248. [248] Places I Have Been To (125 Monthly Passes)
Guan Cancan felt as if he had misheard, as if time was going backwards, reversing the once beautiful scene, he proposed to her, and surrounded by the blessings of his family.
But now—
"You...... What are you talking about?" she asked, uncertain.
"Let's get married. He repeated, "I'm going to marry you, I want you to fall in love with me, we should have gotten married five years ago, and now, it's five years late!"
She was silent for a moment before she said, "Is it because of a smile?"
"If I say that it is to give Xiaoxiao a complete family, so that she can be accompanied by her parents like other children, in this way, will you agree to marry me, will you love me?" he asked rhetorically.
She was suffocated, if it was for her daughter, should she agree?!
Her hesitation made him laugh at himself, "I really want to say this, it's all for the child, so maybe you will agree, but Cancan, I want to marry you, it has nothing to do with the child, it's just because of myself." It's our company who wants to marry Guan Cancan!"
She should have been his wife, she should have been five years ago, but this qiē was ruined by his own life.
"Sue me, what must you do to make up for the damage you have suffered, and what must you do to heal the pain you have endured?" he asked, looking at her steadily, but she could not say anything for a moment.
There are so many things to say, but there are so many things that there is no point in talking about them now.
The sky was dark, and at night, when Guan Cancan hugged her daughter, after her daughter fell asleep, she looked at her daughter's sleeping face in a daze, and in her mind, she kept recalling what Si Jian Yusho had said.
At this time, Si Jianyu didn't open her and Xiaoxiao again, Xiaoxiao even ran to Si Jianyu before going to bed, and printed a goodnight kiss on his forehead, and before, only Mu Ang had this treatment.
Laughing and giggling, he put his arm around Si Miyu's neck and said coquettishly, "Daddy, good night." "That's calf licking.
And she, should she really give Xiaoxiao a complete family? Guan Cancan thought...... After a few moments, she slowly stood up and gently exited her daughter's bedroom.
When she walked into the hallway, she saw the ancient butler. Five years later, Butler Gu looks even older.
"Where is Si Miyu now?" she asked.
"The young master is in the piano room. The ancient butler said.
Guan Cancan was slightly stunned, then turned around and walked towards the piano room.
"Sister Guan. The ancient housekeeper shouted out to stop Guan Cancan, "Since you left, as long as the young master returns to the old mansion, he will play in the piano room every night, until both hands are swollen and still playing." Mr. Lu also warned the young master that if he continued to play like this, he was afraid that in a few years, his hand would be useless, but the young master still played the same. "It's like self-punishment.
Steward Gu still remembered one time, he really couldn't help it, and persuaded the young master, "Young master, stop playing, if your hand is really useless, what should you do?!"
But the young master replied to him nonchalantly, "If it's really scrapped, then it's scrapped, if I don't play, I won't feel the brilliance! Only by playing her tunes, I will feel as if she is by my side, as if she has not left yet." ”
At that moment, Steward Gu finally understood that the other party was enchanted and went crazy!
"If you can, I also hope that Miss Guan can persuade the young master, I'm afraid that only what you say, the young master will listen." The ancient butler said
"I see. Guan Cancan muttered softly and slowly walked to the piano room.
The moment she pushed the piano room open, the sharp and tearing sound of the piano sounded in her ears again.
It's still the same tune, and he doesn't know how long he's been playing.
Even if his hand will be useless, will he still play?
"Enough! stop playing!" she said suddenly. The sound was silent, almost drowned out by the sound of the piano.
But the next moment, the sound of the piano still stopped abruptly. He turned his head and looked at her, apparently hearing what she had just said.
In the silent piano room, it seems that there is still a remnant of the music just now. Guan Cancan walked up to Si Jianyu, took his hand, and looked at his already red and swollen fingers.
Apparently, he'd been playing for at least a couple of hours, that's why his fingers were like this.
And he, quietly letting her look at his hand, accepted her fiddling. This was the first time she took the initiative to grab his hand after the meeting, and the first time she took the initiative to get close to him.
His heart was beating at an accelerated pace, and he felt like he was stupid when he looked at her.
"How long have you been playing?" I don't know how long it took, but her voice suddenly sounded in the silence of the piano room.
"It didn't take long. He said lightly, "What's the matter, didn't you sleep with Xiaoxiao?"
"She's already asleep. She said.
He suddenly grabbed her hand with his backhand, "So, you came to the piano room on purpose, but you wanted to come to me yourself, right?"
Her hand was firmly held in his palm, but this time, she uncharacteristically did not struggle, just lowered her eyes and looked at the hands of the two, "Are you free now?"
She didn't answer the question, and a look of surprise flashed in his eyes, but then he said, "Yes." "As long as it's her, he'll be available anytime.
"Can you go with me somewhere?" she said again.
"Good. He replied softly.
Her hand pulled out of his, and suddenly, he felt a sense of loss. It's like, just now it was obviously holding it, obviously it was extremely close, but in the blink of an eye, there was nothing.
No, she was already with him, and there was a child between them, and he wasn't without nothing!, he comforted himself in his heart, and followed her as she walked out of the piano room.
Guan Cancan walked all the way to the door of the mansion, and the night air was cold and silent. She took a deep breath, turned to look at him and said, "Where's your car?"
"In the garage. "Tsumi Michi.
"What about the car keys?" she asked again.
"On me. He replied, "Where do you want to go?"
But she didn't answer his question, but walked straight to the garage, where there were several luxury cars, each of which was hundreds of millions of luxury cars.
She held out her hand to him, her palm spread out, clearly asking for something.
Si Mi's eyes flashed, and he took out the car key from his body and put it in Guan Cancan's palm.
"Which car?" she asked again.
He walked up to one of the Ferraris, "This is it." ”
She walked to the front of the car, opened the door, and when she was about to sit in the driver's seat, he suddenly grabbed her arm, "Let me drive." ”
She glanced at him, his hand gripping her arm, tight, but at the same time there was a slight tremor at the same time, as if he was afraid of something.
What was he afraid of?!Was he afraid of her driving?Was he afraid of her......
"I'll drive. She said.
"No! don't drive!" his voice suddenly sounded, and then, as if he had found himself overreacting, he lowered his voice and said, "You tell me, I can drive you wherever you want to go." ”
"But I want to drive it myself!" Guan Cancan insisted, raising his hand and breaking the fingers that held her arm from Si Jianyu little by little, "In foreign countries, I often drive, so it will be fine." ”
His lips moved, and he watched her sit in the driver's seat, but he didn't say anything after all, and instead sat in the passenger seat.
It's just that when she started the car, drove the car out of the garage, and drove on the road, there was still a lot of worry on his face. Not afraid of his own safety, just worried about her safety.
Since she had a car accident, he was afraid of her driving, and even he thought about it countless times, blaming himself, if he hadn't let her learn to drive, she wouldn't have had a car accident, and there would have been no such things as follows.
However, as she drove the car onto the road, as she got closer and closer to her destination, his brow furrowed slightly, and his face turned a little pale.
This road is the only way to that place, where she is going to take him now, is it there?
The car finally stopped, and the moment it stopped, the blood on his face had faded.
Guan Cancan unbuckled his seat belt, opened the car door, got out of the car, and walked slowly towards the river.
Now, the time is close to the early hours of the morning, and there are very few people by the river, and there are only a few figures as far as the eye can see. And the surface of the river, just like that night, was as dark and deep, the cold wind blew, and the waves on the river continued to sink and float, hitting the river wall, making the sound of crackling water.
Si Miyu's fingers were difficult to unfasten the seat belt, which was usually very light and could be unfastened, but at this moment, it was like a solid rope, making him feel that such an action was so difficult.
Pushing open the door, he staggered out of the car. His eyes looked at her back in a daze. In the past five years, he has been to this place countless times, and every time he comes, he is heartbroken, and his whole body is overwhelmed with remorse.
Imagine what kind of mood she is in here, and what kind of expression she has on her face.
And now, it was she who brought him here personally, and he didn't dare to think about it or ask more, just afraid that every qiē would be a burden that he couldn't afford.
Guan Cancan turned around and looked at Si Jianyu calmly.
But the calmer her gaze was, the more it made him panic. She was obviously only a few steps away from him, and he could get to her as long as he took a few more steps, but why did he feel that there seemed to be a long, long distance between him and her, so long that it was likely that he would not be able to really get close to her for the rest of his life.
"This is the place I visited the night before I left. She opened her mouth slowly and said to him.
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