"I like you, it's definitely not a whim, it's not a shallow taste, it's serious from the beginning, I want to be with you all the time."

"You keep saying that you think I'm good, but in my eyes, why aren't you like that? You just don't realize how good you are. ”

"So, you don't need to follow in my footsteps, because we've always walked side by side. All the efforts you put in should be for yourself, and we all have to keep climbing up in order to become a better version of ourselves. Of course, having someone along the road is more motivating, and I hope to be someone who walks with you, not what you're chasing. ”

Chen Jingyi nodded as if he didn't understand, and sat obediently, waiting for He Mo's next words.

"Since my idea is to be with you, then we will eventually enter into marriage. The more time I spend with you, the more I can't wait, and I can't wait to have you in my entirety. ”

"So I proposed to you, and I'm glad you agreed. Although I only know now that there was such hesitation and confusion in your heart. ”

"But it doesn't matter, I will prove to you that our love has nothing to do with time, nothing else, it is only about you, me, and I will love you infinitely with a limited time."

This heart-to-heart confession was completely said in Chen Jingyi's heart, she looked up at He Mo, and the eyes of the two people were full of love.

He Mo stretched out his hand and gently scraped the bridge of his nose, and said softly: "Don't be unconfident in yourself in the future, in my heart, you are the best cutie." ”

She pursed her lips and leaned over to his, leaving a lip print that counted as a response.

"As for your biggest concern right now." He Mo paused, Chen Jingyi heard that he should finally be talking about the child, "Compared to him, I actually care more about you." ”

"Of course I love and want our love, but it's all based on your will."

"If you are ready, then I am willing to welcome this little life with you, protect him, care for him, and accompany him to grow up. But if you feel that now is not the time and are not ready, I will also support your decision. I hope you understand that I will always approve of all your decisions. ”

"So you're actually ...... Do you like children? Listening to his words, Chen Jingyi asked.

"I like anything related to you, so what I like is our little kids."

His answer made Chen Jingyi a little puzzled, whether he liked it or not......

Seeing her confused look, He Mo smiled slightly: "I don't want to affect your judgment because of me." ”

So does he mean to put the decision on such a big matter on himself again?

She herself is actually confused!

"No, why don't we go to the hospital for a check-up first?" After thinking for a while, Chen Jingyi proposed.

After all, she just bought a pregnancy test for her own and checked it, and she can't guarantee that she is 100% prepared, what if one is an oolong? Isn't that a long time for nothing......

"Okay, how about tomorrow morning? Let's go together. He Mo responded softly.

Chen Jingyi nodded, so decided, go check first, and then think about it slowly when the results come out.

The next day, the two of them got up early to go to the hospital, and Chen Jingyi was nervous.

She took blood for HCG according to the doctor's advice, and after the examination, the results could not come out immediately, so she and He Mo went out for breakfast first.

"What do you really think in your heart, what do you think you would like to see in a moment?" While eating, He Mo asked.

She didn't answer right away, and silently began to think about the question.

It stands to reason that she should hope that all this is just an oolong of her own trouble, after all, she has never considered having children before.

But after yesterday's sudden accident, she has a sense of reality, as if she really realized the meaning of her marriage, she wants to be someone else's wife, and one day she will become the mother of her children.

She felt flustered and scared before, not only because she was worried that she would not be able to take care of the child, but also because she was afraid that He Mo would not have any plans in this regard like her, thinking that he would not accept it.

But before going to bed last night, she carefully recalled what He Mo said, he should like and want it.

And Chen Jingyi knows very well that if He Mo becomes a father, he will still behave well.

So actually, it really seems to depend on her thoughts......

Does she really want to?

"I don't know......" She was silent for a long time, but she still didn't come up with it.

"It's okay, don't rush, think slowly." He Mo still said gently.

Back at the hospital, before the results came out, they sat on a stool and waited.

Because in the obstetrics and gynecology department, they are almost surrounded by women with big bellies and family members who accompany them.

I don't know if it's a coincidence or what, they all have happy smiles on their faces, and they talk to their husbands.

So is pregnancy a happy thing?

As time went on, she became more and more nervous, like someone waiting in line for a trial.

"I see your name." He Mo pointed to the display screen not far away.

She was a little afraid to breathe for a moment, and this moment had finally arrived.

The doctor glanced at the examination report: "As a result, it is indeed pregnant, and further examination is needed to determine whether it is an ectopic pregnancy......"

She couldn't quite listen to the latter words, and after hearing the doctor say "It's indeed pregnant", she felt like she was stuck in her own little world, and the rest of the tests were guided by He Mo.

She could actually guess the result, but when the result was shown nakedly, she still felt quite impactful.

Now this problem is unavoidable.

"Do you think I'll be a good mother?" On the way back, she stared out the window and seemed to ask casually.

"If you want, of course you can." He Mo replied without thinking, "But this kind of thing can't be done just by relying on the experience that others say. Both your parents and my parents experienced having and raising children for the first time, and although we may not remember the events of our childhood, they all made more or less, big or small, mistakes. ”

"But you're still healthy and you've become such a lovely girl. It's not because they were good parents before you were born, but because they were willing to give you all their love, for you to keep learning and improving, and as you grow, they are also growing. ”

"It's very difficult because once the child is born, we have to be responsible for this little life, we can't regret it, we can't give up halfway, so we have to make up our minds at the beginning."