245. [245] The door of the piano room
Guan Cancan was stunned, only to feel a chill rush over, "What do you mean?" If she didn't fall in love with him, didn't it mean that she wouldn't be able to see her daughter?
"Don't you really understand what I mean?" Si Jianyu asked rhetorically, gently hugging Guan Cancan, "Cancan, since you have loved me once, it is not difficult to love me again, right?"
Even if she would think he was despicable, even if he was using his own daughter, he couldn't care about it anymore, he knew that she cared most about her relatives.
If her daughter is her weakness, then maybe only her daughter can make her change her mind.
As long as he can make her fall in love with him again, even if it is a despicable thing, he will do it.
He felt the stiffness of the body of the person in his arms, and his lips were gently pressed against her ear, like ear temples, intimate and lingering, "I've lost you for five years, I can't lose more, we will be together, this life, until death......"
Only death can separate them.
And until then, he will never let her leave him again!
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Perhaps, she thought it was too simple before, she thought that if she said this to him, with his arrogance, he would let her go, but she didn't expect that she limited her movement to this old mansion, and once she wanted to leave, his subordinates would restrict her from going out.
Of course, another thing that was different from what she expected was that he did not restrict her from using any communication tools, even the computer network at will. It can be said that in this mansion, any request she asks can be fulfilled, except to see her daughter, and to leave.
Guan Cancan made a phone call to his mother, and sure enough, because of the sudden disappearance of her and Xiaoxiao, the family was almost a mess, everyone was looking for her everywhere, and her mother and grandfather also called the police.
Guan Cancan didn't want his mother to worry, so he said, "Mom, I'm fine, it's just ...... It's just that I met Si Jianyu, and I need to talk to him about Xiaoxiao, after all, what he says, he is also Xiaoxiao's father. I'm here with him now in City B, because the incident happened suddenly, so I didn't have time to notify the family, and when Xiaoxiao's matter is resolved, I will go back to City K with Xiaoxiao. ”
Guan Cancan tried his best to say in a calm and steady tone, as if things were very ordinary and nothing mattered at all.
But Zhang Yi is Guan Cancan's mother after all, and she knows that with her daughter's character, no matter how sudden the incident is, she will not even say hello to her family, so she went to City B. This can only show that the situation at that time was beyond her daughter's control, so she couldn't even make a phone call.
Thinking of Si Jianyu's dedication to his daughter, Zhang Yi couldn't help but worry, "Cancan, is Xiao Yu embarrassing you?"
"Nope. Guan Cancan denied, "He didn't embarrass me, he just wanted to talk to me about laughter." I'm fine, really. ”
But the more her daughter said this, the more worried Zhang Yi became.
"Cancan, you tell your mother the truth, did Xiao Yu do anything bad to you?"
"Mom, do you think he'll do anything bad to me?" Guan Cancan asked rhetorically.
Zhang Yi thought about it, but felt that it was too, Si Jianyu had been looking for his daughter for so many years, and now that he had found Cancan, he was afraid that he would be offered like a bodhisattva, so where would he be hurt?
Thinking about it like this, Zhang Yi breathed a sigh of relief, "Okay, you take care of yourself, take care of the funny, if anything, remember to call your mother, don't bear it alone, you know?"
Mother's words made Guan Cancan feel warm in his heart. No matter what happens to her, her mother will always stand by her side, accompany her, and use all her love to become her most solid backing.
No matter how sad and grievance there is, by my mother's side, I feel that my heart will slowly calm down.
"I know, Mom, take care of yourself, and tell your grandparents not to worry. Guan Cancan said something to his mother again, and then ended the call.
After thinking about it again, she dialed Muang's number.
Not long after, Mu Ang's voice came from the phone, "Hey, who is it?"
Listening to this voice, Guan Cancan didn't know what to say for a while.
It was Mu Ang, after a calm, as if he had a sense of authenticity, "Cancan, is it you?!"
Guan Cancan was stunned, pursed his lips, and then replied, "It's me." ”
"How are you? I guess I took you away. He asked anxiously, with unconcealed worry in his tone.
Guan Cancan is not surprised that Mu Ang will know this, after all, with Mu Ang's ability, it is not strange that he will know this. And the reason why she made this call was not because she wanted Mu Ang to rush to City B to help her, but - "I'm fine, so you don't have to worry about me." ”
She didn't want to get him involved in her and Si Jianyu again, and when she left, she had to ask him for help, which had caused him a lot of trouble and owed him a favor, and now, she didn't want him to be in trouble, and she didn't want him to get into a fight with Si Jianyu.
"Cancan, do you think I'm a three-year-old kid? Just by your words, I will believe that you are really okay?" Mu Ang said.
"Yes, if you don't believe me, then I ask you to believe that I'm really fine. Guan Cancan replied, "Mu Ang, this is a matter between me and Si Jianyu, so I want to solve it myself." Thank you for helping me all the time, but this time, I want to be on my own. ”
There was silence on the other end of the phone, and after a long time, a cold voice came again, "What if you are not enough on your own? Do you think you can win anything from Si Miyu with your own ability? What if he wants to snatch custody with you one day?" he knew that this was what she was most afraid of.
"No matter what, I'm still going to try, try to rely on myself, no!" she replied, if she had to rely on others for everything, then one day, she would have to rely on herself, I am afraid she would be completely uncomfortable.
Mu Ang didn't say anything more, but finally asked, "Where are you now?"
"City B. That's her answer.
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Guan Cancan searched in the mansion for a long time, but she didn't find Xiaoxiao, in the mansion, she opened the door of almost every room, except for the piano room......
She stood at the door of the piano room, and the door seemed to weigh as much as a thousand pounds.
However, there was only this room left, and she had not seen it yet. Although I know that the possibility of Xiaoxiao being in it is very small, but if she gives up looking inside, she can't do it.
Taking a deep breath, Guan Cancan pushed the door open as if with all his might.
The sound of the piano came from the room, and her eyes, seeing the familiar figure, sat in front of the piano. His eyes were lightly closed, and his slender fingers kept wandering and tapping on the keys......
In an instant, she seemed to be back to that evening, when she stood outside the piano room, watching Fang Ruolan's body stick to him......
The pain of being betrayed, the sadness of finally knowing that he didn't need her, was hooked up again by the scene at this moment, the feeling of powerlessness, even if he desperately wanted to scream, want to shout, and want to speak, but in the end, what gushed out of his throat was just a meaningless "ah~ah~" sound.
The scene at that moment was the last straw that broke all the hope in her heart, and it also made her finally decide to leave him!
And now...... Unlike back then, he was the only one in the room.
And the sound of the piano is very familiar to her, and it is the last piece she made before she left...... The song she wrote after the car accident describes her mood.
The sharp sound of the piano and the painful depression are like shackles that are too heavy to be broken.
Guan Cancan was stunned, she didn't expect that five years later this year, she would hear this song here. Back then, it was she who was looking for the score of this piece that made her think about trying again, talking to him again, and coming to him with some kind of hope, but it really made her despair.
And now, when she opened the door, all she heard was the tune.
Some things seem to be predestined in the dark.
As if sensing her gaze, his eyes slowly opened and looked towards her, and the sound of the piano stopped.
Si Jianyu stood up and walked towards Guan Cancan, when he saw the flash of pain in her eyes, he suddenly seemed to understand something, and suddenly covered her eyes, "Don't think about it." His voice sounded hoarsely in her ears, "If I had known that you were outside the door, watching this, if I had known that you would come to me, if I ......" He couldn't say any more, when he knew this from the mouth of the ancient butler, when he pieced together what she had experienced, a little bit of monitoring and listening to other people's dictations after she left, the pain, remorse, and self-blame almost overwhelmed him.
After a pause, he continued, "At that time, I won't let you leave like this, I will tell you that the person I love the most is you, and the only person I have ever loved is you, and I have never loved anyone else except you." Will ...... with Fang Ruolan"
"It's your freedom who you want to be with. She interrupted him and raised her hand to pull his hand off that was blocking her vision, "At that time, we had already broken off the engagement, and it didn't really matter who you were with. ”
Si Jianyu's eyes sank, and he laughed at himself in a low voice, "Yes, we have already dissolved the marriage contract at that time." ”
There was an awkward atmosphere in the air.
"Do you know what I'm thinking about every time I play this piece?" he said abruptly, breaking the silence again.