Chapter 20: Confession on the Night of the Mid-Autumn Festival
The Mid-Autumn Festival is coming. Originally, the three strangers agreed to spend the festival together in the evening. It's a pity that Jiang Yunyun temporarily promised her colleagues to help with the shift, and she had to go to work at four o'clock, so we used our free time at noon to have a meal together to represent the holiday.
When I returned to my residence in the evening, I saw Chen Qiuya busy in the kitchen alone.
Hearing the sound of the door opening, Chen Qiuya stretched out her head and glanced at it and said, "Handsome guy, I'll eat later, Yunyun will finish the meal before leaving." ”
"Okay, I'm sorry for you."
Soon she brought large plates and small bowls to the living room dining table.
Looking at the sumptuous dinner, I couldn't help but laugh and said: "We have finished the Mid-Autumn Festival at noon, and you still cook so many delicious foods in the evening, which is very delayed, and it seems that you have not rested in the afternoon." ”
"Then you have to thank Yun Yun, she was very reluctant to change the hexagram temporarily, so she made so many dishes as compensation for her no-show. In fact, she also went to her boyfriend's house for the holidays so that her colleagues could go to her boyfriend's house. Chen Qiuya explained for Jiang Yunyun.
After dinner, I was embarrassed to see Chen Qiuya busy by herself, and helped clean up together despite the dissuasion of the girl.
After cleaning up, I didn't rush back to my room, but went to the balcony. At this moment, I thought of my distant family and found that I hadn't been in touch with my family for a long time.
I dialed the phone and listened to my parents' intimate advice, and the feeling of homesickness came to my heart, and I felt sad.
After making a phone call, I was standing on the balcony in a daze, and suddenly noticed that there were people around me.
Seeing that it was Chen Qiuya, I smiled and said, "I'm delaying you, I'll go back to the room first." ”
"Don't worry, let's chat."
"Do you need a call home?"
"No need, it's already been fought during the day."
Hearing this, I stopped and went back to my room and moved two chairs to the balcony instead.
We just sat on the balcony and talked.
The two of them talked about their respective college life and family situation; From what I have seen and heard at work, I have talked about my life insights. Maybe it was because I was lonely for a long time and no one listened, but I unconsciously talked about my emotional experience, and that long-buried memory was revealed.
While slowly telling the past with Wu Hui, I saw Chen Qiuya listening patiently.
After listening to what I said, Chen Qiuya sighed: "The whole class of our major is full of girls, and most of us are like me and Yunyun, who have no emotional experience. Sometimes I envy you and make memories of your university life. ”
"Yes, no matter how unforgettable, time is the best medicine to heal the wounds of the soul. However, the wound is too deep, and even if it heals, it will still leave scars. These scars are growth markers. ”
"I envy that girl who can meet a boy who loves each other deeply and paints brilliant colors for youth. And our youth is so pale. ”
"Heaven is fair, and the price of colorful colors is so high."
In the bright moonlight, I stood up and looked up at the full moon, thinking about how many people were reminiscing about the time like myself.
Suddenly, I felt myself being gently hugged from behind, and a voice came: "Can I take her place?" ”
The mind is "buzzing...... messed up. The long-term loneliness and emotional repression stopped the action that wanted to break free, quietly enjoying the embrace of the opposite sex.
The voice continued: "Although you said it lightly just now, I feel that you have not completely forgotten her, I will try to slowly occupy her place, let's be together." ”
Regarding Chen Qiuya's straightforwardness, I didn't know how to reply for a while, but I found that the face that appeared in my mind at this time was not Wu Hui, but Jiang Yunyun! It was also at this moment that I understood that I had fallen in love with Jiang Yunyun in my heart!
After two months of getting along, I have a good impression of both girls. But I don't know if it's because I vaguely saw the traces of my former lover from Jiang Yunyun's virtuousness, gentleness, and understanding, or I think she is more suitable for me. My affection for Jiang Yunyun is not only far more than the good impression of Chen Qiuya, but also beyond the feelings between ordinary friends.
Faced with the current situation, perhaps it was the first time I met a girl who took the initiative, and I was not willing to immediately reject this feeling, but betrayed my heart, and the ghost sent a perfunctory saying: "Don't be affected by my story." Take a shower at night, forget about the story, and think about whether you are impulsive, and now I don't say anything to you. ”
After speaking, he was about to gently pull away Chen Qiuya's wrapped arm.
"No, I've thought about it before, just use this opportunity to say it." Chen Qiuya finished speaking harder.
I had to work hard to break free.
"Don't say that, we've only known each other for two months, we don't know each other, and we're going to be separated in a few months, and we don't know what will happen in the future."
"I'm not going to change, even after the internship is over and I'll still think about you, and I'll come back here in the future."
Hearing this, he thought of the scene when he and Wu Hui were about to be separated, and said in a tough tone: "Xiaoya, I don't know what kind of feelings you have for me, you have met fewer boys now, and you will meet many excellent boys in the future, and I don't have that kind of feelings for you, not at all." ”
watched the girl burst into tears: "Why don't you give me a chance, it's impossible for you and that girl to be, even if you're still waiting for her, I don't mind!" Don't lie to me, I know you didn't wait for her. Even if you have someone you like now, can't you give me a chance? I don't care if you like me right now or not! ”
After Chen Qiuya finished speaking, I didn't know what to say, the girl's words almost blocked all the rejection channels, leaving the only chance to say another girl's name.
I knew in my heart that I would definitely not be able to deal with the past by making up a random person, but the relationship between the figure who did have a good impression and her made it difficult for me to speak. Caught in a dilemma for a moment.
At this time, I remembered that Wu Hui's ruthlessness had hurt herself, but later she was more grateful.
replied to God's righteous words and refused: "Xiaoya, I really have no feelings for you, give up on me, you will meet someone who belongs to you after you separate in the future." ”
After saying that, regardless of what Chen Qiuya wanted to say while crying, he pulled her back to the room and turned to leave.
As I was about to close the door, I looked back and said, "Sooner or later, we will be separated, and we will only be passers-by in life, and you have a good impression of me now, not liking, let alone love." Go to bed and sleep and wake up tomorrow and forget about it. ”
Closing the door, Chen Qiuya's unconcerned crying was still heard.