132. 【132】Giving my life in exchange for your love for me
It's like a few days ago, although they could be so close, so close that there was no distance between them, but between them, it was as if there was always an invisible wall blocking them. And now that wall has shattered.
When Guan Cancan woke up, Si Jianyu was getting dressed, and when he saw her open eyes, he asked, "Did I wake you up?"
"Nope. She smiled and shook her head, watching him change his clothes with some distraction. It is undeniable that his figure is really excellent, tall enough, well proportioned, broad shoulders, narrow waist and long legs, thin body, but not the kind of thin without muscles, if you go to be a model, plus his looks and this innate temperament, I am afraid of being a supermodel.
"What's wrong?" her intently gaze made him speak again.
"You're in really good shape. After saying a word, Guan Cancan seemed to suddenly come back to his senses and realized what he had just said, and his face suddenly turned red.
Seeing Yu Yan, Si walked to the side of the bed, and suddenly leaned down, his hands on her sides, and his eyes were at her. He hadn't buttoned his shirt yet, so with his posture, the spring on his chest was in her eyes.
"How nice is that?" he asked, staring at her.
How could she answer! Guan Cancan's face suddenly turned even redder. Well, the difference between her and him is that there are some words that make people blush and heartbeat, and it is difficult for her to say them, but he will say them with a serious expression and a gentle tone.
She was wearing nothing under the sheet at this moment, so she was only wrapped in a sheet, but her shoulders were exposed.
"I ...... I'm going to get dressed. She digressed.
"I'll help you put it on in a moment. He lowered his head and kissed the delicate skin on her shoulder, "Cancan, what I asked you yesterday, have you thought of the answer?" his voice came faintly.
"What words?" she paused, they had said a lot of things between them last night, but she didn't know which one he was referring to at the moment.
He looked up and stared at her face steadily, "If I can be like your mother, and give you everything I have, will the person you care about the most in your life become me?" he repeated what he had said last night.
She looked at him apprehensively, and his gaze made her feel like her mouth was dry. After a while, she said, "Are you kidding?"
"Do I think someone would joke about such a thing?" he asked rhetorically.
She was suffocated, although he was not the kind of person with a strict personality, but he was not a person who would joke casually, "Giving everything you have, you can't do it by just talking." ”
It may be very simple to say a sentence, but it is even more difficult to do it!
"I never felt like it could be done casually. Si Jianyu's face had a rare serious look, "Cancan, I have a lot of things, so a lot of things, maybe you can give them very lightly, without any hardship, but this doesn't mean that I don't know the meaning of giving everything to it, like, if I give you this life, will you feel enough?"
Guan Cancan looked at Si Jianyu in shock, unable to believe what he had just heard, what he was talking about...... Talking about his life?!
He smiled lowly, his eyebrows and eyes were full of grace and sparkle, his fingers gently caressed her face, and said to her with a dull expression, "Cancan, this life of mine can be given to you." "He had a lot of things, but there wasn't anything he really wanted to have, until he met her.
Her voice made him want it for the first time.
But the closer you get to her, the more you want her other things. Such as her gaze, her companionship, her liking, her lingering...... All of this, just because he wants her heart!
It's just her voice, far from filling his greed.
"Why...... Even though I care about my mother the most, you're the man I like. After a long time, Guan Cancan said. She didn't understand why he cared so much about whether he cared the most or not, there was no need to compare!
"Because I want more than just liking. His eyes, deep and dark, were all printed on her face, the original fog was heavy, but at this moment it seemed to have cleared the clouds, and what remained was the affection that was clear at a glance, "Cancan, I love you, so I want to take this life in exchange for you loving me." ”
He said it word by word, and every word shook her heart.
His lips pressed to hers and whispered, "Cancan, do you want to change?"
He misses her frantically when he can't see her, he is madly jealous when he sees her kissed by another man, he is madly anxious when he worries that she might like someone else, and he is madly helpless when faced with her disability.
These madnesses are making him understand that he can't let go of this woman.
She made him understand what love is, and she also made him understand what love is!
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Guan Cancan felt that everything seemed to be in a fog, she thought that it might not be easy for a man like him to like her, let alone love.
She said that she would let him slowly understand love, and if the two can love each other after dating, then they may be able to be together forever.
But now, it was he who told her first, that he loved her, and that he had put her love in the same place as his life.
If his words are heard by others, I'm afraid that no one will think it's worth it.
"Cancan, I want you to care about me, I want you to love me. My people, my life, do you want it?" his voice, like the softest feather, brushed her ears, and like the most seductive, stirred the deep hope of people's hearts.
Her eyes looked at his close face in a daze, with jet-black soft hair, smooth and full forehead, and under the straight bridge of the nose, there were thin lips with watery color, moist and sexy in the light, and the contours of his face had a kind of Western-like three-dimensionality, but with Oriental elegance. The eyes under the long eyebrows are the most exciting, enchanting and charming, revealing a kind of rippling sparkling elegance, when those eyes look at you intently, it will make you feel that the whole body and soul are attracted.
Is it a man, a god, or a spirit or a demon?
How can such a man not be wanted?
"Do you want it?" his voice continued to ring around her ears.
The tip of his nose, his breath, like the finest sandalwood, confuses people's minds.
As if a god had made a ghost, she murmured two words, "...... Want. ”
IS IT CONFUSED, OR IS IT THE REAL YU HOPE IN THE DEPTHS OF MY HEART?!
Guan Cancan didn't know it, all her attention was on the fingers he caressed her face, on the kiss he landed on her lips......
Rusi's love, Rusi's persistence, is actually about to be intoxicated.
......
Her desire was like a promise.
Every time he thinks of the scene at that time, Guan Cancan will feel that his heartbeat will accelerate again. That day, after the kiss, he looked at her with a smile, and pressed his fingers on her red lips, "Since you want it, then it's good, I'm waiting for you to ask for it." ”
It is also saying that he is waiting for her to love.
Will she fall in love with him? love to spend her life together, love to the twilight, love to have children, love to the point of inseparable from each other, until the gray hair is gray, and leave this world?!
But she thought, she'd fall in love with him!
For the first time, a man had said these things to her and put her in such a prominent position.
And most importantly, she likes him, so much!
For a few days, Guan Cancan looked like he was in good spirits on a happy occasion, and even Su Ai looked at it and said with a sigh, "When I see you like this, I know what good things have happened, what's the matter, did Si Jianyu propose to you?"
Guan Cancan was drinking milk tea, and almost squirted out, proposing, the dead friend is also thinking too far away, "We have just started dating, how can we get married so quickly." ”
"If you really like each other, it doesn't matter how long it lasts. Speaking of which, it is estimated that after the graduation ceremony, many women in our class will be getting married soon. Su Ai said, now that he has graduated from college and is in his 20s, most of the students who want to get married early will choose to get married first and then find a job.
Are you married...... Guan Cancan couldn't help but ponder a little, one day, will she marry Si Jianyu, will she put on a wedding dress for that man?
If she really fell in love with him, she probably would!
And if they really get married, what kind of situation should it be on that day?!
She will marry a man who will love her for the rest of her life, and no matter what happens, that man will stand firmly by her side, will hold her hand firmly, and will not let go.
And she will love him the same for the rest of her life, she will stand by his side, hold those hands firmly, no matter what becomes of those hands, she will always hold them......
"Cancan, can you come over for a while?" Ding Min'er, a singer from the studio, walked over and said loudly.
Guan Cancan came back to his senses and looked at the other party, "What's wrong?"
"I'd like to ask you some questions about the tune. Ding Min'er said.
Guan Cancan nodded, said hello to Su Ai, and went to the studio's recording studio with Ding Min'er.
Brother Guan and they are not here, and there are only two of them in the studio at this time.
After Ding Min'er asked some questions in the song, she sang it again to Guan Cancan, and after listening to it, Guan Cancan felt that there was no big problem, but in her sound, it was not too good. Ding Min'er is like an executor, just singing the tune of the song as if it were executed, without adding some interpretations of her own.