255. 【255】Pain (1st Shift)
Jun Rongqi, the proud son of the Jun family, is like a wounded beast at this moment, struggling in pain on the bed, the green tendons on the back of his hands and temples are bursting out, and his handsome face is already distorted by pain at this moment.
His fingers kept scarring on his body, and his nails almost tore all the clothes off his body.
On the skin exposed outside the clothes, you can see large and small blood-stained wounds, which is shocking!
But even so, it was useless. The pain in the body is far more painful than these skin wounds. It was as if all the limbs were soaked in magma and pierced by ice spikes......
This is the blood curse of the Jun family, every time the moon comes, it will attack, making people miserable, and the Jun family has been in the past for many years, and there have been many people who have committed suicide because they can't bear this pain.
And he ...... Will you also embark on the path of suicide in the future?" Jun Rongqi thought in pain...... It has been ten years since he had his first pain attack when he was 4 years old, and the pain is getting worse every year.
How long can he endure it? Is it true that he can only live if he finds his life?!
"Xiao Qi, you must find your life quickly. This is what the uncle said to him. Destiny, that is a title that has been handed down by the Jun family, taken from the meaning of destined dependence.
This title represents the importance of fate, but it also represents a certain sorrow of the Jun family.
If you can't find your own life, then you will die!
And no one knows what kind of person their life depends on, and in the vast sea of people, it is too difficult to find that specific person. Therefore, many Jun family members can't find that person in their lifetime, and in the end, they can only meet the arrival of death alone.
"Fate...... Was it really that amazing?" "How old was he then? 7 years old? Or 8 years old?
"That's right, fate, it's really amazing, as long as you find that person, you can be pain-free. Uncle told him like this.
He asked curiously, "Uncle, how do you know, didn't you find your life either?"
"Even if you don't find it, but you can know a rough idea, when you grow up, you can go to the ancestral hall of the Jun family to see by yourself, there are those notes left by the Jun family who found their fate. When he said this, the palm of the uncle's hand gently touched the position of the heart, "If one day, you see your life, then your beating here will definitely be unusual." That is an omen, an omen given by God to the Jun family, telling you that the person who makes your heart beat differently is your life. ”
And he, when he saw the little girl named Si Xiaoyu, her heartbeat accelerated inexplicably, reminding him that that person, could it be his life?
At that time, there were many other people on the TV screen, but he saw her at a glance. In the body, there seemed to be a voice saying, "It's her...... That's her......"
Is it really that magical? Can it really stop his pain?
"It hurts...... It hurts...... It's true...... Can you find your life?" Jun Rongqi gasped hard, his body was already drenched in sweat, his fingers were deeply sunk into the thin quilt under him, and his lips had already been bitten by his teeth and bloodied.
The crimson blood continued to drip down his lips and onto the quilt. And his eyes stared straight at the LCD screen hanging on the wall not far away, the screen was frozen at the moment, and the picture was a close-up of a little girl's face.
If Guan Cancan is here, he will definitely be able to recognize that this little girl is his daughter-Si Xiaoyu.
The dark phoenix eyes were full of intense longing, just looking at such a picture, it made him feel an unprecedented desire in his heart. And this longing, on this full moon night, becomes even more obvious.
The body hurts a lot, and the more it hurts, the deeper the desire to find one's life.
And he, to confirm, confirm whether this little girl is his life, let him look for a full 10 years, and wait for a whole ten years, will it be her?!
"Is that you?" Si smiled...... Is that you?" a hoarse voice, constantly rolling out of the depths of the throat.
But no one answered his question.
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Si Xiaoyu's so-called ability to hear someone shouting in pain also made Si Jianyu also feel uneasy, and naturally with Si Jianyu's ability, he could find various authoritative doctors very easily.
But after a series of tests, nothing was found.
However, Lu Lifang explained in a non-scientific way, "There have been some cases in the past, which have been said to be supernatural phenomena, as if someone said that the more children are, the easier it is to see or hear some sounds that normal people can't see or hear." When the child grows up, this phenomenon may disappear naturally. Moreover, at present, it seems that this phenomenon has not caused any damage to Xiaoxiao's body. ”
Si Jianyu naturally knew that since these authoritative doctors couldn't find a reason, they had to wait for Xiaoxiao to grow up and then look at the situation.
Lu Lifang was obviously very interested in Si Xiaoyu, the little guy. After all, this is Si Jianyu's first child, "Have you ever seen Xiaoxiao in your old man?" Holding the little guy, Lu Lifang asked Si Jianyudao.
"Not yet, I haven't mentioned it to the old man, but...... I'm afraid the old man already knows the previous news. "Si saw the royal way, but these days, he didn't have the heart to see the old man at all, to talk about jokes.
Now, he was only thinking about what to do to keep their mother and daughter by his side.
Si Xiaoyu has been sitting in Lu Lifang's arms, with his little head in front of the table, holding the child's cup in his two little hands, and drinking juice in small sips, not life at all.
will also hand the juice to Lu Lifang very asarily, and she has to let Lu Lifang also drink this kind of juice she likes.
"This kid is a lot like you. Lu Lifang faced Si Jian Yudao.
But the way she laughed was more like Cancan. Si Jian Yudao, every time he looked at his daughter's bright smile, he would think of the happy and happy appearance of the previous one.
However, after the reunion, he never saw such a smile on his bright face again.
That smile...... It was ruined by his own life.
When will he see her smile again......? The smile that made him dazzled made him feel that even if he exchanged a qiē for her smile, it was worth it.
"Daddy, Xiaoxiao wants to go to the bathroom. The little guy twisted around and turned at Tsushima Michi.
When Si Jianyu heard this, he stretched out his hand, walked to his daughter, leaned down, spread his arms, and the little guy grunted and hugged Si Jianyu's neck, and the movements were very skillful, obviously such actions have been done many times.
Si Miyu said to the landing salute, "I'll take Xiaoxiao to the bathroom, you wait for me here." ”
"Alright, you can go quickly. Lu Li smiled and said, looking at his friend's appearance at the moment, he only felt warm and infinite, the current Ah Yu is not like the cold-blooded president who is uncertain in GK, but more like a dad.
Fortunately, there is still a smiling and smiling Cunzài, so Ah Yu still looks like a normal person. If he hadn't smiled, then when Guan Cancan rejected Ah Yu like that, he might have really gone crazy.
When Guan Cancan rushed to the restaurant near the hospital, he only saw Lu Lifang sitting alone in his seat, "What about Si Jian Yuhe Xiaoxiao?" Guan Cancan asked.
Xiaoxiao wanted to go to the bathroom, but Ah Yu hugged her over. Lu Li said, looking at Guan Cancan in front of him, in addition to seeing her on the news on TV, this was the first time he had seen her in five years.
"Sit, we haven't seen each other for five years, so let's talk a few words while Ah Yu and Xiaoxiao are away. Lu Li said.
Guan Cancan pursed his lips slightly and sat down.
"Aren't you still going to be with Ah Yu?" Lu Lifang can be said to be straight to the point.
"Did he tell you this?" Guan Cancan asked rhetorically, and the person she was referring to was naturally Si Jianyu.
"He said when he was drunk, you know, Ah Yu's alcohol consumption has always been very good, if he wants to get drunk, it is not easy, when I went to see him that day, the floor was full of empty wine bottles, he was not taken to the hospital that day, it was a lucky thing. Lu Li said, "Ah Yu did something wrong back then, and you will leave, but I can assure you of one thing, Ah Yu has always loved you." ”
"But I don't know if he's the one who loves me or my voice, and I don't want to try the pain again. Guan Cancan said, "Back then, since I was planning to leave, I never thought about picking up this relationship again." ”
Otherwise, she would not have refused so much, and even left no contact with her family, so she left the country.
"Ah Yu loves you, it's definitely not your voice, if it's just a voice, then he won't be so ...... other Ruolan" When he said this, Lu Lifang suddenly choked his mouth, and his face was full of expression.
"Fang Ruolan?" Guan Cancan paused, "What's wrong with Fang Ruolan?"
I knew from Su Ai that Fang Ruolan was missing, and I thought that I was going back to my hometown to seek another development or something, but now it seems that things are not so simple, and it seems to be related to Si Jianyu.
"Nothing. Lu Lifang said a little embarrassed, and then changed the topic, "By the way, why hasn't Ah Yu come back yet, otherwise, you can go and take a look." ”
When Guan Cancan heard this, he didn't ask any more questions, thinking that his daughter had indeed been going to the bathroom for a long time, so he got up and walked towards the bathroom in the restaurant.