520. [520] I'm sorry
He suddenly walked to the side of the hospital bed at a very slow speed, step by step, and after staring at the familiar face in front of him for a long time, he trembled and stretched out his finger and put it under Su Ai's nose......
At that moment, his heart was beating wildly, until he felt the shallow breath, and tears rolled down his eyes.
She's alive!
She's really alive!
Tears kept falling, and I thought it was to ...... the pain, anticipation, and longing for these days. It's as if they're all crying.
Click, click!
Su Ai felt that the fingertips seemed to be wet, so she slowly woke up from her sleep and opened her worried eyes.
However, what she didn't expect was that when she opened her eyes, she saw a man crying at her, and this man ...... It's still Muang.
Su Ai was taken aback, what kind of situation is this!
Mu Ang actually cried? and cried in front of her, no matter how you think about it, it feels a little incredible!
For a moment, she just opened her eyes wide and looked at him in a daze, and even her mind went blank. She only felt that his tears made her feel uncomfortable, and she didn't like to see his tears, as if they contained too many things.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" Muang muttered, bending down and repeating sorry to her.
It took her a while to come back to her senses, but she didn't understand what he meant by being sorry, he wasn't sorry for her!
She wanted to raise her hand, to wipe his tears, to tell him, stop crying, but there was a plaster cast on her hand, so she couldn't complete the action of raising her hand.
After thinking about it, Su Ai could only open her mouth with great difficulty, and said two words with great difficulty, "Don't ...... Crying ......" but just two words made her body ache, and her two eyebrows couldn't help frowning.
Mu Ang hurriedly said, "Okay, I won't cry, don't talk." He knew how painful every word she spat out would bring to her body.
He wiped his face with his hand and stopped the tears, but his voice was still choked, "You know what? You used to ask me all the time, I don't know who the person I love the most is, so I can tell you very clearly now, I love you the most, and you are the only one!"
It's just that Mu Ang's words are another impact on Su Ai.
She even wondered if her injuries were so severe that she had hearing problems. What is he talking about? saying he loves her?!
However, isn't what Mu Ang loves, Cancan, and how did it go around her?! Or ...... Did she really forget something?
Forgot something important, and something that had happened between her and him?!
At this time, Su Ai was full of doubts, if it wasn't for the inconvenience of talking and the inability to write, I was afraid that she would be eager to ask her doubts immediately.
Su Ai's mind was in turmoil, but Mu Ang pulled a chair, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at Su Ai quietly.
Just watching quietly like this, it is already a rare happiness for him at this moment.
"Ah, I won't let you suffer any more harm in the future, I swear with my life. He said firmly, his fingers gently stroking her short hair.
He was going to protect her, protect this woman, and not let her be hurt in the slightest.
Su Ai was stunned, in her cognition, Mu Ang was a cold man, all his eyes and all his actions seemed to be just for Cancan.
Mu Ang is deeply in love with Cancan!
But he cried in front of her, saying that he loved her the most, and made such an oath with his life.
And in the words that Cancan had chatted with her before, it seemed to indicate that there was something between her and Mu Ang, and that she fell into the sea and had something to do with Mu Ang.
So what exactly happened between her and him?
I used to think that what she couldn't remember was just the reason for falling into the sea, but now it seems that what she can't remember is some things between Mu Ang and her.
Why can't she remember?! Is it because it doesn't matter at all, or is it because she doesn't want to remember?
Su Ai didn't know.
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In the following days, under the careful treatment of those experts and nurses in the hospital, Su Ai's body continued to improve, and the bandages on her body decreased little by little.
Mu Ang's whole person seemed to be in the hospital, and almost as soon as Su Ai opened his eyes, he could see Mu Ang.
And the way he looked at her, Su Ai always felt like she was looking at some fragile treasure, as if she was afraid that in the process of recovery, if she was not careful, half of her life would be gone.
Father Su still didn't have a good face for Mu Ang, but he had already acquiesced in Mu Ang's entry and exit in the ward.
However, Su Mu's attitude is much more relaxed, sometimes looking at Mu Ang, her eyes will also show pity, and she will talk to Mu Ang.
After a period of time, although the plaster on Su Ai's hand has not been removed, she will no longer feel pain when she speaks.
Therefore, in a separate chat with Cancan, she asked the doubts she had always had in her heart, "Did something happen to me with Mu Ang? Is my injury in the sea this time also related to him?"
When she asked this sentence, Guan Cancan's eyes widened instantly, and he looked at Su Ai incredulously, "What did you say?!" A little unable to believe what she had just heard.
Su Ai repeated the question again.
Guan Cancan looked at Su Ai with a complicated expression, "You...... Don't remember?"
"Well, I don't remember. Su Ai confessed, "Although you usually mention some things when you chat, for me, it's like listening to something that has never happened." I wonder if it's because of the fall into the sea, so I forgot something. ”
"Then you don't remember that you and Mu Ang fell in love?" Guan Cancan asked again.
"Hmm. Su Ai nodded, "I remember that Mu Ang loved him, shouldn't it be you, how could he love me again?"
Guan Cancan was silent, that is to say, in Xiao Ai's mind, there was not the slightest trace of the past of falling in love with Mu Ang?!
"That'...... Does Mu Ang know?" she couldn't help but ask, how would Mu Ang feel if he knew that the current Xiao Ai was not the one who once loved him deeply, and even forgot the one who once loved him?
Su Ai shook her head, "I haven't mentioned it to him yet." Maybe she didn't know how to say this kind of thing to him.
These days, Mu Ang's careful care for her, she actually sees it in her eyes, but she always feels awkward and can't make any response. Because for her, he is just a person she knows, not a boyfriend who loves each other.
Guan Cancan thought for a while and said, "No matter what, let's find a doctor to give you a careful examination first, and then determine what the hell is going on." ”
Su Ai nodded.
And Guan Cancan also quickly helped Su Ai contact the best specialized doctor.
Several doctors consulted Su Ai.
After knowing this situation, Su's father and Su mother glanced at each other, and they had a mixed feeling. Originally, they most hoped that their daughter would no longer have anything to do with the Mu family, but who would have thought that their daughter would really forget about the relationship she had with Mu Ang.
Outside the consultation room, Su's father, Su's mother, and Guan Cancan were nervously waiting for the final result.
When Mu Ang arrived, Su Ai hadn't come out yet, he walked straight to Su's father, "Uncle, what happened? Is there any change in Ai's condition?"
Father Su looked at Mu Ang and didn't say anything.
And when Mu Ang turned his gaze to Su Mu, Su Mu also avoided his gaze, perhaps because she didn't know how to say this to him.
Mu Ang straightened up, his eyes fell on the door of the consultation room, and he was taking a few steps forward, Guan Cancan suddenly blocked in front of Mu Ang, "Xiao Ai is being diagnosed by experts inside, if you rush in now, it won't be good for Xiao Ai." ”
Mu Ang had a calm face, "What the hell is going on, if the doctors here can't cure it, then I'll go find a better doctor in the world!"
"Not what you think. Guan Cancan said, looking at Mu Ang with some sympathy. Xiao Ai forgot part of the matter, and Mu Ang would know about it sooner or later, so it was better for her to say it now, so that he could be mentally prepared first.
Thinking like this, Guan Cancan hesitated for a moment and said, "Mu Ang, I think you'd better be mentally prepared before Xiao Ai comes out for a while. ”
The four words of mental preparation made Mu Ang's brows frown slightly, "What do you mean?"
Xiao Ai's injury made her unable to remember some things, such as how she fell into the sea, and ...... How you love each other. Guan Cancan said.
Mu Ang's face changed suddenly, and a sense of uneasiness arose, "She doesn't remember how we fell in love? You mean to sue me, she doesn't remember me?" But these days, Ai Ming is very normal, and he has never been treated as a stranger.
"It's not that she doesn't remember you, but in her memory, there has never been a time when you fell in love, and for her, you are just an alumnus of the same university school. Although I know that this is cruel, it may be better to say it from her mouth than from Xiao Ai's mouth.
Muang's body staggered, looking a little shaky.