CHAPTER XLIII
Because of the improvement of my mood, I felt that my health was getting better quickly, and Xiaofu and Qiao Wei came to see me and brought me a lot of delicious food, but the doctor didn't let me eat, the doctor said that if I want to be able to eat the delicacies of the mountains and seas in the future, I must protect my stomach now, so I am very obedient to millet porridge, rice porridge, corn paste and other liquid food.
After leaving with Xiaofu, I want to call Yingying, she came to see me yesterday, my illness is much better, if she can come again today, I estimate that I will be discharged tomorrow.
I took out the phone and didn't dial it out, I felt a person come in the house, I looked up and saw that it was Aunt Huo, I was startled and hurriedly put down the phone.
Aunt Huo stood in front of my bed and looked at me, asking if she knew her relationship with Zhang Jia'an, I nodded, she stood and I sit, I felt a sense of oppression, I wanted to stand up, but I felt very awkward.
Aunt Huo glanced around, moved a chair and sat down, and I felt better.
Aunt Huo looked at me and asked me if there was anything I wanted to ask, I said there was nothing I wanted to ask, I knew everything I should know, Aunt Huo snorted, and then she said that she hoped I would not meet with Yingying again in the future, I said I couldn't do it, Aunt Huo stood up suddenly, and the feeling of oppression came up again.
She looked at me condescendingly and said, "Yingying is the only one of my relatives, do you think she will be very uncomfortable if I die"?
I was so shocked that I forgot who I was, was this forcing me to die? I kept saying in my heart that I had to be calm, I had to be calm.
I raised my head to meet her gaze, "Aunt Huo, you can't implicate Ying Ying because of what your father did before, it's unfair to her."
Aunt Huo snorted coldly: "Fair? Hmph, was it fair for Zhang Jiaan to abandon me at the beginning? How sad is it for me to marry alone? Is it fair for me to raise Ying Ying alone"?
I really think Aunt Huo is unreasonable when I hear it.
"Your tragedy is because your dad sabotaged it and don't blame my dad".
Aunt Huo was annoyed when she heard it, "It was your mother who seduced Zhang Jia'an to let me separate from him, and your mother is the junior."
I heard the fire and came up all at once, I don't allow anyone to talk about my mother like that, no one is allowed.
I stood up, I was a head taller than her, this time I was condescending.
"Actually, you know the whole thing, but you don't want to admit it, the grievances of the previous generation are not our fault, your tragedy is because of your father's sabotage, and now you destroy me and Yingying, don't you think you are the same as your father"?
Aunt Huo was stunned for a moment, unable to speak for a long time, and after a while, she sat down in a dejected manner, and I watched Aunt Huo's sad expression strike while the iron was hot
"Aunt Huo, since you can forgive Yingying's father, why can't you forgive my father?"
Aunt Huo raised her head suddenly, and her eyes instantly changed from confusion to anger
"I can forgive any man in the world, but I will never forgive Zhang Jia'an"
I'm in a hurry "why"?
"Because Zhang Jia'an is the person I really love and the person I hate the most, He Lujun is just my husband, I don't love him, I don't hate him, he is just Yingying's father in my heart, I forgive him because I want Yingying to have a complete home."
I have nothing to say when I hear this.
Aunt Huo said that since Zhang Jia'an left, her heart has also died.
I really want to slap myself twice, why should I mention Zhang Jia'an?
Aunt Huo then said, "Yesterday Yingying begged me not to stop her from being with you, I didn't agree, she begged me again today, I thought about it for a while and decided to let you break up with her, because I know this child's temper, she can only die if you say break up, so I said I won't stop you anymore, I guess that girl should come in a while"
After saying this, she stood up and turned around and walked to the door, and when she was about to walk out of the door, she looked back at me: "Yingying has been a child who can hurt people since she was a child, she is very filial, so if you don't break up with her, then I will leave a letter to reprimand her for being unfilial, and then die, making Yingying uncomfortable for the rest of her life", after saying that, she turned around and left.
I was furious, what kind of mother is this? There is still such a person in the world, how can she be worthy of being a mother, and is her daughter just a tool for her revenge?
It's so unfair that I'm lying on the bed, why break us up like this? What's wrong with Yingying? What's wrong with me? Just because she is Huo Jingru's daughter, I am Zhang Jia'an's son?
I want to hit the wall and kill myself in my heart, Aunt Huo is angry with me because of Zhang Jia'an's matter, I can not explain, I can accept any punishment, but I can't lose Yingying.
I lay motionless on the bed like a corpse, but my brain was spinning rapidly, I recalled every word Aunt Huo said, she was right, she is now Yingying's only relative, Yingying's father has just left, if her mother leaves again, or because she opposes the two of us and commits suicide without success, then Yingying will live in self-blame and pain in the future, Yingying will not be happy in this life, and guilt will accompany her all the time.
Although I will do my best to take care of her and care for her, Yingying will never forget that her mother has to die, and even every time Yingying sees me in the future, she will think of her mother, will Yingying be happy in the future? Aunt Huo's trick is really vicious.
Despite a million reluctances in my heart, I had to think about the consequences, I didn't want Ying Ying to live in pain in the future, and now Ying Ying and I are determined never to break up, Ying Ying said that she would convince her mother, and now it is clear that she thinks she has succeeded.
What if she comes in a moment?
If I were to repeat her mother's words, she would have hated her mother very much when we broke up.
If we don't break up, she will blame herself for the rest of her life because she doesn't want to break up and her mother commits suicide.
Caught in a dilemma, I suddenly remembered Zhang Jia'an. I used to think that two people who loved each other would never be separated, for whatever reason, but now I find that I am too naïve, I am too small in front of reality, and there are too many things that make people feel powerless.
Although Zhang Jiaan was empathetic and didn't fall in love with Chen Moqing at the beginning, he was sorry for my mother, but he didn't do anything wrong with Aunt Huo, and he must have unspeakable hardships.
It was raining lightly outside the window, and the cold wind blew into my pores from the window, and a chill made me cold to the bone.
Wrapping myself in the quilt, I want to warm up.
It was slowly getting dark, and it was surprisingly quiet outside the ward, it should be past six o'clock at this time, why didn't there be any movement when it was time for dinner?
Looking at the bright light above my head, I thought to myself, what a miraculous invention the electric light is, it can make people see the light in the dark night, no matter how late, as long as you turn on the light, then you can see the things around you clearly, the electric current is also magical, hydroelectric power, thermal power generation, wind power generation, the light of the sun can also be converted into electricity, how wonderful.
Will Ying Ying come today?