292. [292] No more abandonment

"Cancan...... Cancan......" his mouth kept whispering her name. How much I want to hear her words, she loves him.

She is the one who can let him die, and she is the one who can let him live.

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Passionate kisses and physical entanglements are all about the need for each other. When the feelings that have been suppressed are released, they will become more violent.

Guan Cancan never thought that in the hospital ward, she would be entangled with Si Jian Yu-lingering, and even, she still had a fever, and he had just woken up, and his body was very weak.

But...... As if only in this way can we determine each other's existence.

And when he was entangled for a while, his eyes were still open to look at her. Now he is obviously weaker than her, but he didn't fall asleep like this.

"Do you want me to sing to you, or tell you a story or something?" asked Guan Cancan.

Si Jianyu shook his head, took Guan Cancan's hand, and kissed her fingers lightly, "Nothing, I just want to look at you quietly like this." "I don't want to fall asleep, I want to look at her like this, and then tell myself that the current qiē is not dreaming.

The two were lying on the hospital bed, half on their sides, facing each other, just looking at each other quietly.

It seems that the person in front of you will never get tired of looking at it, as if it is just like this, and you can live a lifetime. Guan Cancan's gaze fell on the black blue under Si Jianyu's eyes, and she knew that over the years, his insomnia had become more and more severe.

And Lu Lifang's words made her understand that now he may not only have insomnia, but even have some mental problems.

The thought of the pain he had experienced made her heart ache.

"In the future, it won't make you lose sleep anymore. Guan Cancan muttered softly.

Si Jianyu's eyes flashed, his lips were tightly pressed against Guan Cancan's fingers, and his breathing was all sprayed on her hands, "Even if you have insomnia all the time, it's good to be able to lie down like you like this, to look at you like this." ”

She shook her head, "Not enough, for me, it's not enough, I hope you can be better, I hope that in the future, you can not see black and blue in your eyes." ”

The corners of his lips were outlined with a beautiful arc, with a heavy warmth and showiness, "Okay, but now, I want to look at you like this." ”

She raised her hand and gently flicked the bangs on his forehead, and saw his face more clearly, he was thinner than she remembered five years ago, and she felt his bones more vividly when she touched the ground.

"Have you been drinking a lot in the past five years?" she asked abruptly.

"Why do you ask?" he asked.

"Lu Lifang said, he said that you often drink, and even once, when you were drunk, you even swallowed a whole diazepam tablet. She said, observing his expression, "Why, you don't tell me these things?"

If she had known earlier about what he had suffered for her, the stupid things he had done for her, then she would have ......

Guan Cancan's eyes unconsciously moistened again.

Si Jianyu's brows frowned slightly, he held Guan Cancan's face, and gently sucked the tears that oozed from the corners of her eyes, "Lifang really said anything." ”

"It was he who woke me up and let me know how important you are to me. Guan Cancan said.

He looked at her steadily, "Then how important am I to you?"

"It's so important that I don't know what I would do without you in this world. She said.

He suddenly laughed like a child, and buried his face in her neck socket, "Cancan, with your words, even if it makes me die a thousand times, ten thousand times." ”

Yes, with her words, enough, enough!

He thought he couldn't get anything more, but now, she gave it to him.

Was he happy? Guan Cancan could hear the joy in Si Jianyu's tone. Die a thousand times, ten thousand times? No, she just wants him to live!

"Why did you hold that fable at that time?" she asked, cluelessly, but he understood it in a moment.

What she was referring to was that when he was in a coma after eating Valium tablets, he still had the fable she had left in his arms, which was the book she had read to him the most.

Rites and Blessings are even ...... Did you sue her too?

His face was still buried in her neck, sniffing her breath and feeling her temperature, "At that time, I had already lost you, so I must not lose what you left behind." ”

Guan Cancan's body trembled, is this the man she fell in love with? put all her life on her body, even just what she left behind, she stupidly held on to it when her life was dying and refused to let go.

"Yu, I'm back, you didn't lose me, and I won't leave you in the future. Guan Cancan's hands hugged Si Jianyu tightly and said to him.

His body trembled slightly, and then, he hugged her harder, "Cancan, say it again, repeat what you just said!" His voice came hoarsely from her neck socket.

"I came back, you didn't lose me, and I won't leave you in the future. She repeated what she had just said.

"Say it again!" he was like a hungry glutton, constantly demanding.

"I came back, you didn't lose me, and I won't leave you in the future...... I'm back, you didn't lose me, and I won't leave you in the future......"

She repeated it over and over again, feeling the trembling of his body, the burning of his breath, and the choking of his voice.

How much did he want to hear these words, and how important were they to him?

"Cancan, don't leave me again!" he muttered lowly, holding her tightly in his arms, "Don't leave me again in this life." ”

"Never, never!" was the promise she had given him.

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Neither of them fell asleep one night, but even so, their spirits were better than usual.

Maybe it's because I finally understand each other's hearts, and finally find what we lost in each other, so that even though my body is still a little weak, I can't hide the smile on my face.

Guan Cancan was worried about her daughter, after all, she and Si Jianyu went to the hospital like this yesterday, and her daughter was still in kindergarten.

"Don't worry, the ancient housekeeper will take care of Xiaoxiao." ”

Guan Cancan calmed down at this time.

She had a fever yesterday, but now it has miraculously subsided. And Si Jianyu, according to the doctor's words, he would have to stay in the hospital for observation for a period of time, but he insisted on being discharged.

"My body, I know for myself, is fine now. Si Miyu said to the doctor.

"But-" On the contrary, Guan Cancan was not relieved, and was about to persuade, but Si Jianyu held her hand and said, "Cancan, as long as you are by my side, then I will have nothing to do." "He'll be alive and healthy because he has to protect her better.

She only felt that his fingers held her hand so tightly, and this hand was the hand she was going to hold for the rest of her life.

Because of Si Jianyu's insistence, the hospital still went through the discharge procedures.

And when Si Jianyu and Guan Cancan walked out of the hospital, they found that the entrance of the hospital was full of reporters. After all, yesterday's overboard incident was definitely explosive news for City B.

There are even two versions that have been circulated, one is that Si Jianyu jumped into the river by himself, and the other is that Guan Cancan pushed Si Jianyu into the river.

And naturally, these two versions also make everyone think of various possibilities, and for a while, all kinds of speculative versions are just one night, and they have been fermenting on the Internet.

As soon as the two left the hospital, all kinds of flashing lights kept flashing, and more reporters kept coming forward to ask questions.

"Mr. Si, how did you fall into the river? Did you accidentally push you down, or did someone deliberately push you down?"

"Mr. Si, will your Luojiang this time affect your marriage with Sister Guan?"

And for these questions, Si Jianyu naturally won't answer anything.

Until a reporter took the microphone and confronted Guan Cancan, "Sister Guan, some people on the Internet said that you pushed Mr. Si into the river, are you a murderer?

A series of questions can be said to have put Guan Cancan in a very unbearable position.

And Si Jianyu, who was still calm and indifferent just now, suddenly sank his face at this moment. His gaze stared at the other party coldly, and suddenly the reporter who questioned him just now felt a chill on the soles of his feet.

"You take what you just said, repeat it again. The cold voice can be heard by anyone, and Si Jianyu is extremely unhappy at this moment.

For a moment, the surrounding noisy sounds were quiet at the moment. These reporters were shocked to realize that the man in front of them was the president of GK Group, not an ordinary person. This man, to decide the life and death of a reporter, that is a very easy thing!

And the reporter who was stared at by Si Jianyu obviously thought of this, and the expression on his face was no longer aggressive before, but became cramped and uneasy, "I...... I'm just saying some of the points on the Internet. ”

"Really?" Si Jianyu sneered, and just when everyone began to mourn for this reporter in their hearts, it was Guan Cancan who pulled Si Jianyu's sleeve, "Yu, let's go, I want to see Xiaoxiao soon." ”

Si Jianyu then moved his gaze from the reporter's face to Guan Cancan's body, and the expression on his face became gentle again, "Okay." With that, he took her hand, and under the escort of the security guard, walked to the Mercedes car that was already waiting not far away.