Afterwards, every time Su Ai recalled her own answer at that time, she felt that at that moment, her brain was probably caught by the door, so that she didn't even think about it, and a sentence came out of her mouth, "Then I also bought your pair of earrings, should I also return them." ”

Of course, when she said this, Mu Ang's face turned dark, and his whole body seemed to exude bursts of cold air, so that the air pressure around him seemed to be several degrees lower, "Okay, tomorrow you bring the studs, and I will return the ones I am wearing to you." ”

That's what Muang said.

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Mu Ang has lived for 28 years, and there are few things that make him angry, maybe it should be said that since he was a child, under the deliberate cultivation of Mu Tianqi, coupled with the Mu family's family relationship, which has been almost distorted, Mu Ang's heart is very cold, so there are few people and things that can make him pay attention, and then cause his likes and dislikes, let alone make him angry.

But now, Su Ai has done it lightly. It's just that his anger is like this, but there is a kind of depression that has nowhere to vent.

There have always been many women who want to be his girlfriends, but the two people he has loved don't want to.

Chancan loves her cousin, so she doesn't want to.

And Su Ai ...... But he loves him, but he doesn't want to love anymore, and he doesn't want to continue to be his girlfriend.

That woman will never smile at herself stupidly again? No longer have to blush, but at the same time stretch out her paws and touch his body indiscriminately, saying something like wanting to know more about him, let alone crying his name sweetly and hugging him tightly under him......

An impulse that follows the blood and rushes somewhere in the body. Under the shower, the cold water is constantly washing over the body, but the blood in the body is becoming hotter and hotter......

His body, like he honestly showed, that he wanted her, that he wanted to hurt!

His chest was stuffy, as if he was being pressed by something.

Turning off the faucet of the shower, Mu Ang walked to the mirror of the sink and looked at him quietly, and the small scars on his body became more eye-catching in the light.

Even though some of the scars had faded to the point of almost disappearing, he still remembered the pain caused by the scars.

He wished that someone would say to him, "It doesn't hurt anymore, it doesn't hurt anymore." But my father never said this, my mother never said it, and Cancan never said it. Only she, Su Ai, said this.

At that moment, his heart pounded, and her voice, like a warm current, poured into his body, covering all his limbs.

At that moment, he wanted to firmly embed this woman in his body, wanted to be like this forever with her, and wanted the so-called eternity.

It was then that he began to fall in love with her.

If he was attracted to Cancan because of Cancan's strength, then he was attracted to Su Ai because of her empathetic gentleness and wholehearted dedication.

At the beginning, Cancan and Si Jianyu were together, and he was heartbroken, but he seemed to vaguely understand that he had already guessed such an ending, but he was unwilling to admit it.

And now, his pain was mixed with many things that even he couldn't tell, and he felt almost suffocated when he thought of the words she had said to him by the river last night when she had broken up.

Muang's eyes glanced at the two moonstone stud earrings on the white towel on the sink.

He reached out and pulled the two moonstone stud earrings into his palm little by little, not caring that the silver needle at the base of the earrings would prick his palm.

Su Ai...... ......He lowered his eyes and murmured her name......

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When Guan Cancan woke up, it was already dark, and a desk lamp at the bedside was still on, and the soft light allowed her to see clearly the Qiē in the ward, including Si Jianyu, who was on the sofa with his eyes closed at the moment.

He seemed to be asleep, but he didn't sleep well, and a broken moan came intermittently.

Guan Cancan lifted the quilt covering his body, got out of bed and walked to the edge of the sofa in small steps.

In the past two days, Yu has barely left the hospital room and has been taking care of her, and every time she wakes up, she can see his face.

Guan Cancan lowered her head and looked at Si Jianyu who was half-lying on the sofa, she knew that if he fell asleep by himself, then he would usually sleep very lightly.

And at this moment, his brows were locked very tightly, there was an obvious haggard on his face, and even his chin, there were a lot of beard scum, and the clothes on his body were also wrinkled, so it can be seen that he has not cleaned himself up properly in the past two days.

"Cancan...... Child...... Child...... It's me...... My fault...... Wrong......" he muttered.

Guan Cancan's heart hurt again.

She originally wanted to secretly beat the child, but she didn't want him to feel guilty and blame himself after he learned the truth, but in the end, she brought him more guilt and self-blame.

The one who is really wrong...... Actually, it's her.

Her fingers gently caressed his frowning brow, and she murmured softly, "Mi, the wrong one...... It's not you, it's not you......"

Her voice, which seemed to make him frown, slowly calmed down, and the intermittent murmuring eased little by little.

Guan Cancan stood up and wanted to get a quilt for Si Miyu to cover, but his body had just stood up, and his hand was suddenly grabbed by the other hand.

She was startled and looked down, only to see that he was slowly opening his eyes, and those bright eyes were so moist that they seemed to be covered with a layer of moisture.

"Why aren't you lying in bed?" his voice was thick and hoarse.

"When I woke up and saw you asleep, I got up and looked. She said, "You can sleep a little longer, and I'll give you the quilt ......."

Before he could finish speaking, he stood up, picked her up horizontally, walked to the side of the bed, and carefully placed her on the bed.

"Yu, it's not me who wants to sleep, it's you!" Guan Cancan said.

"You shouldn't get out of bed right now. Si Jianyu said as he stuffed Guan Cancan into the quilt, "And I'm not sleepy now, I don't need to sleep." ”

"But you haven't slept well in the past two days. She bit her lip, although during this time, his insomnia symptoms were much better than before, but there were still many times when he needed her voice to fall asleep, "Or I'll say something first, and when you fall asleep, I'll rest again." This is a hospital, and you can call a nurse at any time, and if I really need anything, I can call a nurse. ”

He sat on the edge of the bed, took her hand and said, "Cancan, I'm not sleepy, I didn't sleep before, and I had much more time than now, so it's just that I haven't slept well in the past two days, for me, it's really nothing." ”

She choked, then pursed her lips and said, "That'...... Or you come up and sleep together, anyway, this bed is enough for two people. ”

After a moment of silence, he did not refuse her request, took off his shoes and coat, and got into her bed.

The familiar aura suddenly enveloped her whole body.

Guan Cancan habitually leaned close to Si Jianyu's body, but when his hand inadvertently touched her abdomen, she suddenly felt his whole body stiffen.

Even then, his body began to tremble.

"Yu!" Guan Cancan shouted suddenly, only to see that his face was getting paler and paler, as white as a blank piece of paper.

She had seen this situation once before, when she was with him in Vienna and returned to the scene of his car accident, and his situation was very similar to that of now.

Guan Cancan suddenly opened his hands and hugged Si Jianyu tightly, "It's okay, it's not your fault, Yu! The child is gone, it's not your fault!"

She kept talking, holding on tightly, no matter how he moved, she just wouldn't let go.

After a long time, she only heard him gasp heavily, no longer struggling, no longer trembling, and the whole person seemed to calm down.

In the silent room, there was only the sound of two people breathing for a while.

Guan Cancan let go of his hand a little exhausted, looking at the person lying beside him, his face was still pale, but fortunately he didn't tremble, and his eyes looked normal.

"Yu, stop blaming yourself, ...... child," she choked up, as if she had exhausted a lot of strength, "maybe he or she will go to a better place and become someone else's child, and live happily." And we'll ...... later. There may be other children in the future. ”

But God knows how slim that hope is.

It is a miracle that you can conceive Xiaoxiao, and it is a second miracle that you can conceive this child.

But is there a third chance of this miracle?

Probably not, there will never be a third miracle. But if she can't face it strong at this time, it will only make Yu fall into more self-blame and discomfort.

She shook Si Miyu's hand little by little, "It's not your fault, it's just an accident." ”

"Is it an accident?" he muttered, his eyes drooping slightly, and then he gripped her hand tightly with his backhand, as if holding a kind of support, "So Cancan, tell me, why did you want to kill this child?"

This child of him and her, since she has always loved him, not Mu Ang, then he has never figured out, why did she let Lifang secretly arrange a doctor to help her kill the child?

For a moment, Guan Cancan was stunned, Si Jianyu's eyelashes trembled slightly, and his deep eyes stared at the face in front of him fixedly, "Cancan, tell me, why!"

Guan Cancan only felt a dry throat, this answer, how should she sue him!

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Early in the morning, Comrade Su Ai looked at the pair of moonstone studs in his hand, and felt a little headache. To return the stud earrings to him, it means to meet him again.