had the urge to avoid her gaze.

"Yes. He replied that it was true, and that he had no intention of covering it up in front of her.

"Then you are also guilty of this, so you have been with me and my brother since you were a child" She continued to ask, her originally ruddy face looked pale at this time, and her teeth bit her lower lip from time to time, so that at the lower lip flap, there was a deep imprint.

He didn't know how to answer this question, maybe at the beginning, he was indeed because of the guilt in his heart, that sense of self-blame, so he would often go to the hospital, and he would look at the twins who were still in the incubator through the glass window.

Even after the twins are discharged from the hospital, he will often go to Jun's house to see them and play with them, even if at first, he will encounter the indifference of Jun's family, but as long as he sees the twins, especially her, will play happily, he will feel more relaxed and comfortable.

But if he answered her like this now, how would she react, would she be angry, sad, and crying?

But if it was to deceive her with lies, Zhou Xiaoyan hesitated, perhaps, with his ability, he could make up 100 perfect enough lies to deceive her.

But he has understood from a long time ago that a lie will eventually be exposed one day, and if she can't be deceived for a lifetime, then the day the lie is exposed, it may cause her more damage.

What's more, he didn't want any lies between her and him.

Just when Zhou Xiaoyan was silent, Li Zikai finally came back to his senses at this time, and while rubbing his neck that was pinched just now, he ran to Jun Shu'an's side and said to her, "An An, if he doesn't speak, he just acquiesces, he only has a relationship with you because of guilt, and he will be your boyfriend" Although he has a fear of Zhou Xiaoyan at this moment, after all, the feeling of suffocation just now is too strong, but he likes An An very much, no matter what, he wants to fight for it.

Only when An An recognizes Zhou Xiaoyan's true face and lets An An know that Zhou Xiaoyan doesn't really love her at all, and their relationship is just running a family wine, An An will break up with Zhou Xiaoyan, then he will have a chance, Li Zikai thought like this.

So although at this moment, facing Zhou Xiaoyan, Li Zikai wanted to run away, but he still insisted on standing by Jun Shu'an's side and spared no effort to speak.

It's a pity that at this time, Zhou Xiaoyan and Jun Shu'an didn't look at him, as if there was only each other left in the eyes of these two people.

"Hikohiko, I want to hear you tell me. Jun Shu'an said, she doesn't care what others say, she only listens to what he says, as long as he tells her, then no matter what it is, she will believe it.

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