With Cheng Mo's cold statement, Shen Daoyi's breathing slowly became rapid, her white porcelain-like cheeks became more and more red, the corners of her eyes were filled with tears, and her gaze at Cheng Mo was a little out of focus, as if she was looking at a cloud of ethereal air.

Cheng Mo knew how much Shen Youyi should be remorseful and blamed herself, because according to the plot written by her father Shen Ping, Shen Ping learned that Huang Ren'an was in love with Luo Jiayi through Shen Youyi's diary, so he immediately talked to Huang Ren'an and Luo Jiayi respectively, but what was worse was that Luo Jiayi was already pregnant, and no one dared to say anything about the frightened and panicked Luo Jiayi.

The teacher who originally loved betrayed her, and the classmates she trusted also betrayed her, and in the end, the paper finally couldn't contain the fire, and the parents found out that something was wrong, so they went directly to the school, so that many people in the school knew about it, but the school naturally chose to protect Huang Ren'an, after all, Huang Ren'an still has some background.

The school tried its best to help Huang Ren'an clear up the relationship, and took the love letter that Luo Jiayi once wrote to Huang Ren'an to prove that Luo Jiayi first seduced Huang Ren'an.

Luo Jiayi, who felt abandoned and betrayed by the whole world, wrote a suicide note and jumped from the balcony of her home.

Until the end, Luo Jiayi refused to forgive Shen Youyi in her suicide note, saying that the most chilling thing for her was Shen Youyi, she shared her joys, sorrows and sorrows with Shen Youyi without reservation, but Shen Youyi betrayed her.

When this incident happened, social networks did not have a great influence, so they did not set off any waves in society, Huang Ren'an and Changya still gave the Luo family a condolence money to calm the matter, as for the students in the school, they only knew that Luo Jiayi was pregnant and committed suicide, as for whose child she was pregnant, it is not very clear.

This incident quickly disappeared, and Huang Ren'an, who had been resting for a while due to illness, returned to Changya to teach, and the world was like nothing had happened.....

There was only one person who fell into deep pain, and that was Shen Youyi, who was peeked at by his father.

This huge, undispatchable pain made Shen Youyi have to split into another personality to bear, and what was cruel to her was not only Luo Jiayi's death, Huang Ren'an's selfishness and indifference, but also the collapse of her father's image, which she originally regarded as an idol.

She originally thought that the person who could write a good article with sincere feelings must be a good person, but she found that words are just as deceptive as people.....

This incident brought Shen Youyi too much harm, so her subconscious broke down these things into pieces, and then put these pieces in Shen Youyi and Shen Daoyi's rooms respectively.

One room preserves his smile, another room preserves his anger towards his father and Changya, one room preserves his love for life, and another room preserves his deep loneliness and despair.

But even Shen Daoyi can't live endlessly with anger and despair, so Shen Dao began to plan revenge, and the objects of her revenge are Changya, her father, Huang Ren'an, and herself.

Therefore, she found someone to take a photo of her and Cheng Mo riding a motorcycle, and uploaded it on the Internet herself, and she wanted to complete her redemption in a self-destructive way.....

The two of them stood opposite each other in the instrument room, Shen Daoyi fell into an inexplicable chaos, and it wasn't until the bell rang for the end of class that she suddenly came to her senses, looked at Cheng Mo coldly and said, "I said you don't meddle in your affairs..... You have to be nosy, and I will destroy you with you....."

Cheng Mo remembered that there were so many books in Shen Youyi's family, among which many were healing departments, and he still felt a little strange at the time, but now it seems that Teacher Shen needs more comfort than him, who once struggled on the verge of death.

And he was still asking for warmth from a person who needed comfort the most, which made Cheng Mo a little inexplicably sad, he walked over slowly, there was still a fishy smell of pleasure in the air, the shadows of the trees outside the window were swaying, and the specific shape could not be seen through the curtain, and the footsteps were kissed by the silent sun, forming a black reflection.

Cheng Mo remembered that Teacher Shen was riding the black motorcycle in the rain, her back was so warm, and now he wanted to give Teacher Shen some warmth, so he took the initiative to reach out and hug Teacher Shen who was standing in the middle of the two shelves, he could clearly feel the trembling of Teacher Shen's body, he raised his hand and touched the hair behind Shen Youyi, just like Shen Youyi once did to him.

"Mr. Shen, let me tell you a story about a fish and a turtle, and a fish asked the turtle, 'Why do you hide and shrink in your shell?'

The tortoise stretched its limbs slowly and said, 'That's not an escape, it's just an environment where you can calm your heart.' ’

Fish: 'But is peace of mind really useful?'

The turtle glanced at the fish and slowly turned around: "That's why I have lived longer than you!" The most important thing in life is to be ourselves, this world has never been kind, you have to calm your mind, I hope you will understand the deep malice of this world as soon as possible, and then start a happy life of love TM who is whom." ‘”

"Teacher, there is nothing shameful in running away, but you must also face your heart..... Don't be the kind of coward who clings to painful memories all the time, at least you have to be honest with yourself....."

"I'm not a coward, would another person have the courage to destroy everything like me?" Shen Daoyi was a little angry and wanted to push Cheng Mo away, but Cheng Mo hugged her tightly, making her unable to move.

"But does it make sense for you to destroy everything in this self-destructive way? What can you gain? You can't gain anything, you can't change anything, you can only talk in vain, you should know this, the inertia of this world is so great, the vast majority of people live around their own interests, even if you shout hard, no one will look at you for a while, if you want this world to be better, if you want your friends to rest in peace, maybe it would be better to do it another way....."

"Another way?"

"Yes, I am very Sister Xi, your gentleness used to be my starlight, warming me in the dark night, although it is very bloody to say this, but I think what she expects in Luo Jiayi's last moment must not be revenge, but to get a warmth and care, even if only one person gives her warmth and care at this moment, maybe she will not go to a dead end, so the power of love is greater than the power of hate, isn't it?"

Shen Daoyi was silent, and after a moment she said, "It's too late, I can't stop now!"