He Mo looked at the two red lines in front of him, reacted for a few seconds, and then seemed to understand what was going on, raised his head to look at Chen Jingyi, and his tone revealed surprise: "Is this true?" ”

She didn't speak, just looked him in the eye, nodded heavily, and then looked at him, ready for whatever he was going to do next.

In her imagination, if He Mo likes and wants children, he may be so excited that he can't speak, or jump up and down, running around the room to celebrate, just like he played on TV. If he doesn't like it and doesn't want it, then he probably frowns and mutters about what to do next.

But He Mo's reaction was unexpected.

Neither jumped nor spoke, and after receiving her affirmative response, the only thing he did was to look at her as she looked at him.

The two men looked at each other in silence for a while, and finally someone broke the silence first.

He Mo laughed softly, and then gently stroked her head: "Are you scared?" ”

Scared, very scared, very scared.

Chen Jingyi nodded vigorously.

He stood up and walked over to her, leaning her into his arms, and caressing her back.

"Don't be afraid, we'll face it together." He could guess her panic after learning about it, so he had to stabilize her now, "You must have not eaten all night, can we discuss it when we are full?" ”

He Mo's calmness made Chen Jingyi's mood a little better, and she did feel that her stomach was hungry, so she nodded and began to eat.

She ate some casually, and when she felt that her stomach was not so empty, she put down her chopsticks, sat on the sofa, and waited for He Mo.

He Mo also knew that she was in a hurry, so after she got off the table, she didn't continue to eat, didn't wash the dishes, poured two glasses of water and walked over to her.

He walked over and took Chen Jingyi's hand: "Can you tell me what you think?" ”

Chen Jingyi thought for a long time, and opened her mouth several times as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she still didn't speak.

Seeing this, He Mo handed her the water glass: "I said before, if you have anything you want to ask, just ask me, you can say anything you want to say, between us, you don't have to think too much." ”

She took a sip of the water glass, finally made up her mind and opened the conversation.

"Actually, I always felt that I was not mature enough, and I always felt that I was still very young, and I didn't think too long about many things. Like when I was with you, I was really surprised and happy, but in my cognition, you are my boyfriend, and you will be my boyfriend for a long time to come. ”

Perhaps a little nervous, she took another sip of water and continued.

"During the time we were in a relationship, especially after we had been together for half a year, I noticed that suddenly people would start asking me about my consideration of marrying you. At first I thought they were joking, so I didn't pay much attention to it, until more and more people asked me more and more times that I realized, ah, it turns out that they were seriously asking me. ”

"At that time, we had been together for less than a year, and I always thought that it was appropriate for two people to get along for a long time before talking about marriage, although I couldn't tell how long this long time should be, but I thought it would be at least longer than a year."

"But I've been thinking about marriage ever since. I would begin to wonder, is it really only time to prove love? If I've identified you, doesn't it matter how long or late the time is? ”

It was the first time to hear Chen Jingyi say so many words, He Mo listened silently and did not speak. Just looked at her with tenderness in his eyes, encouraging her to continue.

"Actually, I've always felt that I'm not good enough, I'm not capable enough to stand with you, and I've always wanted to be better and have the confidence to walk side by side with you. So I want to work hard and study hard so that one day when we talk about the future, I can make a choice calmly. ”

"I've made some efforts and seem to have become a little more confident, but I don't think it's enough." When Chen Jingyi said this, he buried his head lower, not daring to look at He Mo at all.

He Mo didn't want to affect her, so he still didn't say anything, stroked her hand, and waited for her to speak.

"You've been moving forward, and I seem to have been chasing you after you. In fact, I have always been worried in my heart, whether one day after your enthusiasm has passed, you will find that I am not so good, and you will choose to leave. ”

"But you didn't, you've always been so nice to me, very, very, very good, that sometimes it makes me wonder if there's something in me that attracts you that I haven't even discovered myself." After saying this, she felt a little shy and covered her face with her hands.

After ten seconds, he put down his hands, took another sip of water, and silently cheered himself up.

"After a long time, I really got used to it, and I took your kindness to me for granted, and I seemed to have gradually gained confidence."

"So you suddenly proposed to me later, although I felt a little surprised, but I think since I want to live with you forever, it seems that it doesn't matter if you get married."

"I may have thought about marriage a little simply, in my eyes, I think that when we get married, we are actually just changing our identities and continuing to fall in love together. Before we got married, we called each other boyfriend and girlfriend, and after we got married, we lived as husbands and wives, and I really only thought about these aspects, very shallow things. ”

"It wasn't until today, when I saw this," she said, glancing at the pregnancy test on the table, "that I really realized that getting married is really a big deal, not just for you and me, but also for our parents, and even ...... Child. ”

"I hadn't thought about these before, but when they suddenly appeared in front of me today, I couldn't make a correct judgment for a while, whether this is a good thing or a bad thing for us, should I be happy or sad."

"So I'm scared because I feel like I'm not mature enough, and if I have a child, I can't even take care of myself, how can I take care of him?"

Speaking of this, she had a cry in her tone.

He Mo hurriedly comforted her, hugged her tightly in his arms, kept patting her on the back, and told her, "It's okay, it's okay." ”

She leaned silently in her arms and did not speak again.

He Mo saw that she seemed to be finished, and finally fully understood some of the thoughts in her heart from the beginning when she was with him to now.

"Well, now that you're done, I'll tell you what I think." He Mo's gentle voice sounded.