On the first day of 2009, I woke up at two o'clock in the afternoon, drank a lot last night, stayed up until almost twelve o'clock, and Xiaofu and Qiao Wei left first, they said they were going to set off firecrackers and fireworks.

Shao Qiu and I didn't go out, we drank and chatted until more than three o'clock, and finally Shao Qiu fell asleep on the sofa, I shook him hard and he couldn't wake up, he was too heavy to go to bed, I drank dizzy and my feet were unstable, so I simply took a quilt and covered him and let him sleep on the sofa, I slept very comfortably on the bed by myself.

I got up this morning and wanted to call Shao Qiu up to get some porridge to drink, but the kid didn't know when he left, I saw in the living room that he cleaned up yesterday's mess, and the quilt was folded and put on the sofa, I wondered how this kid had changed, as if there was a distance from me, although we chatted until more than three o'clock yesterday, but I also faintly felt that it was not the same feeling as before, and I packed up my things when I left today, if it was with Xiaofu, he would never clean it up for me, Shao Qiu gave me the feeling that he had become polite with me.

I shook my head after thinking about it, hoping I thought too much.

The phone rang, I took it out to see that it was Yingying's, I quickly picked it up, Yingying asked me if I had just woken up, I hummed, Yingying said she missed me very much, I said I miss her more, Yingying said that she called me twice last night and I didn't answer, and I didn't answer one this morning.

I recalled, I just looked at the phone and there seemed to be a few missed calls, I said that I slept in a daze and didn't know what my name was, and I promised not to miss any of her calls in the future, Ying Ying smiled and said that she didn't blame me.

On the first day of the new year, I was very satisfied to be able to talk to Yingying, nestled in the sofa, I planned to go to Yingying's house to see her and her mother in a few days, and thought about what I would do to go for the New Year, should I want to be a future son-in-law? It's too abrupt, it's bad to leave a bad impression on Yingying's mother, so forget it.

In the second year of junior high school, my cousin came to my house and gave me a big red envelope when he came in, I didn't want to take it, because we are peers, and there is no reason to accept his red envelope, but he said that I must eat and drink well without anyone to take care of me, and then said some innocuous words and left.

I actually wanted to ask some things about Shao Qiu's factory, but after thinking about it, it was better to ask him directly.

Sending my cousin away, I opened the red envelope and saw that it was 20,000 yuan, this red envelope can, I thought I could live happily for a few days, but then I thought that my New Year's plan was to change myself, and this money was still to save some money.

Put the money away and then I started to play the game, during this time I really can't do anything except play games to pass the time, I especially liked the New Year when I was a child, why don't I like the New Year at all now? Or maybe I don't like the New Year, I just don't like to celebrate the New Year alone.

Today is the 10th day of February in the solar calendar, and it is also the day of my mother's departure for a whole year.

I got up early in the morning, opened my mother's room, and quietly felt the breath of this room, I closed my eyes and imagined that my mother was still there, she was cleaning the house for a while and washing clothes for a while, and the busy figure was clearly turning around in my mind.

I walked over to my mother's dresser and sat down, and I had an image of her combing her hair and putting on lipstick. My mom is very pretty, she only wears very light shades of lipstick, and her makeup is also light.

My mom is the kind of beauty who looks better than many celebrities with a little powder.

I walked to the bed and saw my mother's wedding photo on the bedside wall, which was really eye-catching, young and beautiful, and temperamental, and it was really not enough to express her beauty with all the beautiful words.

The man next to her had been blocked by me with a newspaper, and he didn't deserve to stand next to my mother.

Open the drawer of my mother's bedside table, there are all kinds of documents neatly placed in it, and there is a photo album, there are many photos of me when I was a child, as well as my birthday photos from birth to the age of 16, and there are also photos of our family of three traveling, but everything with Zhang Jia'an has been pasted with white tape, leaving only me and my mother.

Flipping through the pages and looking at the happiness of the past, my hand caressed my mother's face, and halfway through it, I closed the album and didn't want to look at it again.

I put down the album and opened the lower drawer, this drawer is where my mother put her money and passbook, and there is a wooden piggy bank that she bought for me on my fourth birthday, in the style of a treasure chest in the cartoon, with two locks on it, one key for each of my mother, and only the two of us can open this treasure chest piggy bank.

When I was a child, every time I had to spend money, I had to go through my mother, here I had all my New Year's money and I worked for my mother to earn pocket money, since I was a child, my mother told me that I like toys to earn my own money to buy, she arranged a lot of housework for me to earn money, I have toys I want to buy when I will do a lot of small housework, such as throwing out a garbage, polishing Zhang Jia'an's shoes, or beating my mother's back and rubbing my shoulders and so on.

My money is earned little by little, which makes me cherish every toy I buy, I hold this small treasure chest and hold it tightly to my face, the hard decoration of the treasure chest can't help but shed my painful tears, I let the tears flow wantonly, my heart is so sad and sad.

Calming down, I put the small treasure chest back in its place, closed the drawer and walked out of my mother's room, locked the door to this room, and looked at my phone at twelve o'clock, it was time to eat, I was hungry.