"When my parents just divorced, the economic pressure of the family at that time was all on my mother's body, at that time, the birthday of the classmates in the class, the popular treat to the whole class, I was not sensible, I had to invite my mother to invite the whole class, that time to entertain, it cost my mother a month's salary, after that, my food and clothing were no different from usual, but my mother gnawed on white steamed buns for two months; I sat in the cram school classroom. But after that day, every night when I went to sleep, my mother was making plastic flowers. "And this is more than ten years of doing it.

She unconsciously said the things in her memory, one by one, as if she had been suppressed in the depths of her heart, and when she said this, people suddenly felt relaxed, "In this world, the only person who can give everything to me is my mother, so I am also willing to give everything for my mother." ”

This is her affection for her mother, so indestructible. Si Mi Yu stared at the person in front of him steadily. The affection she had for her mother, the care she cared about, was there anything to fight it with?

Even if her feelings for her mother and her feelings for him are two completely different feelings, he still can't help but compare, thinking about her liking for him, and in her feelings, how many are they ranked and occupied?

After talking for a long time, Guan Cancan suddenly stopped, and looked at Si Jianyu with some embarrassment, "I said so much, you must be bored." ”

"No, it won't. He raised his hand and stroked her reddish eyes, "I just feel a little envious." ”

"Envy?" she was surprised.

"Yes, envy that you and your mother have so many pasts, so many memories, and envy that she occupies too important a place in your life. "Envy to the point of jealousy, I'm afraid that if he is jealous of her mother's words, if Lifang knows, he will definitely laugh at him.

Guan Cancan looked at Si Jianyu in a daze, feeling his fingertips gently brushing her eyebrows, that was his temperature, like the most gentle comfort.

"I never thought that my mother was such an important being, so what you said, I envied, but I couldn't understand it. His voice continued to ring in her ears.

Guan Cancan's expression changed slightly, and his eyes unconsciously revealed a sympathy. Although she and her mother lived poorly, at least they still had each other, but Si Jianyu lost his parents when he was 7 years old, so he really couldn't understand the interdependent feelings between her and her mother.

He raised his eyebrows, as if he understood the emotion in her eyes, "Are you sympathetic to me?"

She did sympathize with him for the loss of his parents when he was a child, but this was a bit unspeakable, his nature was arrogant, could he accept the sympathy of others?

Just as he was thinking, his hand was already clasping the back of her head, pulling her head down, bringing her face closer to him, "Cancan, even if it's just sympathy, it's okay, as long as you're thinking of me in your heart." ”

This high-ranking man is so eager for her affection, he doesn't even care if it's sympathy or something else.

Guan Cancan was stunned, staring blankly at Si Jianyu's close face, almost wondering if he had heard it wrong just now, how could a person like him say such a thing?

"You...... Still drunk?" she could only guess.

His eyes were clear, not a little drunk, "Do you think I look like I'm drunk?"

She choked, not knowing what to say for a moment.

He pulled her a little closer, the tip of her nose almost touching his, and his breath was all over her face.

He exhaled like an orchid, and there was endless brilliance in his eyes, "Cancan, if I can also be like your mother and give you everything, then the person you care about the most in this life will become me?"

This voice, like a beautiful silk and bamboo music, sang softly in the night wind, but it made her body stiffen in an instant. Does he really know what he's talking about? And does he understand what those four words really mean?

Guan Cancan only felt that his throat had become dry.

His lips pressed against hers, sucking softly, muttering her name.

Cancan...... Cancan......

The sound is so wonderful.

"Cancan, don't you really want me?" he asked.

No...... She just didn't want him to force her, she didn't want him to do that kind of thing against her will, if she really didn't want to, then how could she stay by his side so willingly?

Even if there is no agreement, it is willing.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of something, so that she couldn't see clearly.

"It's really funny, there are many people who want me, but the one I want, but they don't want me. He laughed to himself, and suddenly he got up, took her hand, and walked towards the big bed in front of him.

"Ahh

He pressed on top of her, "How many times do you want to not want me? Once, twice, or three or four, or countless times?"

He smiled very softly, his voice was hoarse but soft, even if he was pressing on her, but his body was deliberately moving out of position, reducing weight, so that she would not feel uncomfortable.

Guan Cancan only felt a sour and astringent feeling on the tip of his nose, did he still mind what she said in the lounge that day?

His smile at the moment, his voice at the moment, made her feel uncomfortable, "Yu, let's have a good talk, okay?" If there is any misunderstanding between each other, any communication problems, they should have made it clear as soon as possible.

"Talk, what are you going to talk to me about?" his eyebrows twitched, his eyelashes covering his eyes, making it impossible for her to see the look in his eyes.

"I didn't think about asking for other men, I said no, I just don't like you forcing me, maybe you think it's nothing, but for me, I feel that our relationship is not equal. She looked at him fixedly and said very seriously, "I hope that our interactions are equal to each other, not who is attached to whom and who wants to listen to whom." ”

His eyelashes fluttered slightly, "Attached to me, isn't it?"

"Some people may think it's good, but for me, it's not what I want. She said.

Si Jianyu raised his eyes and stared at the face in front of him, delicate and charming, when he first looked at her, he didn't think anything was wrong, but the more he looked at it, the more he felt beautiful, and gradually, it was like being poisoned and addicted. If you don't see it for a day, you will feel restless.

But like this, she is independent and strong, and her occasional fragility often makes him wish to use all kinds of methods to calm her tears.

If she left him, she should be able to live a good life, but what if he left her? Can she continue to live? Who is attached to whom?

"So if I give you the equality you want, you're going to keep asking for me?" he muttered.

The sentence is a little strange, but the meaning is clear to Guan Cancan.

I've been asking for him...... That should mean never changing her heart, always liking him, loving him! But who can say for sure what will happen in the future? Since she was a child, after knowing her mother's love, she has become less convinced of love.

It is precisely because of this that after dating Liu Zhengjie for a year, she still couldn't accept the other party's kiss. For her, it was more like a psychological barrier, and it took a lot of courage to cross it.

And at that time, just as she wanted to cross over, she found that what she thought was love was nothing more than a deception.

If she hadn't met him, she might have been able to like anyone again for a few years, or even more than ten years!

Always...... This word seems simple, but how many people can really do it?!

"Will it be?" his voice rang in her ears again, as if waiting for her answer.

These two words are like they are stuck in her throat, and she can't say them. Guan Cancan took a deep breath, but finally said, "Yes." ”

He smiled again, but not the lonely and self-deprecating laugh before, but a very comfortable laugh.

She liked his smile, but her heart was inexplicably more painful. Could a word, a word, make his smile change like this? She was not a fool, and she could naturally feel that he liked her deeper.

How much does this man like her now?

And how much does she like him, and how much does it weigh?

These unanswered questions hovered in her heart, and Guan Cancan took the initiative to wrap his hands around Si Jianyu's waist, pressed his face tightly to his chest, and listened to the sound of his heart beating.

"Yu, I'll keep asking for you, whether it's once, twice, three, or four...... It's still a million times, and I'll always want it. I like you, so I won't like other men again. ”

She heard the sound of his heartbeat.

Bang! Bang!

All at once, so rapid and powerful, as if in response to her words......

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Different from the helplessness of being forced, when you are willing to "want" and "be wanted", you will really make people feel happy, the ultimate sense of water-ru-blending, which will immerse people not only in physical happiness, but also in each other's hearts.

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