When he took off her underwear, she gasped and looked at him like a frightened little beast.

Once upon a time, when she looked at him, her eyes changed from shy, attached, and full of love to now frightened?

He lifted one of her legs, and the moment the swelling resisted her softness, her eyes filled with moisture, "Muang, don't ...... Don't be like this, don't ......"

"Because of this, will you hate it?" he asked in a low voice, his voice with a suppressed hoarseness, YU Wang had already risen because of her, every cell in his body was shouting, stinging, he wanted her, as if only by completely possessing her could he prove that she belonged to him, "But now I am not even afraid of your hatred, what do you say I am afraid of?"

She bit her lip, suddenly closed her eyes, did not say a word, and the whole person was completely quiet, as if she had given up all resistance and struggle.

She knew that if he insisted on doing it, then no matter what, she couldn't stop it, but the tears couldn't be stopped, and they kept pouring out, like pearls with broken threads, and in a few moments, her whole face was filled with tears.

Her tears made his body stiffen suddenly, like a basin of cold water, splashed Yu Wang. The tears were so clear that his heart throbbed.

He was the one who made her cry, crying so sadly!

He loved her, but he made her cry. She sobbed silently, like a silent refusal.

Obviously, she was by his side, and as long as he did it again, he and her would be intimate, closer than ever, but he felt that she was getting farther and farther away from him, as if the next moment, she would be far away from him forever.

His fingers touched her face gently, and her tears were stained on the tips of his fingers, but they seemed to burn his fingers whole.

It was so hot that it caused bursts of burning pain.

It turned out that he could not be afraid of her hatred, but he would be afraid of her tears, afraid that even if he really possessed her, she would still resolutely leave herself, afraid that she would disappear into her own world forever......

So scared!

But I love it so much......

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Su Ai only felt that the weight on her body was light, and when she opened her eyes, she only saw the back of Mu Ang leaving in a hurry.

He...... In the end, I haven't possessed her yet!

On her wrists, there was still the bruise left by his fingers, and she wiped the tears from her face indiscriminately, and after a while, she came back to her senses and put on her clothes and pants again.

Walking into the bathroom, Su Ai only saw that her eyes were red in the mirror, and there were traces of kisses left by Mu Ang on her neck, collarbone, and it was estimated that there were more on her body.

What the hell is going to do? She didn't know, and she couldn't think of a better way.

Maybe...... That's it, agreed to his request, was with him again, and then deceived himself that what he loved most was actually her.

In this way, maybe she will be happy for a period of time, but can this kind of deception really deceive her for a lifetime?

If when the love is deeper and stronger, and the love is extremely crazy, and then she finds that the love she thought is just the water and moon mirror flower, what kind of Cheng dù will be twisted in her heart?

Will she become a different her, will she do a lot of things that she shouldn't do?

Slowly curled up in the corner of the bathroom, she cried loudly, at this moment, no one could tell her what kind of choice was right!

Mu Ang drove, driving aimlessly on the road, and in her mind, she was trembling and crying.

He used to be jealous of her in front of Jun Mofei, so he was willing to cry, but when he really faced her tears, it was so painful!

The car sped at a fast speed, until it reached the river, and it was not until it drove further and fell into the river that he slammed on the brakes.

Riverside ...... He actually came to this riverside again.

Here, too many things have happened, he and she started here, but they also broke up here!

When she proposed to break up, he was full of confidence that he would not regret it, and even if he broke up, he would just return to his previous life.

But it turned out that he couldn't go back to the past, as long as he closed his eyes, he couldn't help but think of her, even if he looked at her from afar, he would have the urge to touch her and hug her.

At her fingertips, her tears had long since dried, but he still felt extremely hot.

The mobile phone rang suddenly, Mu Ang came back to his senses, took out his mobile phone, glanced at the caller ID on it, and then pressed the answer button expressionlessly, "Father, what's the matter?"

"Your mother wants to see you and come back in the evening. Mu Tianqi's voice came from the other end of the phone like a formula.

"Okay, I got it. The cold voice also did not have any ups and downs.

He has long been accustomed to this kind of dialogue between father and son, so there will be no more superfluous feelings.

Putting away his mobile phone, Mu Ang stood quietly by the river, until it was dark, he took out his mobile phone again, dialed a number, and instructed his subordinates on the other end of the mobile phone, "Send someone to the villa and ask Su Ai what she needs. ”

"Okay. The subordinate said respectfully.

Mu Ang drove the car and returned to Mu's house.

During this time, although my mother came to her senses, her body did not necessarily improve, but became weaker, and my father found famous doctors all over the world, and at any cost, he just wanted to make his mother's body better.

For his father, his mother was his qiē.

But for her mother, who is her one?

In the corridor, Mu Ang met his father Mu Tianqi, and by his father's side, there were two doctors.

My father's face was a little gloomy at the moment, and I guess it had something to do with my mother's body.

Mu Tianqi looked at his son and said to the two doctors behind him, "You guys go back first, and tell me the treatment plan tomorrow." ”

"Okay, Mr. Mu. The two doctors hurried away.

"Mother's health is still not improving?" asked Muang.

"I'll make her better. Mu Tianqi said lightly, "You will see your mother for a while, remember to talk to her more, the doctor said that your mother's illness, in addition to her physical condition, is also due to depression." ”

Depressed in the heart...... Mu Ang didn't have any big surprises, the current depression, in the final analysis, is only because of Si Chengyu.

But even if my mother missed that man again, she couldn't see him anymore. can only look at the Si Chengyu of the year from those old photos and videos.

"Is Mother in the room now?" asked Muang.

"Well, just took the medicine and is resting, you can see her later. Mu Tianqi said, by the way, "I heard that you locked up the girl surnamed Su in your villa?"

Mu Ang pursed his lips slightly, his father would know about this, he was not surprised, originally among the people around him, there was a father who sent him, and naturally he would report his every move to his father.

"Hmm. He answered.

"Can't you just let go of that girl?" Mu Tianqi sneered, "When Guan Cancan was going to marry Xiao Yu, I didn't see you have such a big reaction. ”

Mu Ang pursed his lips and was silent.

Mu Tianqi said again, "I don't care how you want to make trouble, but don't make too much trouble, let your mother know when the time comes, and it will annoy her." ”

"I know. Mu Ang replied, after all, his father specially mentioned this matter, and it was for his mother.

One hour, Mu Ang entered the room and saw Lu Xiaoxiao lying on the bed, looking a little weak, her body exuded a morbid beauty, which was more likely to arouse the desire of others to protect.

Mu Ang once saw photos of his mother when she was young, and she also knew some things about her mother when she was young, and her mother at that time was wanton.

But now, it is weak and needs to be carefully cared for.

The passage of 30 years is enough to change many things.

Lu Xiaoxiao seemed to be in a slightly better spirit after seeing Mu Ang.

Raising her hand, she touched Mu Ang's cheek, touched it very carefully, and looked at it very carefully, saying where he looked like her, and where he looked like Mu Tianqi.

And when her fingers touched his earlobe, the fingertips stroked back and forth on his ear piercing for a long time, "Haven't you found that moonstone stud earring?"

"I'm looking for it, no matter how many years it takes, I'll keep looking. He replied.

A shallow smile appeared on her face, but there was a responsible look in her eyes, with praise, expectation, and loss and regret...... "You still have a chance, you can find it, but my opportunity has been ......"

It's gone, it's gone!

As early as the car accident more than 20 years ago, it was gone, but she didn't really realize it until she came to her senses now.

"Xiao Ang, Mommy really hopes that you won't be like me, you can't get what you really want in your life. Lu Xiaoxiao said softly, with pity for her son in her eyes, because she knew that that life was too painful.

"Mother, have you ever wanted to fall in love with your father?" asked Muang abruptly.

Lu Xiaoxiao was slightly stunned for a moment, and was silent for a while before he said slowly, "I didn't think about it before, but after waking up this time, after knowing that Tianqi has guarded me for so many years, I have thought about loving him." If you can really fall in love with him and go through this life with him, then it is not bad. Just ......"

Her voice suddenly paused, and she said with some bitterness, "Who to fall in love with, who not to love, this kind of thing is not something that can be done if you want to." If it could be that simple, then people would not have so much pain and trouble. So who you want to love, or who you don't love, you think you have done it, but in the end, it's just self-deception. ”