331. [331] The hell that once was
Si Mi Yu shook his head and got out of bed, careful not to wake up his daughter, "I'll help you make dinner together." ”
She suddenly remembered that in the past, before they were separated, he used to help her when he saw her cooking.
When the two of them were busy in the kitchen, Guan Cancan felt as if he had returned to the past.
And in the next few days, Guan Cancan took Si Jianyu to the streets of Vienna, but wherever she and Xiaoxiao had been, she would take him there.
For example, the hospital where Xiaoxiao was born, for example, the church where she and Xiaoxiao often go to, and the kindergarten where her daughter is born.
Although Si Xiaoyu left the kindergarten for a while, the children in the kindergarten obviously remembered her, and when they saw Si Xiaoyu coming back, they immediately hula and surrounded her.
And the little guy began to show off her daddy very proudly, "I also have a daddy, you see, daddy's eyes are like mine! Many people say that when they see me, they know that I am daddy's baby!"
So, a group of 4 or 5-year-old little guys began to look up and visit Si Jianyu, innocent but undisguised.
"Xiaoxiao, your daddy is so handsome, better looking than my daddy, like a prince in the story. Immediately, a little girl swallowed her saliva, and then said with an admiring expression, "Xiaoxiao, can I marry your daddy?"
"No, Daddy's is my mommy's!" replied the little fellow righteously.
"I can give you the bear doll, haven't you always liked my little bear doll?"
"But ......"
"And my mommy's Black Forest cake, didn't you say my mommy's cake is delicious, I can ask my mommy to make it for you every day!"
So, the little guy began to hesitate and struggle.
And Guan Cancan, who was on the side, listened to this, rubbed the corners of his forehead, and then looked at Si Jianyu, who seemed to be smiling but not smiling, and felt embarrassed.
Fortunately, after some ideological struggle, the daughter finally refused the other party's request, and sold her father for the doll and cake.
It's just that before Guan Cancan could recover his strength, another little boy came up to Si Xiaoyu, grabbed Si Xiaoyu's two tender little hands very seriously and said, "Xiaoxiao, I will grow more handsome than your father in the future, so can you marry me?" I will feed you every day, don't let you go hungry, and will give you all my toys to play with." ”
Guan Cancan stumbled, is this the rhythm of feeding the pigs?
And not only this little boy, but after a while, several little boys made various confessions to Si Xiaoyu, as if they were afraid that if they confessed late, they would not have a chance.
Guan Cancan knew that her daughter had always been popular in kindergarten, but she didn't expect that she would be so popular.
The kindergarten teacher couldn't help but look at Si Jianyu again and again at this time, and couldn't help but say, "Ms. Guan, is this really your husband?" Although Si Xiaoyu does look a little similar to Si Jianyu, especially those eyes. But Si Xiaoyu has been in kindergarten for two years, and she has never heard that Ms. Guan has a husband.
Now, an almost perfect looking Oriental man suddenly appeared, saying that he was Ms. Guan's husband, which was somewhat surprising.
"Yes, he's my husband, and we've already had a wedding in China, so you should call me Mrs. Si. Guan Cancan said with a smile.
"Ah, I'm sorry!" the female teacher said, and looked at Si Miyu a few more times, "This gentleman of yours seems to be a little familiar, is he a star? or a musician?"
"It's neither, it's just working in a company. Guan Cancan said, he didn't plan to say that Si Jianyu was the president of GK Group, because it was not necessary.
After chatting for a while, Si Xiaoyu reluctantly waved goodbye to the kindergarten friends.
"Mommy, can't I continue to go to kindergarten here?" the little guy asked Guan Cancan, after all, Si Xiaoyu still has a lot of affection for the friends here.
"If Xiaoxiao wants to stay in Vienna, then you can't often see children in China, as well as great-grandfathers, great-grandfathers, great-grandmothers, grandmothers, Aunt Su......" Guan Cancan reported a slip of name, and every time he reported an additional name, it made the little guy's brows frown.
"And Brother Qi, who is very good to you, and Xiao Hao, who you want to meet, are both in China, and if you want to stay in Vienna, then you won't be able to see them. Guan Cancan continued.
Si Xiaoyu thought for a while, and finally said, "Then can I see the children here again in the future?"
"Of course, if you have a holiday in the future, Mommy and Daddy can go back to Vienna with Xiaoxiao. Guan Cancan said.
Si Jianyu listened to this conversation on the side, and there was appreciation for Guan Cancan in her heart, she didn't tell her daughter what she had to do, but let her daughter make a choice by herself, and at the same time let her daughter start thinking about various problems on her own.
Si Miyu drove the car towards the next destination that Guan Cancan said, however, when he was halfway there, he found that the road was being repaired in front of him, and the road was blocked, so he needed to make a detour.
Tsushimami glanced at the route on the navigation, and the steering wheel spun and drove in the other direction.
Guan Cancan sat in the back seat with his daughter, discussing what gifts to bring when he returned to China in the future. After talking for a while, Guan Cancan found that Si Jianyu did not participate in the topic as usual, but was surprisingly silent.
"Yu, why don't you speak?" just now Xiaoxiao said that he wanted to buy some candy and give it back to the kindergarten children to taste......" Guan Cancan said as he raised his head, but he was stunned.
This road...... By the way, the detour, the traffic police just said that they were going to take a detour, but she forgot to think about which road she wanted to detour.
Now that I think about it, there is only one way left to get to my destination, but this road is very close to the place where my parents died in a car accident, although it is not so, but it is very close......
Guan Cancan thought of Lu Li's instructions before she went abroad, don't let Yu go to the place where his parents died, and now ......
"Royal!"
Guan Cancan shouted again, from her angle, you could see his side, his expression, as if he was frozen in ice, and his hand holding the steering wheel...... Trembling slightly.
The car was driving a little unsteadily, and just as Guan Cancan was about to shout for the third time, suddenly, the steering wheel in his hand spun, and then braked suddenly, and the car stopped on the side of the road.
Fortunately, there are seat belts, but nothing is wrong.
Si Xiaoyu's little face was uneasy and panicked, Guan Cancan hurriedly comforted his daughter, and then said, "Xiaoxiao, you sit well, don't move, do you know?"
Now, she worries more about her husband than about her daughter. Unbuckled his seat belt, Guan Cancan got out of the car, and opened the door next to the driver's seat.
At this moment, Si Jianyu was lowering his head, holding the steering wheel with both hands, and the green tendons on the back of his hands were bursting up, as if he was desperately suppressing something.
"Yu, what's wrong with you?" Guan Cancan shouted urgently, bending down to look at the other party.
Si Jianyu's body trembled suddenly, and then raised his head at an extremely slow speed and looked towards Guan Cancan.
Guan Cancan's heart chuckled, his eyes at this moment were glowing with a layer of dead ash, like layers of mist, and even his eyes were a little out of focus, and his lips were trembling slightly, and his Adam's apple was sliding up and down violently.
Guan Cancan's hand held Si Jianyu's face and said loudly to him, "Yu, look at me, you look at me!"
His face was cold at the moment, and the difference became especially noticeable when her palm was pressed against his.
Who is it? Who is calling him?
In front of him, there was blood all over the world, and the blood that became cold, drop by drop, constantly dripping on his body, condensing into blood clots, and his mother's corpse pressed on his body, so that he was almost out of breath.
Hell...... That's it!
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid of anything, look at me, look at me, I'm by your side!"
The familiar voice was still ringing in his ears.
And it was as if there was something, sticking to his face, very warm, dispelling the cold feeling.
The pitch-black pupils finally slowly gained focus, and Si Jianyu's eyes stared at Guan Cancan fixedly, and after a long time, he let out a long breath, "Cancan......"
It was she who was shouting to him, and she was also warming him.
Guan Cancan breathed a sigh of relief at this time, at least, his mind was sober up at this time.
"It doesn't matter, why don't you go to the hospital now?" Guan Cancan said.
Si Miyu shook his head, "I'm sorry, I thought I could restrain it, but I didn't expect it, it still didn't work." ”
What he said was brainless, but Guan Cancan knew what he was referring to. The shadow of his parents' death is still pressing on his heart, so even at this time, he didn't really reach the location of the car accident, just approaching, but it already made his mental load unbearable.
It can be seen what kind of shadow the car accident was for him back then.
"It's my bad for not noticing that this road is so close to that place, this kind of thing, there's nothing to be sorry for. Guan Cancan said.
Si Jianyu's arms wrapped around Guan Cancan's waist, burying his face deep in her arms, at this moment, only by holding him like this can he feel at ease, and the fear in his body can slowly fade.
"Don't be afraid, it's okay, all the bad things have passed, and it's okay now. Her gentle voice kept ringing in his ears, and her fingers gently caressed his head, as if soothing an uneasy and anxious child.