1

I had already made up my mind that I didn't want to hurt Yingying, but I had to lose her.

I just hope that Yingying will meet someone who is willing to give up everything for her in the future, I am not that person, I can't let go of her.

Jumping out of the covers, I pulled out the tubes on my body, put on my shoes, took the watch and escaped from the hospital, someone would pay for the medical bills.

I didn't go home, I was wearing thin clothes, it was so cold that I had my upper teeth and my teeth were lowered, I didn't know where to go with no money on my body, I just walked forward along the road, and the light rain hit my face, and I thought it was my tears.

Looking at the cars coming and going, I really wanted to rush over and die under the speeding car, if it wasn't for the bad consequences for the innocent driver, I would really rush over.

Stop and go, not to enjoy the scenery, but to rest for a while when you are tired, and unconsciously walked to the road of the little fat cow.

I still remember the scene when I jumped out of the car, I was really stupid, thinking that the scene of jumping out of the car at that time would be seen by Yingying, I had a little throbbing again, the separation of the two of us began in September, and will end in September.

I looked up and prayed that the rain would be heavier and that it would be better to wash me through.

If only there was a time machine, I would go back to a year ago, and instead of jumping out of the car, I would hide and see if there would be a little girl walking by this road, and I wouldn't bother her, I just wish her well.

The time machine took me to her happiest time and made me remember her smile.

I walked into the little fat cow, found a blanket to wrap in, ate something, found the manager and took some money, and I was going to leave the city.

If it was a year ago, I would have thought it cool to run away from home, but now, I feel helpless, and now leaving the city is more like a deserter.

After thinking about it for a while, I felt that this was a real world and there was no need to make myself miserable, so I took a taxi, went home and packed some clothes and found two more bank cards.

There should be a lot of money in these two cards, and I don't know exactly how much, because I haven't used it.

After sorting everything out, I remembered that my phone was still in the hospital, and the car was parked in the hospital, so I took a taxi to the hospital and came to my ward.

The door was not closed, and I saw a figure sitting quietly on my hospital bed, it was Yingying's back, she was waiting for me, she came to me with good news.

My heart aches, silly girl, your mother lied to you, she wouldn't let us be together, I really wanted to rush in and tell her, but I couldn't.

I leaned against the door, feeling Yingying's anxious waiting, she must have called me, and she must have found my phone in the hospital bed.

I can't go in anymore, I'm going to leave right away, and I won't be able to leave when the nurse comes over.

Thinking of this, I took a deep look inside and took a deep look at Yingying's back.

The long soft hair hangs down naturally, and the thin body is also very thin, and I don't say that I wear a thicker one when it's cold, I really want to walk in and say that she is a meal, she lowers her head and doesn't know what she is looking at, is she looking at her shoes? I tried hard to remember her back, engraved it in my mind very hard, and turned and left.

2

When I came to Zhang Jia'an's ward, he was not surprised by my arrival, because he should have known about my escape from the hospital.

I made it clear that I was going to leave Yongzhou, but Zhang Jia'an disagreed, and I said that I was not here to seek his opinion but to inform him.

Zhang Jia'an waved his hand and didn't speak, before leaving, he asked me where I was going, I said that I would call him when I settled down, and after saying that, I turned around and left.

I don't know where to go, I haven't figured it out yet, and I don't know where I lost my car keys, but luckily I still have a spare one at home.

I took the car keys and drove the car home, I walked to the door with my luggage, looking at the empty house, I felt that my heart was also empty, I took out the door card under the mat, I put it on the shoe cabinet at the door of the house, locked the door, and said goodbye Yongzhou.