Mu Ang lowered his eyes slightly, did he deceive himself? Su Ai also said something similar.

He wants to be able to let go of Cancan, and he wants to love Su Ai the most, will this kind of thinking become self-deception in the end?

Sometimes, when you don't understand, you should ask your heart if that person really leaves your world, can you still live. Lu Xiaoxiao sighed and said, "If you can still live, then your love for that person may not be as deep as you think, and if you can't live......"

Her last words were not finished, but the meaning of her words was already obvious.

Spreading his arms, Lu Xiaoxiao hugged Mu Ang into his arms, like an ordinary mother, holding on to her child, "I'm sorry, Xiao Ang, over the years, Mommy has done a lot of bad things to you, making your life worse, Mommy wants to make up for you, but she doesn't know what to do." ”

Mu Ang's head was pressed against Lu Xiaoxiao's chest, and his mother's breath suddenly surrounded the tip of his nose. This kind of gentle hug was what he longed for the most when he was a child.

It's just that he couldn't get it at that time, and over time, he no longer had extravagant hopes.

But he never thought that now, his mother would hug him like this.

Gently closing his eyes, he let himself soak in the embrace, "As long as that's it, it's enough." He muttered in a low voice. Yes, so that for him, it is enough.

"Really?" Lu Xiaoxiao hugged his son tighter, as if he wanted to make up for what he hadn't done over the years, "Xiaoang, Mommy loves you." ”

When her words reached his ears, he was shocked, and his eyes suddenly opened, as if he couldn't believe it.

"What...... What?" even the voice trembled with a hint of trembling. What is the mother saying, saying that she loves him? Is it possible? Is it possible that such words are coming out of the mother's mouth?

"I love you, Xiao Ang, no matter what hurtful things I have done to you, and no matter what happens in the future, please believe that Mommy loves you. Lu Xiaoxiao said softly, saying what she wanted to say to her son the most after she woke up.

Mu Ang was silent, and after a long time, he closed his eyes again and stayed quietly in his mother's arms, "Okay...... I believe. "I believe that my mother loves him, and I believe that he can get the love of his mother who has been longing for him since he was a child.

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Lu Xiaoxiao talked to Mu Ang for a while, and then he was a little tired again, so he fell asleep deeply.

Muang exited the room, only to see his father outside the door, and he didn't know how long he had been standing outside the door, but he was not surprised.

It has become a matter of course for the father to wait outside the door and then be able to enter the room again to see his mother as soon as possible.

"What did you say to your mother?" asked Mu Tianqi.

"It's nothing, it's just that my mother asked me if I had found the studs, and I said I was looking for them. Muang replied.

Mu Tianqi glanced at his son, didn't say anything, but entered the room.

Mu Ang drove the car, left the Mu family's mansion, and drove in the direction of the villa.

I always feel that my mother tonight is a little different from usual, or maybe it is because my mother hugs him like that and says she loves him, so he feels different.

When Mu Ang drove the car to the villa, there were still men guarding the door.

"How is she?" asked Mu Ang, the "she" in his mouth naturally referring to Su Ai.

"Sister Su has been in the house, nothing unusual, I asked Sister Su what she needs, she said no, she made her own meals, and washed the dishes by herself. Sister Su asked to leave, but because you said no, you didn't agree, and Sister Su didn't say much. The subordinate reported fifteen-ten.

Mu Ang entered the villa and did not find Su Ai on the first floor, so he went upstairs and pushed open the bedroom.

The lights were turned off in the bedroom, so the light was dim, but that didn't prevent him from seeing the person lying on the bed at a glance.

She lay on her side, covered with a quilt, as if she had fallen asleep.

Mu Ang walked to the side of the bed and looked down at the sleeping person, at this moment, she was no longer full of tears, as quiet and serene as usual.

At this moment, she must have hated him very much in her heart, and she must have hated him to the extreme, so like now, she fell asleep, not knowing that he was by her side, maybe it was a good thing.

Mu Ang gently lifted the corner of the quilt, and his eyes fell on Su Ai's wrist, there were faint red marks on it, today he hurt her again, it seems that he will always hurt her, hurt.

Standing up, Mu Ang walked to the side of the cupboard, took out the medicine box from the cabinet, took out one of the ointments, and then walked back to the bed.

He gently squeezed out the ointment and gently rubbed it on her wrists, until he applied the ointment to both of her wrists, and then moved her hand into the quilt again.

"Oh, you know what? Today my mother told me that she loves me. A cold voice rang low through the room.

originally thought that he would not say these words to others, but when he looked at her sleeping face, he inexplicably wanted to confide in her. It seems that only in front of her can he truly relax and say many words buried deep in his heart.

"I never thought that my mother would say such things to me, when I was a child, I used to wish that my mother would smile at me gently, hug me, and love me like the mothers of other children. But for me at that time, this qiē was a luxury, after my mother went crazy, she liked me to play the piano for her, so no matter how painful my fingers were, how tired I was, I had to keep playing, even if my hands were bleeding, I had to finish playing the song until my mother didn't want to listen to it. He whispered to her these words that he had never said to anyone, and these words had been buried in his heart for too long, too long.

After a pause, he raised his finger and gently brushed away some of the bangs on her forehead, "I don't know if I like music or not if I remove these, because from the beginning, music was just a tool for me, a tool for my mother to notice me, a tool for my father to tell me to learn." So later, no matter how talented people said I was at the piano and that I might make a name for myself in the classical music world, I didn't feel anything, so much so that in my senior year, I didn't hesitate to abandon my studies. But you know what? Do you know when I really liked music?"

There was a touch of tenderness flashing in his cold eyes, "It's me who watched you write the song when you knew that your efforts might be futile, but you were still writing very hard." I think everyone can see that you like music, and even with it, I am also infected by your liking, and when I play the music you wrote on the piano, I feel very happy and comfortable. You say this is my reward for you, but in fact it is also your reward for me. ”

His fingers ran down her forehead and slowly slid down to her cheeks and lips, "Ai, I know that you like to be locked up here, and I also know that these behaviors I have done make you hateful, but I can't control myself, I always don't want you to fall in love with someone else, you have done what we have done between us, and then do it with another man." I love you, if you say that if you want to love the most, it doesn't mean that you will love the most, then let time prove whether it's good or not, and prove that the person I love the most is you. ”

As the voice fell, he leaned down and kissed her softly on the lips.

It's light, it's soft.

It's just a kiss of a dragonfly, but it's enough to be attached and addicted.

Muang got up, slowly left the room, and gently closed the door.

A moment later, in the room, Su Ai slowly opened her eyes. She was pretending to be asleep just now, and at first, she just wanted to avoid the embarrassment of seeing him, but she didn't expect to hear him say such a thing later. These words made her gradually know a person she didn't know before, and understand him more.

He longs for love, more than anyone else.

That's why he desperately wants to get his mother's love, and when his mother really says she loves him, he will have so many feelings.

Su Ai sat up little by little, looking at the wrists of her hands, which were all coated with ointment by him, gentle and delicate, but her heart began to throb again.

Should she believe, should she start over?

said yes no longer entangled, but now she is confused.

It's just because of this Mu Ang that her heart hurts too much, it hurts so much that she doesn't know why, and it hurts so much that she wants to give him a lot of love.

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When Su Ai got up the next day, she still did not see Mu Ang, and from Mu Ang's men, she knew that Mu Ang had left early in the morning, and had instructed that if she needed anything, they would do it.

"Can I get out of here, then?" asked Su Ai again.

"I'm sorry, Sister Su, this is the only thing you can't. The other party replied apologetically.

Su Ai knew that she couldn't blame the other party, after all, the other party was just acting according to orders. So I didn't say anything, but after eating some breakfast, I picked up a pen and paper and began to conceive of a spring song.

I don't know how long Mu Ang will trap her here, but if she doesn't go again, even if her parents are nervous, they will notice that something is wrong.

While writing the tune, Su Ai opened the laptop and got on Q.

As soon as she went up, Yizhihua looked for her, "Yesterday, when Brother Guan and I went to the Jun Group, we happened to meet Jun Mofei, and he asked about you, think about it, how many women can make Jun Mofei ask, you are famous in the Jun Group now." ”