Her breath, her voice, and her touch all made him gradually calm down, and after a long time, Si Jian Yucai raised his head again and said to Guan Cancan, "Okay, I'm fine." ”

"Really?" she looked at his face, which was indeed better than before.

"Hmm. He bowed slightly, took her hand, and kissed her palm gently, "I'm glad to have you by my side." Otherwise, he'd probably be stuck in that memory for a long time.

But what Guan Cancan wanted to say was that fortunately he was fine. It wasn't until this moment that the two of them noticed Si Xiaoyu sitting in the back seat, who was staring wide-eyed at the moment, looking at the intimate actions of his parents, and a pair of big black eyes blinked for a long time, as if they had seen something that needed to be thought about.

Because Si Jianyu was not in a good state, the original itinerary was also canceled, and on the way home, the driver was replaced by Guan Cancan, and Si Jianyu sat in the back seat with his daughter.

Si Xiaoyu suddenly said, "Isn't Daddy so timid?"

Si Jian Yu raised his eyebrows and looked at his daughter, and Guan Cancan, who was driving in the front row, also said, "Xiaoxiao, how can you say this about Daddy." ”

"But...... Daddy was trembling just now, and he kept hugging Mommy!" The little guy laid out the facts.

Guan Cancan was stunned, and was about to correct his daughter's thoughts, but Si Jianyu had already taken the first step and said, "Sometimes, Daddy will indeed be very timid, will tremble, and will need to hug Mommy, but-" He rubbed his daughter's soft hair, "But if it is for Xiaoxiao and Mommy, then Daddy will become more bold than anyone else, and will use everything I have to protect Xiaoxiao and Mommy." ”

Guan Cancan knew that what Si Jianyu said was true, if something happened to her and Xiaoxiao one day, then this man would definitely do anything to protect them.

Si Xiaoyu listened in a daze at this moment, and then suddenly straightened his small chest, and said to Si Jian Yudao very seriously, "Then when Daddy is timid in the future, Xiaoxiao will also protect Daddy! Daddy doesn't have to be afraid, Xiaoxiao can also be like Mommy, let Daddy hold it!"

The daughter's warm words made Si Jianyu's heart surge with warmth. This is his daughter with Chancan, and Cancan ...... Really educated my daughter very well.

Two pairs of similar eyes looked at each other, and Si Jianyu smiled slightly, only to feel that the haze caused by the memories just now had been swept away at this moment.

At night, Guan Cancan obviously found that Si Jianyu's request was even more powerful, this kind of request was not a sensory stimulation, but a touch of the body, just hugging her tightly, so that each other's skin fit closely together.

He hugged her so much that she almost felt out of breath, but he still didn't seem to feel like it was enough, as if ...... It's making sure her body is warm, not icy.

It wasn't until she hummed a good night sleepsong over and over again that he slowly closed his eyes.

I don't know how long I hummed, until Guan Cancan was sure that Si Jian Yuzhen was completely asleep, and then stopped. And at this moment, even when he was asleep, his brows were still frowning slightly, as if he was uneasy about something.

Maybe...... The situation of the royal is even stricter than she imagined. Guan Cancan thought. His psychological shadow was not cured when he was a child, so that as he continued to grow older, this shadow was buried deeper and deeper by him.

On the surface, it seems that it is fine, but this does not mean that it is really fine, once you encounter a situation similar to today, then that kind of shadow will burst out.

Guan Cancan gently raised his fingers and stroked Si Jianyu's slightly frowning eyebrows, "Yu, what can I do for you?" Guan Cancan muttered softly, "If I can, I really want to go back to when you were seven years old, I can rush to your side when the car accident happened, rescue you from the car, and not let you stay by the corpses of your parents for five full hours." ”

She had never experienced him, so she would never understand how he felt at that time, but she desperately wanted to completely remove the shadow in his heart.

The next day, Guan Cancan called Lu Lifang, told Lu Lifang what happened yesterday, and then asked, "Has he undergone this treatment over the years?"

"I used to have it when I was a child, but when I got older, I didn't have it. Lu Li said.

"Do you have any treatment options here?" asked Guan Cancan.

Lu Li put this side, paying attention to Si Jianyu's problem for so many years, when it comes to treatment plans, there are naturally them, but-"In fact, any treatment plan, in the final analysis, is to let Ah Yu release the feelings that he has been backing up in his heart, only when he releases it and really faces it, maybe he can let Yu get out of this shadow." ”

"Why didn't you completely cure the shadow of him when he was young?" Guan Cancan said, feeling sorry for Si Jianyu all these years, he has been living in this shadow.

Lu Li let out a sigh, "Ah Yu's love has always been hidden deeply, and before something happened, his feelings were not too exposed. So at that time, when Ah Yu didn't want to see the psychotherapist again, and said that he was fine, we all believed it. It wasn't until several years later that he knew that it wasn't, it turned out that Ah Yu's situation was not good, and the shadow of his parents' death was still in Ah Yu's heart.

After a pause, Lu Lifang continued, "In the past few years, I have also persuaded Ah Yu to see a psychiatrist again, but he is not the kind of person who is willing to vent his thoughts and feelings to the doctor, so he will not be able to do it. Now, though, maybe you can do ......"

"Me?" Guan Cancan.

"Yes, you!" Lu Lifang said affirmatively, "Ah Yu is afraid that only in front of you will he release the deepest feelings in his heart, if you want him to really vent those pent-up feelings, I'm afraid only you can do it." ”

Guan Cancan listened carefully to the plan that Lu Lifang said next.

If she could really help Go, then no matter how difficult it was, she would do it......

During the following tour of Vienna, Lu Lifang sent Guan Cancan several books on psychology. When Guan Cancan opened the package and took out the book, Si Jianyu said a little strangely on the side, "How could Lifang send this to you?"

"Because I wanted to see these books, which were sold here, and they were all in foreign languages, I asked him to send me a few Chinese ones." Guan Cancan replied.

"When did you become interested in psychology?"

"I've always been interested, when I was 1 year old, I was afraid that I didn't educate my children well, and I deliberately read a lot of books on child psychology. Guan Cancan said.

"Really?" he glanced thoughtfully at the books in her hand.

And then, Guan Cancan can be said to be looking at these books very attentively, and even sometimes when he wants to read something at night to make Si Jianyu fall asleep, he is reluctant to put down the book, and simply reads the content of the book.

When Tsushimami asked her, "Do you really like psychology that much?"

"Hmm. She smiled slightly, because these books could help her loved ones, how could she not like them?

"Why do you like psychology because you want to explore other people's hearts?" he asked, pulling the book of psychology out of her hand and pulling her into his arms.

"It's not. Guan Cancan shook his head, "I just think that if I watch more, maybe in the future, I can help more people I care about." ”

He stared at her, as if to see through something, "If it's me, then as long as you stay by my side and love me well, it's enough for me." ”

"But that's not enough for me. Guan Cancan's hands wrapped around Si Jianyu's neck and said seriously, "Yu, I hope you are happy, truly happy, deep in my heart, there is no shadow." ”

His body stiffened slightly, and after a while, the corners of his lips outlined a perfect smile, "Cancan, I'm very happy now! Being able to marry you, to be able to have you and Xiaoxiao, for me, life is already a kind of fulfillment." ”

The elegant and charming smile, lined with his handsome face, is more and more provocative. When he really wants to use the advantage of his appearance to attract women, I'm afraid few women can escape.

And now, Guan Cancan is one of those who can't escape.

His heart, as he kept speeding up because of his closeness and light smile, made him lean down, his lips close to her ear, and exhaled in a gorgeous voice, "Don't you think I'm not happy enough now?"

Oh my God, is he going to use a beautiful man's trick? Guan Cancan's face suddenly turned red, and he felt a little helpless. Fortunately, my daughter is taking a nap now, otherwise my daughter will see her current embarrassment, and it is estimated that her face will be even redder.

Taking a deep breath, Guan Cancan tried to calm his beating heart, and then looked at Si Jianyu with wide eyes. You can't be a Chinese and American man! You can't fall short!

"Are you really happy?" she asked.

"Of course I ......" Before he could finish his sentence, her fingers were already pressed against his thin lips, stopping him from continuing.

"Yu, don't lie, can you be truly happy if you have been living in the shadow of a car accident when you were 7 years old?" Guan Cancan said, "I, I heard from Lifang, in fact, before you were 7 years old, insomnia was not like it is now, right? It was after the car accident that you became so habitually insomnia, and even with medication, you often couldn't sleep. ”

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