Guan Cancan paused slightly, and looked at Si Jianyu inexplicably.

A dreamlike smile flashed across his face, "I was thinking that if only the person who was hit by the car at that time was me, so that you wouldn't suffer so much and wouldn't leave me." I even wondered if one day I would be hit by a car, would you be in front of me. ”

Guan Cancan's heart suddenly skipped a beat, "Are you ...... Are you kidding?" she said in a dry voice.

He smiled lightly, "Do you think I'm joking with you?"

She was stunned, his eyes were serious, indicating that he was not joking, but serious. "There aren't so many ifs in this world, and ...... Even if you get hit by a car, I won't be in front of you. ”

"You're so ruthless. He murmured, his fingers gently ruffling the hair around her cheeks.

Her body took a step back and distanced herself from him, "Si Jianyu, I have nothing to do with you anymore." So some things, some feelings, I let go, you should let go too. ”

"Let go?" How could he let go, this unforgettable love, if he let go, he didn't even know what he had left, "Cancan, it's not that there is nothing between me and you, even if we have a marriage contract, but I'm still a smiling father!

Guan Cancan was stunned, he was Xiaoxiao's father, and she was Xiaoxiao's mother, as long as they had a common daughter, maybe it was really as he said, their relationship would never be involved.

"What do you have to do to make me smile?" she asked, taking a deep breath.

"As I said, as long as you are willing to fall in love with me again, you can naturally see Xiaoxiao. He said, "But you can rest assured, Xiaoxiao is my daughter, and I will naturally treat her well and will not let her suffer." ”

Of course, she knew that he would not treat his daughter harshly, but as a mother, not being able to see her child was the biggest pain. She glared at him and said, "Si Jianyu, you have already hurt me once, do you have to use your daughter now to hurt me again?"

His face suddenly turned pale again, his body stiffened, and his eyes were stained with pain. After a long time, he said in a low voice, "But Cancan, apart from this, I don't know what method to use to make you fall in love with me." ”

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Guan Cancan didn't eat anything at night, so he fell asleep. She knew that unless he took the initiative to let her see his daughter, she wouldn't see it at all.

Even if she called the police, I'm afraid it won't help.

Although she knew that her daughter would be fine, she was still thinking about her daughter frantically, thinking about what she ate, whether she slept well, and whether she was crying...... I thought too much, and although I closed my eyes, I didn't feel sleepy at all.

Suddenly, she heard the door open, then shut.

Immediately afterward, there was a faint sound of footsteps, approaching the bedside step by step.

Guan Cancan didn't open his eyes, at this time, there was only one person who could walk into this bedroom.

After a while, the footsteps were gone, and a pair of slightly cool hands gently touched her face.

The finger ran across her eyebrows, the bridge of her nose, every inch of skin on her cheeks, and finally landed on her lips. Maybe it's because of the relationship between the closed eyes, so this touch has become more and more distinct.

She stiffened, his fingers were slightly cold, but she felt as if they were getting hotter and hotter. Suddenly, she felt his breath on her face, and then, something wet and warm pressed against her cheek.

It's his lips! He's kissing her!

She reacted suddenly, and her body became more and more stiff. And his lips, along her cheek, kissed little by little, to her lips, and then down her jaw, all the way down......

Guan Cancan couldn't hold back any longer, opened his eyes suddenly, and shouted, "Don't, stop!"

At this moment, the collar of her pajamas was open, and the top two buttons had been unbuttoned.

And he was buried in her neck, warm lips against the delicate skin of her neck.

He looked up slightly, and in the dark room, she couldn't see his expression clearly, only his vague outline.

"Don't you want to pretend to be asleep?" the night breeze sounded in the silent air.

She was a spirit, it turned out that he already knew that she was pretending to be asleep?

He lowered his head again, his lips resting on her shoulder. The area of her shoulder, because there is still a scar, so the skin is uneven.

His lips found her scar very lightly, and kissed it delicately, infinitely with affection.

Guan Cancan only felt as if the scar was burning, obviously the injury had already healed, but it was hot and painful at this moment!

"Does it still hurt?" he asked in a low voice.

She bit her lip slightly, "It's been five years, and it doesn't hurt anymore." ”

At this moment, he felt the heaviness of his breathing.

"I want to sleep, please get out. She said.

But he stubbornly hugged her, apparently wanting to sleep with her.

She struggled to push him away, but she couldn't push him away, and instead exhausted herself out of breath.

"I'd love to sleep with you like this, every night, I think like this......" he squeezed her into his arms, and kept talking.

"If you want my voice to help you fall asleep again, then I can find a book for you to read now, but please don't hold me like that, I don't think our current relationship is suitable for this. Guan Cancan said coldly.

Si Mi Yu's hand around her suddenly stiffened, "Then I'd rather hold it like this, you don't have to make a sound." What he wanted more than falling asleep was the feeling of hugging her, smelling her breath, which made his wandering heart settle down.

Guan Cancan's face was forced to stick to Si Jianyu's chest, and she didn't even know whether Si Jianyu's eyes were open or closed at this time.

What he meant, would he rather have insomnia?

In the past five years, has he fallen asleep in Fang Ruolan's voice, or is he still relying on those drugs?

Guan Cancan thought unconsciously, and in his ears, he heard the sound of his heart beating, all of a sudden, so clear, as if he was holding her like this back then, and she, listening to his heartbeat.

It's just that at this moment, neither she nor him, is asleep.

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Guan Cancan had two panda eyes, and she didn't sleep well all night, but she looked a little haggard overall, on the other hand, Si Jianyu was in good spirits, and she couldn't see insomnia at all, but the blue and black under his eyes let her know that she had not slept well for at least a long time, so this kind of blue and black would form.

The next day's breakfast, Guan Cancan didn't eat, and she still didn't eat lunch.

When Si Miyu stood in front of her, looking at the untouched food on the table, he unconsciously asked, "What's the matter, don't you like these dishes?"

Guan Cancan pursed her lips, these dishes were all what she liked to eat back then, and they were all made according to her taste, but-"I want to see a smile." ”

He frowned slightly, pulled out the chair, sat down beside her, picked up another pair of clean chopsticks, picked up one of the cuttlefish fillets, put it in his mouth and tasted it lightly, and said slowly, "It's not bad, this chef was specially found by me from the restaurant you liked to eat back then, I remember that you like to eat this cuttlefish fillet." ”

As he spoke, he picked up another cuttlefish fillet and handed it to her lips, "Taste it." ”

She didn't even look at the cuttlefish fillet on her lips, she just looked at him fixedly, repeating what she had just said, "I want to see you smile." If his dependence is on his daughter, then her reliance is on herself.

He pursed his lips, understanding what she meant. If she is not allowed to see the child, then she will go on a hunger strike.

He knew that she cared too much about the child, but there was a kind of anger in his heart, and she would not hesitate to damage her body for the sake of another person, even if that person - their daughter.

And at the same time of anger, there is also a kind of sadness, "Why, would you rather go on a hunger strike than say that you love me?"

She pursed her lips and said nothing.

He put down the chopsticks in his hand, squatted lightly in front of her, tilted his chin slightly, and looked at her with a begging look, "Cancan, as long as you say you love me, as long as you say it, I will also believe it and will take you to see my daughter." ”

All he wanted was her words, just to ask him to give her another hope.

Her heart was shocked, and his eyes made her heart seem to be stabbed, "I won't say it, because I don't love you anymore." ”

His eyelashes trembled, and his voice said with a tremor, "Even if it's a lie, don't you want to tell it?"

"Yes. Her voice did not hesitate, and her tone was so resolute.

He laughed suddenly, with a hint of bitterness and poignancy in his laughter, "Haha, I really didn't expect that our company would have a day today, and I didn't even want to tell a lie!"

"I want to smile!" she said for the third time.

"Okay, I'll let you see you, you've eaten some of your food now, I'll let you see you right away!" he said, almost gritting his teeth.

The next moment, Guan Cancan picked up the bowl in his hand without hesitation, and began to keep picking up the rice, sandwiching it, eating one bite at a time, eating fast, and eating wolf bèi.

Her cheeks were bulging with the food, and she was swallowing desperately, and some of them didn't even have time to chew, as if she was racing against time to see her daughter.

But the more she did this, the more he felt a tingling pain in his chest.

There were a lot of dishes on the table, which had long exceeded her appetite, but she was still eating desperately, her face was so red that she almost couldn't breathe.