291. [291] Believe her word
Si Jian Yuyi turned around little by little with an extremely slow speed, and his dark eyes fell on Guan Cancan's face steadily, "Do you know what you're talking about?" His voice was hoarse, as if it was all the strength of his body to be able to say this.
"Yes. She looked up at him, and said in a nasal voice.
He burst out laughing, laughing with a painful self-deprecation, "Hahaha, you actually said that you can afford it, yes, you can afford it, but you never want to give." And then, who are you willing to give now? Is it for the sake of laughter? For you, the most important person for you is the laughter, and for the sake of laughter, you can do a qiē, right?"
His fingers slammed into her jaw, causing her jaw to ache faintly.
Guan Cancan gritted his teeth and did not let out a cry of pain.
And Si Jianyu smiled coldly, "Before, you could be willing to marry me and marry someone you will never love in your life in order not to become an illegitimate daughter for Xiaoxiao, so now, you are afraid that Xiaoxiao will not have a father, so you want to give me yourself completely?"
His laughter, his words, made her heart tremble and ache, and these were the wounds she brought to him.
And that's not all he had been wounded before!
"It's not a smile. "I don't say this because I'm laughing. "Just because of herself, because the most important person to her is not only Xiaoxiao, but also him!
"You say, should I still believe your words until now?" said Si Miyu lightly.
Her eyes looked directly at him, and her eyes were extremely clear, "So what do you want me to do to believe it?"
He was silent, and the tears on her face were now running down her cheeks, wetting his fingers. The next moment, as if he had been burned, he suddenly let go of the hand that was clasping her jaw, and looked at the wet fingers with some distraction.
On her fingers, there are her tears, and her tears, are they crying for him?
"What do you want me to do to believe it?" her voice sounded in his ears again, "Do you want me to jump into the river once again before you believe it?"
His face turned pale suddenly, "You won't." ”
"I will. She replied without hesitation.
His eyes were fixed on her without blinking, but he didn't say anything more, as if he had lost his mind because of her answer.
Guan Cancan pursed his lips, took Si Jianyu's hand, and pushed him to the side of the hospital bed.
At this moment, he is like a puppet, being fiddled with by her at will.
She stood in front of him, looking condescendingly at him who was sitting, and when her hand was gently pressed against his cheek again, his body trembled suddenly, and the focus of his gaze finally returned to her face.
"Say, you won't jump into the river!" he said, with a deep sense of uneasiness and fear in his eyes.
Guan Cancan's nose was sour, this man, not afraid of his own death, but afraid of her death?
"Then you take my word for it!" she took a deep breath and said, "Believe what I told you, what you want, I can give it, and I give it, not because of laughter, but because of myself!"
He looked at her with a look of bewilderment.
Guan Cancan continued, "Yu, what I am saying now is not the slightest lie, I know, I have always known what you want, I will give it to you, all for you......"
The more her voice came to the back, the more choked it became. Yes, she always knew it, but she never gave it, and she just wanted to protect herself and not let herself be hurt.
It wasn't until the moment when she was about to lose him, knowing how much he had suffered for her, that she really saw her heart.
"It's not...... Because of the smile?" his lips quivered, wanting to believe, but afraid to believe. But no matter how scared I was, I still couldn't stop the deep desire in my heart.
It's because I'm so hungry, too eager to get what I want in my heart, that's why I ask like this.
Her fingers lingered on his cheeks, eyebrows, and the bridge of his nose...... Gently, but deeply......
"Yes, not because of laughter. This was the answer she gave him, and she lowered her head, her lips falling softly on his forehead, kissing him softly, but delicately.
Unlike when he was unconscious, when she dropped a kiss on his face at this moment, you could clearly feel his gaze, the slight tremor of his body, and even the blinking of his eyelashes.
As she spilled more and more kisses, his breathing became more and more rapid, his chest was rising and falling slightly, and the temperature of his skin was gradually rising.
Her lips went down the corners of his mouth, little by little, along the line of his jaw, to his neck.
His neck, with its beautiful lines, was sliding slightly, trembling slightly, and when her kiss landed on his Adam's apple, his body trembled violently, and his hands tightly grasped the futon on the bed, in order to restrain the sudden impulse and hope in his body.
"Is that your mercy, then?" he said hoarsely.
"Not pity, not guilt and sympathy. Her lips gently sucked and sucked on his Adam's apple, feeling the delicate Adam's apple, which rose and fell between her lips.
Her hands pressed gently against the backs of his hands, and her fingertips squeezed into his fingers little by little.
Dependent on each other, until old age to death.
His mouth unconsciously overflowed with moans, impatience, doubts, attachments, and longing......
When her lips left his neck, he suddenly had a feeling of loss, wanting her to kiss him again, not wanting this beauty, it broke too quickly......
Even if what she said to him now was a lie, even if it was just a whim of consolation, even if it was ...... What awaits him will be double the despair, and he wants to keep this beauty.
He gasped and looked at her, watching her lips close one by one, listening to her voice ring in his ears, "Yu, I love you, so what you want, I will give it to you, really, will give it to you." ”
Love?!
Si Jian Yu was stunned, what was she talking about, did she say that she loved him? This sentence, he had closed his eyes and fantasized about it countless times, but this was a sentence that she would never say to him.
She had already told him that she would never fall in love with him in her life. But...... Why is his heart beating so fast, why is something in his chest like something is cracking?
"Yu, I love you, I'm sorry, until now, I found out that I love you, I've always loved you, and I've never put you down. Her voice continued to ring in his ears.
"You, love, me?", he said very slowly, every time he said a word, he would pause, as if these words were not simple words, but lifelong feelings!
"Yes, I love you, I love you, I love you......" she said countless I love you, her voice choked again, "If my love, if you still want it now, then I can give it all to you!"
As long as he is willing to ask for it now, then she will give it, no matter what he wants, she will give it!
He slowly closed his eyes, and to him, these words of hers were like the most beautiful words, which could instantly make him feel as if he had ascended to heaven.
"Cancan, if you're telling a lie now, then never let me know what the truth is, or I'll die. ”
After hearing the most beautiful words, how do you listen to the most cruel words?
Her lips gently kissed his closed eyes, and she kissed very carefully, as if through this kiss, telling him how much she loved him, "Yu, you won't die." I wouldn't say that if I didn't love you, and now, I know better than anyone else that I love you and always love you. ”
She will not let him make this choice of death again, she will love him, love him well, and soothe the injuries he has suffered, so that he will not have any more pain.
Tears oozed from his eyes, running down his cheeks and slowly falling. It's so crystalline, but it makes her heart ache so much.
The next moment, she only felt that the world was spinning, and her whole body had been pressed against him on the bed, his eyes slowly opened, and his dark pupils were soaked in a piece of water.
"Do you really love me?" he asked, and the tears, drop by drop, melted with the tears on her face, and were so burning.
Looking at each other with tears in his eyes, is that the case?
But in the future, she won't let him cry anymore, definitely not. This man can look for her for five whole years for her departure, he can throw himself into the cold river in despair for her unlove, and he can cry because of her words.
How could she miss such a man?!
If she loses him, how will she live?!
He, to her, is Manzhu Shahua, and the poison of Manzhu Sahua has already invaded her internal organs, soaking every cell and every emotion in her.
"Yes, I love you, I really love you, if you want to jump into the river next time, then I will definitely jump with you, even if I don't have the strength, I will swim towards you......" she muttered.
He was stunned, and some fragments of the memories in the darkness flashed.
When he was submerged by the river, she jumped down, desperately pulled him in the river, and rescued him!
His pupils constricted, and he stared at her with wide eyes.
In the river, she is the one who holds him, she is the one who gives him warmth, and she is the one who keeps him alive!
His lips fell abruptly on hers, kissing, sucking, kissing with tears in each other's eyes, but so fierce and lingering.
--I finally squeezed out the twist like toothpaste.,Writing such a chapter.,The time spent is much slower than other plots~~~~.,Finally reconciled these two~.