So is this actually the reason why He Mo wants her to make her own decision?

Because the responsibility is too great, it needs to be thought through. You can't be influenced by other people's opinions, and you can only do well when you have firm beliefs.

Although He Mo kept telling herself not to be in a hurry and to think slowly, she knew in her heart that time waited for no one, and she had to make a decision as soon as possible.

She set herself a five-day deadline, and she had to think about it before the death line came.

In the past few days, she has no intention of going to work or studying, and when she can be lazy, she searches with her mobile phone and reads a lot of other people's sharing.

She saw a lot of happy people, they were taken care of by their husbands after they were pregnant, just like princesses, although there were many trivial things after the birth of the child, but they were happy to do it, and the family was happy. Looking at the life photos they shared, especially those mini cuties, Chen Jingyi's heart also melted. At this time, she will think, then it is good to be born, and their family will definitely be like this.

But she's also seen a lot of not-so-happy stories. Some people's love deteriorates because of pregnancy, or after the birth of a child, the husband and wife quarrel or even part ways because of trivial matters in life and different educational concepts. Seeing this, Chen Jingyi will substitute himself again, and he is extremely frightened of this.

She has been so wavering, seeing that the death line she has set is approaching, she still doesn't have an accurate answer.

When she came home from work that night, she sat on the sofa as usual, scrolling through her mobile phone.

"Watching a movie?" He Mo walked over with a plate of fruit.

She glanced at it and felt that she was so entangled in her heart now that she would definitely not be able to see it, so she shook her head: "Forget it, I don't want to watch it today." ”

But this time He Mo didn't listen to her, walked over and took her mobile phone away, turned off the screen, put it out of her reach, and then gently pinched her face: "Watch a movie." ”

It's all like this, and she doesn't seem to have a way to refuse, so she can only lazily change her position and rush towards the sofa.

I don't know if the movie wasn't engaging enough or if she was really tired, it didn't take long for her to close her eyes and fall asleep.

When she woke up, the movie was not over, and when she opened her eyes, she saw He Mo's beautiful edges and corners, and he was watching the film intently.

"Awake?" He Mo's eyes were still fixed on the TV, but he seemed to notice her movements.

"Hmm." She replied lazily, then continued to fall into his arms, closing her eyes.

She wasn't sleepy, she just felt that He Mo was very comfortable in her arms, surrounded by his breath, as if her exhaustion had dissipated, and she seemed to have forgotten her troubles.

I just lay down with peace of mind for a long time before the movie ended. He Mo thought she was asleep again, so he carried her into the room. When he came in after washing, he found Chen Jingyi staring at the ceiling with his eyes open.

"Tangled again?" With a smile on his face, he lay down beside her.

"I really don't know......" She just lay down but couldn't sleep, and began to think about her life events again.

"You seem to have been reading articles on the Internet lately, is it someone else's experience post?" He Mo asked.

Chen Jingyi suddenly felt so embarrassed, she thought He Mo didn't know......

Now that she was discovered, she had no choice but to admit: "Uh...... I'm just bored, just take a look. ”

"Did you get any useful information?"

"It's too much...... But I don't know if it's useful. She has seen almost all the aspects of life in the past few days, but she can't tell which ones are related to her.

"In fact, what you see is other people's lives, and everyone's life trajectory is very different, and the more you see, the more confused it may be." He Mo said, "There are many nodes in life, and different people will make different choices at each node, and over time, even people with the same starting point will take even completely different paths." ”

She listened attentively, not knowing what he was trying to express when he suddenly said this, so she could only continue to listen.

"I want to tell you that you and each of them are different, and you just have to live your own life. Don't care too much about what others say or go through, and don't let what others say affect you, okay? ”

She felt that her words needed to be savored slowly, so she nodded her head, but her heart kept repeating what he had just said.

Chen Jingyi really wanted to understand these words and finally made a decision on the evening of the second day.

Friday night was also the last few hours of the deadline she had set for herself.

At the end of another week's work, she ate dinner and lay down on the couch.

She was bored, He Mo was washing dishes in the kitchen, and the two cuties were chasing a toy in the corner of the living room to play.

When He Mo came out of the kitchen, he ran into the study and got a book, sat down next to her and flipped through the book.

Originally, she wanted to pull He Mo to accompany her to watch variety shows, but now it seems that she can only enjoy it by herself.

Just as she was fascinated, He Mo stuffed a large plate of fruit into her hand. When she turned her head to look over, she saw only the silhouette of him continuing to read.

She suddenly felt in a trance, and the scene in front of her always felt so familiar, as if it had happened countless times, but she couldn't remember the last time it was like this.

She looked around again, the furnishings and decorations at home were all hand-selected by herself, and she also placed them by herself, but for a moment she felt a little strange.

What's going on?

It seems that I have lived here for too long, I am used to everything here, I am used to He Mo being by my side, but I have forgotten a little that this is my own life.

She has a boyfriend who respects and loves herself, and has a simple, warm little home, which surrounds her every day, and she is slowly ignored by herself, but instead explores the world of others that she can't touch at all, and tries to find clues from other people's lives to help her make decisions.

The happiness or pain of others has nothing to do with her, just as whether she herself will be happy in the future has nothing to do with other people.

She unconsciously touched her belly, and although it was still completely invisible, she suddenly felt herself soften.

In fact, their lives have always been like this, and they will continue to be like this in the future. He Mo is still He Mo, and she is still her, and she will not change much because of the arrival of a new life.

With children, they can still love each other as much as they do now, and even more because of children.

The future should be unknown, but because it is him, she has confidence that it must be beautiful.

"I'm ready." She took a deep breath and turned to look at He Mo.