Chapter 21: Rejection of Good Intentions
I wanted to contact Jiang Yunyun, hoping that she could care about Chen Qiuya's situation, but I don't know if the girl knows Chen Qiuya's thoughts.
It's better to let them communicate on their own.
Feeling upset and wanting to go out for a walk, she walked to the door and didn't worry that Chen Qiuya was alone at home, so she finally turned off the light, sat in the dark living room and thought about her thoughts, paying attention to the girl's movements.
The sudden confession did not have any joy in my heart, but an extra layer of burden. During this time, according to my understanding of Chen Qiuya, under the big grin surface is careful and introverted. Although the action just now was a little impulsive, it should also be an explosion of inner emotion. The biggest gain for me tonight was Jiang Yunyun, who appeared in my heart at all times, and finally found that this girl inadvertently entered her emotional world.
Gradually, the crying in the girl's room turned into sobbing, and slowly ceased to be heard. Worried, I crept up to the door, ready to listen inside.
Unexpectedly, as soon as he walked to the door, the door was suddenly opened, and the two looked at each other.
Just for a moment, before I could react, the other party hugged me again.
After being stunned for a moment, he immediately responded and quickly pushed the girl away.
Chen Qiuya's face was extremely firm, and she preemptively said: "I don't care what you think, I just like you." If you don't accept me now, sooner or later you'll accept it. ”
"Don't be so ......."
"I don't need you to take care of my feelings, and I don't need you to care."
She continued to add firmly: "I'm fine, I won't think about it, you don't have to worry. ”
After saying that, he entered the room and closed the door.
Looking at the closed door, he shook his head and said to himself: Whatever you want, sooner or later you will give up.
returned to his room, lying on the bed in a daze, thinking about whether he should tell Jiang Yunyun about this.
When he was hesitating, he received a text message from Chen Qiuya: Don't tell Yunyun about tonight.
"Okay."
There was no more communication. Once again, I fell asleep in my thoughts.
From the next day, it was as if nothing had happened last night. Not only is Jiang Yunyun no different, but even Chen Qiuya's performance is the same as before last night, which makes me wonder if I am dreaming.
It was as if history had erased that night, and time was slowly flowing.
One day in October, I received a call from Li Jiajia.
"Boy, are you busy? I'm getting married tomorrow, so I'll have time to come over, right? ”
I was stunned for a moment, and remembered that the time she said last time I had eaten, and it was indeed about the same.
"Beauty, I'm sorry, I've been very busy lately, and I don't think I have time to pass ......."
"I knew you weren't coming." Li Jiajia paused and lowered her voice: "I didn't inform you until today, because I finally invited Huihui over." She came alone, her husband and baby didn't come, you fool, create opportunities for you. ”
After hearing what she said, her heart was surging, but she quickly calmed down and said calmly: "Thank you, I don't think it's better to meet." I don't want to disturb her peaceful life now, let's fulfill our promise. ”
"Cheng Zhutao, your uncle!" Li Jiajia became excited: "She came over and asked me not to inform you, saying that she was afraid of affecting your mood and worrying about disturbing your current life...... are all afraid to see each other, and the reasons are so similar, obviously they are still thinking about each other, but they have to pretend that nothing happened. Cheng Zhutao, are you a man, Wu Hui is a woman, and she has a family, I'm sorry, forget it, you think a big man thinks so much, do you think such an opportunity is easy? If you lose it this time, you may not have it in the future, and if you don't have the opportunity to meet, you have to think silently in your heart. If you come over today, no matter what, let's meet first, and then go open a room, and don't care what happens to it later......"
"Wait, wait...... Don't talk about that. Interrupt her.
"This is not good for us, she and I are not the kind of person who can't last forever, I hope I once had, I don't care if you say this, it's not good for her......"
"Get out, don't talk about these useless things, are you coming?"
I hesitated, but quickly replied firmly: "Forget it, I still won't go." ”
"You have a girlfriend? Or someone you like? Li Jiajia asked suddenly.
"Nope." I replied suspiciously, although Jiang Yunyun's face once again appeared in my mind.
"Then what are your concerns, I feel like I'm just like the princess in the Water Margin, it doesn't matter. Don't talk nonsense anymore, and ask you again, will you come or not? ”
"Still no, after all, ......" refused again in hesitation.
"Okay, don't ask me anything about her again." Li Jiajia said angrily.
"No matter what, I still want to thank you, I wish you a happy wedding, and I will come here to play when I have time in the future, and I invite you to dinner to express my gratitude."
"Get out!"
Putting away my phone with a wry smile, I also wondered why I could reply so resolutely and resist such a big temptation.
After going back in the evening, I found that only Jiang Yunyun was at home today, and Chen Qiuya had already gone to work.
After dinner, Jiang Yunyun said hello to me after cleaning up, and said that she would like to go out to buy something, if you want to bring something.
After getting an unwanted answer, Jiang Yunyun went out.
I was the only one in the house. Take advantage of this time to take a shower and throw your clothes in the washing machine to wash.
After doing all this, I picked up my phone and saw a text message from Li Jiajia on it.
It turned out that this little girl still didn't give up, and asked again: Cheng Zhutao, I'm very serious and ask you again, can't you get by? She's going back tomorrow afternoon, and there's really no chance of that in the future, and maybe you'll never see each other again.
I still refused.