Five years, day and night, how did the royal capital spend?! When Lu Lifang said more facts in her mouth, the more frightened and uncomfortable she became.

The royal in Lu Lifang's mouth was something she didn't know. She had thought that after she left, he would be with Fang Ruolan, even if it was not Fang Ruolan, it could be someone else, with his status, he could easily find many, many women.

But he didn't!

He never wanted to find anyone else, and she was always the only one in his heart!

Why, why didn't she find out earlier, why did she just not believe what the king said? Even though he had whispered in her ear many times that he loved only her, she still didn't believe it.

The tears in Guan Cancan's eyes fell even more fiercely, and his eyes were already blurred by tears.

"yes, that's enough, really...... Is that enough......" Guan Cancan choked up, "I won't let him choose death again, no...... Never, ever......"

Lu Lifang looked at Guan Cancan, his expression softened slightly, "Can you really do it?" Maybe you feel guilty for a moment now and say so, but when Yu wakes up, you ...... again."

"No!" she interrupted, sniffling, raising her hands and wiping tears from her eyes.

Her eyes were still soaked in mist, but it was enough for Lu Lifang to see the firmness and seriousness in her eyes.

This look seemed to tell her plainly, and what she said at the moment had nothing to do with guilt, "Let me see him, I want to wait for him to wake up, I want to say a lot to him." As long as I live, I won't let him suffer another injury like this, not once!'

Her voice was incomparably sonorous and powerful.

Lu Lifang looked at Guan Cancan deeply, "What you said is true?"

She smiled miserably and self-deprecatingly, "It's been five years, and it's never been so real." "I really know what I care about most in my heart, and I know what I want to do.

"If you can really do what you can say, then-" Lu Lifang's body turned to the side, giving up an empty seat that could allow Guan Cancan to walk into the room, "You can watch Yu, but if you make Yu desperate again, I won't let you go, even if you are Yu's favorite woman." ”

Lu Lifang rarely lets out cruel words, most of the time, his personality is like his profession, gentle and polite, will clean up the mess, and will also go to the round.

For him to say such a thing today, it can be seen that his heart aches for this qiē that his friend has suffered.

"Good. Guan Cancan agreed, "If there is really such a day, you can come to me at any time to settle accounts, and you can take my life." ”

When she said this, she took a deep breath, lifted her steps, and walked into the hospital room.

She walked slowly, not so much because she was weak, but because every step she took was like a ritual, and what she approached was not just the superficial distance.

I was so eager to see him with my own eyes, but every step I took, I was so nervous and overwhelmed.

When she finally got to the bedside, her palms were already full of sweat.

And then her mind was full of people who wanted to see, even in her fainting dreams, lying quietly on the white hospital bed at this moment, her face was pale, and even her lips were tinged with a light gray.

It's Yu, it's him!

The tears that had just stopped in his eyes rolled down from his eyes again, and Guan Cancan stood quietly like this, quietly looking at Si Jianyu, crying quietly......

One qiē, all silent.

And Lu Lifang, who was standing at the door of the ward, glanced at the scene in the ward, slowly exited the room, and closed the door.

This time, will Guan Cancan make Ah Yu happy?

If he could, he hoped that Guan Cancan could really give Ah Yu a response this time, instead of despair again.

In the ward, Guan Cancan didn't know how long she had been watching Si Jianyu, and she didn't come back to her senses until her tears all fell down his face.

She raised her hand and gently wiped away the tears that had fallen on his face, they were her tears, each drop, representing a point of remorse.

As Lu Lifang said, she has too much to know. I don't know that he once struggled on the edge of life and death, I don't know the despair he once had, I don't know what kind of love he has for her, and I don't know his illness.

Is his headache, his spirit, getting worse and worse?

But after the reunion, he never showed it in front of her.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" wanted to say too much to him, but when it came to his mouth, all he turned into was countless sorrys.

He still lay still, unresponsive. The paleness on her face made her heart ache even more.

For a moment, she was also thinking, if this world did not have him, then how would she live?

Lu Lifang said that in the past five years, Yu often said it.

And now, the person who has this sentence in her mind has become her.

once felt that she could let go of him completely, no matter what happened to him, she could already face it calmly. But it wasn't until the moment he fell to the surface of the river that she realized that it wasn't, it turned out that she hadn't let go of anything at all, and it was impossible for her to face it calmly.

In her heart, it turned out that there had always been his existence zài.

Why, why didn't she find out until he was already scarred?!

"Go. Her fingers, lingering over his face, brushed over his lips, brushed over the bridge of his nose, and finally came to his eyes.

With his eyes closed, he didn't have that kind of charming gorgeousness, but a kind of quiet brokenness. His skin was slightly cold, but her fingertips were burning terribly, "Yu, can you open your eyes? Look at me? Do you know? Your eyes are very beautiful, very beautiful, when I saw you for the first time, I was actually attracted by your eyes, this is the most beautiful eye I have ever seen." ”

Yes, that year, that glance, she had actually fallen.

I thought that his eyes were Manju Sawah, and I thought that as long as I escaped, I would not be poisoned and would not fall into it. However, I don't know that there are some things that can't be escaped or avoided, and this poison has already penetrated deep into every corner of the body.

"I didn't tell you, in fact, when Xiaoxiao was born, when I saw that she had a pair of eyes like yours, I was happy, yes, happy...... I thought I was happy just because I was safe and healthy, but in fact...... Not only that, but seeing her eyes makes me feel as if I see you. Guan Cancan choked up, his fingertips slowly slid from the corners of his eyes to the tails of his eyes, "But...... It's really ridiculous, I don't even understand this now. ”

He was still lying quietly.

She leaned down, lips pressed to his eyes. A little bit of a kiss. I wish he could open his eyes, I wish he could open his mouth softly and call out to her as he had done before, and how much hope that his wounds, his pain, could disappear.

If, like the stories she told him, it was necessary to kiss the sleeping man, then she was willing to kiss him thousands, tens of thousands of times, if only he could wake up.

Her lips moved from his eyes to the bridge of his nose and cheeks...... The small kiss is extremely focused, and every kiss she gives is like completing a prayer.

Tears, mixed with her kisses, so reverent.

Her lips finally pressed against his, thin lips. The slightly cool thin lips are so familiar to the touch, but there is no reaction in the slightest.

"Yu, how are you going to wake up? I want to marry you, I really want to ......"

Not for the sake of laughing, just for herself, for her own feelings, her own heart, she wants to marry him!

Just because ...... She loved him...... She loves him!

The past is nothing but self-deception. She has no way to fall in love with Mu Ang and fall in love with other people, just because she has always had him in her heart and has never really let go of him.

In her life, she only loved one person, and if she fell in love, she would never fall in love with other people again, but only love until she was old and loved until she died!

There is no solution to the poison of this Manju Sahua.

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It's cold, it's cold!

There seemed to be a voice, constantly murmuring in his ear. This voice is very familiar, very familiar, listening to this voice, you can make him feel an inexplicable sense of relief, but at the same time, it seems to have an endless sadness.

What are you grieving about?!

A warm feeling came from his skin little by little, breaking the cold.

Is someone touching him? Is it warming him?

This voice, and this feeling, is...... Be......

Cancan?!

The groggy mind seemed to be clear all of a sudden, and Si Jianyu slowly opened his eyes, and what came into his eyes was Guan Cancan's sleeping face lying beside his bed.

One of her hands was tightly gripping his right hand, and her face was pressed against his, with undried tears on her face.

Under the light, she is like an angel who has fallen into the world, guarding his side.

Si saw Yu Leng, just now, the voice he heard, the temperature he felt, was it all hers?

And he, is he dead, or is he alive?

The scene by the river, she said that marrying him was just for the sake of laughing, and she said that she would never love him in her life.

Just thinking about these words hurts my heart.

And at this moment, she held his hand like this, lying beside him, as if in a dream.

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