Talking to Yourself (2)

The wind is strong, and the people are inevitably irritable, and it is easy to get angry this month, but now it is even more ignorant and burning with fire, so that people do not vomit and are unhappy.

I consider myself to be an ordinary and ordinary person, and there are pain and failures as examples, such as pain can make me deeply realize that I am an ordinary life, and failure can make me deeply realize that I am an ordinary individual. Because there are too many limitations and limitations of life that I can experience, I can only grit my teeth and accept it.

But since then, I have learned that the feeling of happiness is to make my life a temporary joy, and the experience of success can bring temporary joy to my individual, so I have no discouragement and no pride. So I try to go with the flow of life as much as possible, and go with the flow.

But after all, I am not an emotionless machine, I can cry, laugh, get angry, get angry, etc., and have the richness of human emotions, maybe even stronger. I have always believed that people who treat each other as human beings and give them the respect they deserve can be treated with equal respect by others. But in collective activities, this respect often disappears, and in the eyes of those who have a little power, we members become "goods", even if I have tried to empathize as much as possible, they are busy, they are tired, but as Einstein cleared, "If any organization wants to achieve its set goals, there must be someone who thinks, directs, and takes most of the responsibility." But the led should not be coerced, they should have the right to choose their leaders. ”

Now that the leader has already taken on it, then don't do formal, superficial tasks, after all, no one likes to be "goods". In order to avoid some people saying that I deliberately made it up and simply vented my personal anger, I still need to prove it from my own experience, and I believe that this is not what happened to me alone. I participated in a "Letter to a Stranger" event, and I did everything I had to do, but I wasn't there when I was admitted to give out the second lessons, and the criterion for admission was the speed of your registration (the registration on the software). I think it is necessary for me to analyze it objectively (because I also became the "victim" of this small matter), the people who came offline signed their names, but they did not follow the list when they were admitted, this is a kind of formal trick, but it is not interesting to keep doing it. Even though I know that the organizers always ignore the individual because they want to think about the whole, a whole that doesn't think about the individual can not go far. Thankfully, I was able to meet the standard early, but fortunately, it was a small thing. But if you look at the big from the small, it is difficult to say the general trend reflected behind such a small thing.

There are many other things that no one will do if they don't lie to you, and no one will do them if they don't coax you to do it, but these things are not worth doing in themselves. I am powerless about these, because my predecessors have come like this, and what I hate is only the feeling of being deceived, but I also know that there are many people who like to be deceived, and the more people open their eyes and say nonsense, the "emperor's new clothes" will become more and more common. I can't accept it and explain myself from another angle.

Why do you often feel that it is not beautiful, why do you often feel depressed and heavy? It's because you're too egoistic. For example, if you don't think you're running in the playground, but the red and white playground starts to spin, taking you round and round into the wheel of time, and in the continuous circle you see some images from the past and even some corners of the future. That would be beautiful, wouldn't it? So when you feel uncomfortable, you might as well change your perspective!

But I know that no matter how I switch angles, it is difficult to hide the essence of being a "cargo", and it is I who suffers from the work! Fortunately, people are very good at self-deception, and if you deceive yourself a few more times, it will be no problem.

So it's so nice today, it's so nice today. The weather is so nice today! Okay,,,, good,,,,,,