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The so-called "kiss", just like a bridge, also plays a connecting role, kiss is a bridge between two hearts, so that the other party can reach a place closer to themselves, just like shaking hands, but also to establish a connection, but the handshake to establish a connection is far less intimate than kissing, in fact, when friendship reaches a certain level, between women and women, between men and men kissing each other is also a common thing, that is a pure friendship kiss, definitely not a "philosophy" kiss.

Therefore, it is not correct to simply regard "kissing" as an expression of love.

Just like Cheng Mo kissing Shen Daoyi, it is not the kind of pure love between men and women. The emotional components mixed in it are extremely complex, caring, pity, liking, respect, empathy, and so on......

The only one of them is the one who has no desire.

Cheng Mo is not a person who is good at saying "love", he has always acted to express it, and he also knows that it is a little powerless to say anything at this moment, and everything is more soothing than kissing.

In fact, Cheng Mo didn't expect things to develop like this before, but now that it has developed like this, Cheng Mo doesn't feel anything abrupt, his attitude towards feelings has always been neither active nor resistant, everything goes naturally, it happens, there is no need to deliberately escape, and there is no need to be too cautious.

Love and marriage are not necessarily linked, the essence of marriage is to conclude a contract, establish a solid social relationship, so that one's genes can be continued and for better survival.

Cheng Mo also understands this very clearly.

Therefore, the teacher's kiss gradually warmed up the atmosphere and emotions, making the relationship between the two people towards the love of men and women, and Cheng Mo was completely able to accept it, he was just restrained, and he was not as abstinent as a believer.

What's more, a woman like a teacher has such an enthusiastic and fierce response, and an untrained virgin like Cheng Mo really can't resist.

Human beings chase love because this feeling is so beautiful.

Cheng Mo never thought that a deep kiss would be such a feeling, before this he had only touched Xie Minyun superficially, it was an extremely brief touch, so that Cheng Mo experienced the stimulation and pleasure brought by the crazy secretion of adrenaline like bungee jumping.

And at the moment, Shen Daoyi's deep kiss with all his heart is another indescribable feeling for Cheng Mo, as if he is wrapped in a warm liquid, his brain and body are empty at the same time, he just needs to enjoy this endless warm softness, and let his heart beat with his feelings and fly.

However, Cheng Mo still tried to control his emotions, and did not let the two of them fall into desire completely, it was not Cheng Mo's hypocrisy, he was not disgusted at all with Shen Daoyi, but Shen Daoyi was not Shen Daoyi alone, she was still Shen Youyi, and he couldn't ignore Teacher Shen's feelings.

Moreover, for Cheng Mo and Shen Dao, one or two novices in the love field, kissing is enough to make people happy, and they haven't thought of anything happier for the time being.

The summer night in Star City is like a deep blue sea, where countless trivial pleasures of the dark city are accumulated, some people stay up all night in smoky Internet cafes, some people shake in brightly lit bars, some people chat in crowded night snack shops, some people lie on the bed with mobile phones and watch, and there are two people standing in the middle of the Ferris wheel car endlessly kissing, and they are reluctant to waste even breathing time......

I don't know how long it took, maybe the Ferris wheel turned around again. Cheng Mo felt that his mouth was a little numb, so he opened his eyes and slightly opened Shen Daoyi, who was already about to soften into a puddle, and said softly: "Sister Nan, we have to go, it's not too early." ”

Shen Daoyi, who was holding Cheng Mo's neck, had a seductive flush on her fair face, she opened her confused eyes and glanced out the window, judging that the car had not yet turned to the top, and there was still a period of time before reaching the bottom, so she said "um", and then buried her head in Cheng Mo's neck shyly, and whispered: "It's over, I feel that my face is lost, how can I play handsome in front of you in the future?"

Cheng Mo nodded, "It's quite embarrassing, I just comforted and kissed you, but you bit like a turtle and didn't let go....."

"Hate! Who is the turtle, you are the turtle? Obviously, you took the initiative to kiss me, are you embarrassed to say?" Hearing Cheng Mo laugh at her, Shen Dao could feel that her face was hot, she swung her fist and slapped Cheng Mo's shoulder, burying her head deeper.

Cheng Mo said lightly: "You are a teacher, you asked me to dance, and you cried like that to seduce me, of course an innocent student like me was fooled." ”

"Are you still innocent? Obviously you are a scumbag who likes to attract bees and butterflies, not to mention Xie Minyun, what else is a mediocre face, that mediocre face is Yan Yitong?.... Now that you've deceived the teacher, are you embarrassed to say that you are innocent?" Shen Daoyi said through gritted teeth, and couldn't help pinching Cheng Mo's arm again after speaking.

Cheng Mo felt the pain in his arm, and felt that Shen Daoyi had come out of his sadness, so he didn't deliberately joke, just hugged Shen Daoyi tightly and whispered: "Okay! I'm a scumbag, I deceived the teacher, and all the responsibility is on me." ”

Cheng Mo said this, Shen Daoyi immediately let go of his hand and stopped pinching him, but said angrily: "Yes, it's all your fault!" After speaking, she raised her head again and took the initiative to kiss it, so the two of them were tired of being together again, as if this night would never end.

When the Ferris wheel ran to its peak, Shen Daoyi stopped kissing, she held Cheng Mo's cheek, looked at his eyes with infinite affection and said, "I really want the Ferris wheel to stop here, I want time to stop here....."

At this moment, Cheng Mo saw the cherry blossom rain in Shen Daoyi's pupils, not only tenderness, but also sadness, which fell on Cheng Mo's heart one after another, gradually covering up this time.

"Teacher, remember what I told you in the afternoon, time has no direction, maybe this world is something that exists in parallel worlds?" Cheng Mo said with a serious expression, there was something he had been thinking about whether to tell Shen Daoyi in the afternoon, and now he felt that he had to say it.

Shen Daoyi smiled and said, "Why did you mention this to me at this time, did you cross over from a parallel world?"

Cheng Mo exhaled deeply, "Teacher, in fact, I have faced the same problem as you....."

Shen Daoyi thought that Cheng Mo would say that he was dying because of a heart attack, she looked at Cheng Mo with pity, raised her hand and wiped the sweat on his forehead, "It's okay, it's all over, my little Mo will live a hundred years....."

Cheng Mo shook his head and said lightly: "I also used to wonder which one was me. ”

"Huh?" Shen Daoyi looked at Cheng Mo with some surprise, Cheng Mo's words sounded a little strange to her.

Cheng Mo suddenly changed the topic again: "Although I am not strong enough to stop for time, it is still easy to stop the Ferris wheel." ”

Shen Daoyi really didn't understand why Cheng Mo's words were so jumpy, but her mind still followed Cheng Mo, thinking that Cheng Mo was going to do some magic or tell some jokes, so she smiled and cooperated: "That's good! You let the Ferris wheel stop!"

"Teacher, wait a minute, no matter what happens, don't be surprised, and don't be afraid. Saying that, Cheng Mo let go of Shen Daoyi's hand, sat on the sofa, and activated the carrier in the control room.

Shen Daoyi didn't understand what Cheng Mo meant at all, she only saw Cheng Mo raise his wrist, close his eyes, and after a while, the "squeak" axle friction sound sounded, the Ferris wheel suddenly slowed down, and the car standing at the top swayed slightly, and the Ferris wheel really stopped, putting them at the highest point.

Shen Dao turned her head to look out the window, the night and those overwhelming lights had completely stopped, as if time had frozen at this moment, she involuntarily opened her mouth slightly, and immediately looked back at Cheng Mo who was lying on the sofa, and asked with an incredible face: "How did you do it?"

However, Cheng Mo didn't answer her, Shen Daoyi bent down and gently pushed Cheng Mo, Cheng Mo still didn't move, even if Cheng Mo said that she shouldn't be afraid, but Shen Daoyi was still frightened, she hurriedly went to probe Cheng Mo's snort, and found that his snort was very calm, so she put a little snack.

"Don't scare me, Cheng Mo!" Shen Daoyi possessed and pushed Cheng Mo a few times harder, but Cheng Mo still didn't move, which made Shen Daoyi's uneasiness turn into anxiety, and he immediately turned around to get the mobile phone on the sofa, wanting to call the police.

At that moment, another voice sounded behind her, "Teacher." ”

Shen Dao turned back consciously, and saw a familiar handsome face, but Shen Daoyi was frightened like seeing a ghost, and blurted out: "Lin Zhinuo......"

Cheng Mo nodded, and just as he was about to explain, he saw Shen Daoyi look out the window, and then at the closed hatch, his body trembled slightly, so he grabbed his mobile phone and quickly sat down next to his body, stopped on the front panel of his body and asked with a face: "How did you come up?" What are you going to do?"

Cheng Mo was a little moved in his heart, he stood at the door of the car, saw that Shen Daoyi still had the action of taking something out of his satchel, probably some kind of self-defense equipment, and said calmly: "Teacher, I said, no matter what happens, don't be surprised...... I'm Lin Zhinuo, but I'm also Cheng Mo, which is why I'm wondering which one is me. ”

Shen Daoyi's movements froze for a moment, her eyes widened, and she looked at Cheng Mo in shock and kept shaking her head, seeing that Cheng Mo didn't move, she closed her eyes and said to herself: "I just have a dual personality, no schizophrenia, how can I have such an unbelievable hallucination..... It's so funny!"

Cheng Mo saw Shen Daoyi smiling at himself with his eyes closed, and when he opened his eyes again and saw that he was still there, his expression became overwhelmed. Cheng Meng said sincerely: "Teacher, I am really Cheng Mo, what you see in front of me is my carrier, and it is commonly said that Lin Zhinuo is my doppelganger." Didn't you ever suspect that I had something to do with Lin Zhinuo? I don't know why you were suspicious, but you must have discovered something, now..... You should know what the relationship between me and Lin Zhinuo is!"

After a pause, Cheng Mo said: "I am Lin Zhinuo, Lin Zhinuo is my ......"

Shen Dao was stunned for a moment, frowning and looking at him repeatedly, while Cheng Mo did not move at all and let Shen Daoyi observe.

After a while, Shen Daoyi covered his face with both hands, "My God, what kind of plot is this, I know you have a relationship, but this relationship is also ..... It's outrageous, isn't it? Let me be quiet, let me think about it..."

Cheng Mo nodded, and stood by the door of the car, not close to Shen Daoyi.

After a while, Cheng Mo said again: "I know this is difficult to accept, but I want to tell the teacher that the real appearance of this world may not be what you imagined, and the magic of the universe is not something that human beings can explain at present!"

"No, no, no! I have now accepted the fact that you are Lin Zhinuo, and there are indeed many, many doubts in my recollection, no wonder Gao Yuemei said that you are a god operator, and you can calculate anything accurately; no wonder you even know Xiaoxi's hobbies and interests so well; no wonder you will kill Liu Dongqiang, and help her burn all the arrears contracts, and your idea of dealing with it afterwards is just right; no wonder you disappeared Lin Zhinuo also disappeared; no wonder you didn't want to go to Xiaomei to check your body....... It's because of these suspicions that you have a relationship with Lin Zhinuo, I thought it was too abnormal at the time, but I couldn't figure out what your relationship was, but now that the two of you are alone, everything will be solved..."

After a slight pause, Shen Daoyi continued: "What I can't accept now is that I actually fell in love with the same person as my best friend..... Oh my God, what's this terrible plot?"

Cheng Mo said in his heart: The focus of women's attention is really different, if the teacher knows that I have chased Bai Xiuxiu, the sister-in-law of the college doctor, will it collapse? This kind of thought made Cheng Mo's heart tighten, and he couldn't help but smile bitterly: "It is not my intention to deceive the college doctor, and I have no choice, this is an order." ”

Shen Daoyi looked at Lin Zhinuo in front of him again, and said distressedly: "But how do you want me to face Xiaomei.....? I can't accept this from you!!"

"Teacher, first of all, I shouldn't be in front of the college doctor anymore, you don't need to worry about it; second, this is the problem I started to say, this is just my carrier, not me, the college doctor likes it is only my carrier, not me, you don't need to mind at all! In fact, there was a time when I was confused, you may not know that the carrier is not only handsome, he is also a very powerful weapon, when I incarnate as a carrier, I will have a feeling that I can do everything, and I can even master the world, this feeling is very charming..... It's easy to get caught up in it, and many times you forget who you are. Especially when I still had a heart attack in my original body, this huge gap made me hate to turn back into myself for a while, and even felt that I would be good if I had completely become Lin Zhinuo....."

"But I understand that this me is not who I really am, it is just a powerful tool, I can lose him but not myself, I control him, not him who controls my emotions..... If I get lost in the illusion that I can do everything, I will be consumed by stronger desires, and I have to keep my heart. I know that the two of us are not in the same situation, but you can learn from it, and I think even if Sister Xi knows about your existence, you will not disappear...... There's really no need to be afraid!"

"Oh, then did you honestly confess what you did with Gao Yuemei?" Shen Daoyi stood up and asked menacingly.

Cheng Mo was confused, didn't he use himself as an example to want Shen Daoyi not to be afraid? Why did it become Shen Daoyi to ask him about his relationship with Gao Yuemei? Cheng Mo hurriedly said: "This is not the point...."

As soon as Shen Dao interrupted Cheng Mo's words, she stared at Cheng Mo coldly and said, "Why isn't it the point?

Cheng Mo was a little speechless, "Does the teacher think I'm that kind of person? I slept in the same bed with you that night, you were all like that, I can do something..... Didn't I do nothing?"

As soon as Shen Dao heard Cheng Mo say this, her face, which had already returned to normal, turned red again, and she snorted and said, "You are still honest." ”

Cheng Mo felt that he seemed to have done something wrong, and he said helplessly: " I really haven't done anything to the university doctor, I let you see Lin Zhinuo and I don't feel that I am wrong in this regard, and I also want to tell you that the words I said to you in the afternoon are not comforting, although it sounds a little crazy, but the reality is that in the eyes of physicists, parallel space is completely possible, in fact, there is more than one parallel space, it is about nine, for example, the high-dimensional space form in string theory has as many as 10 to the 500th power, which may produce the same number of multiverses, and the sum of all the elementary particles in our universe is only 10 to the 90th power...... Another example is the horizon parallel universe...... Inflation parallel universe ......"

Cheng Mo roughly introduced the theory of eight parallel universes, and finally talked about the most critical quantum parallel universe, "The ninth is the most mainstream quantum parallel universe at present, we often mention a word 'Schrödinger's cat', I think this Mr. Shen must have heard it, although this experiment is flawed, but it popularizes a concept called 'superposition state'....." (about "Schrödinger's cat" I think most people know, if you don't know, you can Baidu it)

Cheng Mo explained to Shen Daoyi in detail the scientific principles of the quantum parallel universe, and explained why time has no direction, and it can even be said that it is the scientific basis for why time does not exist. [The theoretical basis for the non-existence of time: the Copenhagen theory, proposed by Einstein's colleague John Heeler in 1979 and experimentally proved by Carroll O Alley of the University of Maryland in 1984 (electron delay choice experiment)]

Although Shen Daoyi listened carefully and asked some questions, as a liberal arts student, he obviously still didn't believe in such a thing as parallel space, as for "time does not exist", Cheng Moyi explained that Shen Daoyi could accept it all.

Cheng Mo also saw that Shen Daoyi did not approve of the parallel space, so he said: "Teacher, now I will let you feel the magical power of quantum theory. ”

"The magical power of quantum theory?" asked Shen Daoyi suspiciously.

Cheng Mo nodded, "That is the ability I was able to teleport here just now." ”

"How do you feel?" asked Shen Daoyi.

Cheng Mo stretched out his hand and said, "Come here, let me hold ....."

"No, don't try to take advantage of me. Shen Daoyi said coldly, her cold words were full of anger, the reason why she was so angry was actually that Shen Daoyi couldn't accept that Lin Zhinuo was still nominally with Gao Yuemei.

"Didn't you hug it for so long just now?" Cheng Mo said a little inexplicably.

Shen Daoyi snorted: "Cheng Mo is Cheng Mo, you are you!"

"We are just one person. ”

"I don't think so, so don't touch me. ”

"Didn't you hug them all last time at the hotel?"

"Last time I had to do it! Not today!" Shen Daoyi sneered.

Cheng Mo couldn't understand why Shen Daoyi had such a bad attitude towards him, and he was a little speechless, and after thinking for a while, he said, "Then let's do it! You let me grab your shoulder." ”

Shen Dao stared at Cheng Mo viciously and said, "I warn you not to fight any ghost ideas!"

"I'm really silent. Cheng Mo stroked his forehead a little helplessly, he felt that Shen Daoyi hadn't accepted this fact at all,

Sure enough, Shen Daoyi said: "I know, but now I still can't accept it, you have to give me some time to digest." ”

Cheng Mo shrugged his shoulders and said, "Okay, then do you still want to feel teleportation?"

Shen Daoyi said without hesitation: "Yes, but you can only grab my shoulder, and you are not allowed to touch me anywhere else." ”

Cheng Mo nodded, Shen Daoyi stood up from the sofa and walked in front of Cheng Mo, Cheng Mo put his hands on Shen Daoyi's shoulders, and said lightly: "Teacher, don't be afraid." ”

Shen Daoyi rolled his eyes and said: "The ghost is ....." But before the word "afraid" was spoken, Shen Daoyi was speechless, because she found that she had appeared in an emptiness, the overwhelming lights of the city became extraordinarily small, the orange street lamps were like a line of fire criss-crossed, the Xiangjiang River, which was originally invisible on the Ferris wheel, flowed under her feet, and the world that was extremely quiet just now became only the sound of violent wind.

She began to fall rapidly.

Shen Daoyi wanted to scream but couldn't scream, breathing became extremely difficult, the feeling of weightlessness made her feel that her body did not exist at all, only the sound of the wind was ringing in her ears, Shen Daoyi forgot everything, and there was only one thought in his mind: "It's over, it's over, this time it's dead." ”

Shen Daoyi closed his eyes tightly, and subconsciously hugged Cheng Mo who was in front of her.

"Teacher, don't be afraid. Cheng Mo said loudly in Shen Daoyi's ear that he had long been accustomed to this kind of free fall.

Hearing Cheng Mo's voice, Shen Daoyi opened his eyes and found that he had been held in the air by Princess Cheng Mo, at this moment Shen Daoyi seemed to feel unprecedented freedom, fear turned into excitement, but this excitement only existed for more than ten seconds, as the building under his feet became bigger and bigger, Cheng Mo seemed to exert some magical power, and the speed of descent began to slow down, and soon she followed Cheng Mo and fell heavily to the ground, Shen Daoyi felt a sense of dizziness hit his head, and suddenly his head sank, and the liquid in his stomach surged for a while....

Cheng Mo put Shen Daoyi down, and then said, "Can you stand firm?"

Shen Daoyi grabbed Cheng Mo's shoulder, shook it twice as if he didn't stand firm, then stood still, looked around, the huge Ferris wheel stood silently beside him, the lights were still shining, but it didn't turn, and he flew down from above just now, no, it was much higher in the sky, at this moment Shen Daoyi recalled that he was not afraid, only the excitement of being able to fly freely.

However, the excitement did not last long, and soon another emotion took control of her, Shen Daoyi turned his head and stared at Cheng Mo and asked, "What's the matter?"

Cheng Mo said indifferently: "I told you, this is a skill derived from quantum entanglement - teleportation." ”

Shen Daoyi sneered, "Is this what I said? I told you not to touch my other places!"

Cheng Mo was dumbfounded.

The more Shen Daoyi looked at the handsome "Lin Zhinuo", the more angry he became, and he slapped it, but the carrier's reaction was too fast, and Cheng Mo kicked lightly, and his body had already left Shen Daoyi, making Shen Daoyi wave into the air.

Cheng Mo didn't expect Shen Dao to turn his face as soon as he said it, and said with some surprise: "Teacher, isn't it?" I just want you to understand that this world is not what you imagined, and I don't mean to take advantage of you." ”

Shen Daoyi gritted his teeth and said, "Can I not beat you?" Thinking that you had already seen me, but only said it today, I would be angry to death!"

Cheng Mo was speechless, Shen Daoyi's jumping thinking he couldn't keep up at all, and finally understood that the micro-expression couldn't guess the woman's heart, thinking that it was indeed a little rude last time, he could only say apologetically: "I'm sorry, teacher, I really didn't mean to, and I'm blind in the dark... Didn't see anything. ”

Shen Daoyi sneered: "I didn't see anything???? I remember that you also recorded a video to threaten me?

Cheng Mo was silent, he began to regret why he wanted to expose his identity, and now he could only escape first, and hurriedly said, "I'll get my own body down first." "Saying that you have completed the silent escape is also to leave with teleportation.

As soon as Shen Dao saw Cheng Mo, he disappeared in front of his eyes for no reason, rubbing his temples with both hands, everything that happened today was too much information for her, she hadn't been able to digest it yet, and she only felt a pain in her brain at this time. After rubbing his temples a few times, Shen Daoyi looked up at the Ferris wheel again, but still didn't move. Then she turned her head and looked around, it was empty, it was unusually quiet, the control room was pitch black, the elevator entrance was black and hollow, and there was no light.

Shen Daoyi doubted whether she had a dream, she raised her hand and slapped herself lightly, a clear "pop" sounded in the quiet air, Shen Dao felt the pain in his cheeks, and heard Cheng Mo's voice, "Teacher, you are not dreaming." ”

As soon as Shen Dao turned his head, he saw Cheng Mo walking out of the side of the control room, and when he saw that it was still the same Cheng Mo, he immediately became embarrassed, her fair cheeks were dyed a little red, she hurriedly walked in front of Cheng Mo, hugged him and said, "Great, you are still my little silence, can you try not to become that annoying Lin Zhinuo in the future..... I don't like him. ”

Cheng Mo didn't expect Shen Daoyi to change his face so quickly, he was still fierce and vicious in the face of the carrier just now, and as soon as he saw the body, he immediately became a docile little cat, Cheng Mo didn't know what Shen Daoyi thought, he really couldn't see through Shen Daoyi, the anger towards his carrier just now was real, and now his tenderness to himself was also true.

Cheng Mo only felt that Shen Daoyi's hug made Cheng Mo a little suffocated, he patted Shen Daoyi's back and whispered, "Teacher, let's go! It's already four o'clock, it's not early, you have to go to work tomorrow." ”

Shen Daoyi let go of his embrace with a well-behaved "um", but then immediately held Cheng Mo's hand tightly, for fear that he would disappear.

The two of them walked towards the elevator, went downstairs smoothly, stopped the car on the side of the road and went back to the apartment building, the two of them sat in the back seat, Shen Daoyi didn't ask a word about the carrier's ability, they all asked about the matter between "Lin Zhinuo and Gao Yuemei", Cheng Mo had to sigh that he was really a pearl, in the eyes of Mr. Shen, the carrier sadly became a tool used to pick up girls.

But on the other hand, thinking about Cheng Mo felt relieved, because Shen Dao didn't care about anything else, she only cared about him himself, only cared about him Cheng Mo, and even she didn't want Cheng Mo to have a carrier.

When they parted at the door of Teacher Shen's house, Shen Daoyi still grabbed the doorknob, stretched out his slender legs, licked his lips and seduced: "Cheng Mo, do you want to sleep with the teacher tonight? The teacher will definitely teach you how to be a man!"

Cheng Mo said expressionlessly: "No, I don't want Teacher Shen to collapse after seeing me tomorrow morning." ”

Shen Daoyi pouted and "hummed", Cheng Mo ignored it, and just as he was about to leave, Shen Daoyi grabbed his arm and pressed him against the door frame to strengthen the kiss.

Cheng Mo couldn't bear to refuse Shen Daoyi too much, and fought with her ears and temples for a while before returning to the base.

The next morning, Cheng Mo heard a knock on the door, Cheng Mo went to open the door with some suspicion, but it was Teacher Shen who was wearing a professional suit standing at the door, and her eyes still had faint dark circles.

"Why didn't you turn it on?" said Teacher Shen angrily.

As soon as Cheng Mo heard the tone, he found that it was Shen Daoyi, so he said: "There are too many harassing calls, so I didn't turn on the phone." ”

"Oops, I woke up this morning and found that Konishi didn't show up. Shen Daoyi grabbed Cheng Mo's arm and said eagerly.

Cheng Mo pulled Shen Daoyi into the door, "What's the matter?"

"Generally speaking, as long as I take a nap, Konishi will take over the body, but I slept at five o'clock yesterday until I woke up just now, and Konishi didn't come out. Shen Daoyi said.

Cheng Mo frowned, and said lightly: "Sister Nan, don't worry, it's time to go to work soon, or you can ask for leave, continue to sleep, and talk about it when you're rested." ”

Shen Daoyi took out his mobile phone and looked at the time, "I have a meeting today, I'd better go to work!" After speaking, Shen Dao turned around and went out of the door, and as soon as she stepped out, she shrank back and said to Cheng Mo, "Don't turn off your mobile phone, I'll contact you at any time." ”

"I'll give you another phone number. Cheng Mo said.

Shen Daoyi said "um", and without thinking too much, he saved the other phone number given by Cheng Mo, and the name of Cheng Mo was saved 2. After saving the number, Shen Daoyi left in a hurry.

At noon, Shen Daoyi sent the first message to Cheng Mo, "It's over, it's over, I slept in the office after the meeting until now, Xiaoxi hasn't come out yet, and there has never been such a ..... I feel a little wrong. ”

Cheng Mo thought for a while and said, "Then don't go to class in the afternoon, go home and rest, and make up for it first." I'll study the information in the afternoon....."

Shen Dao replied "Okay" and asked Cheng Mo if he wanted to bring him food, she was going to come back from outside with a boxed lunch. Cheng Mo said no, but he also felt that something was wrong, because he knew that Teacher Shen rarely ate outside box lunches, the first oil and salt were too heavy and unhealthy, and the second taste was far less good than what she made herself.

In the afternoon, as soon as Shen Dao rested, Cheng Mo personally went to Xingcheng Psychiatric Hospital to learn some things about "self-identification disorder", because this type of case is quite rare, many doctors have not had much contact, and even if they have contacted, because everyone's actual situation is different, the condition will not be the same, the doctors all persuaded him to bring the patient for treatment, and even hinted that Cheng Mo should not shy away from the disease, it is obvious that the doctors think that Cheng Mo is the patient.

Cheng Mo went to three hospitals in the afternoon, and after sorting out, he determined some situations. In the vast majority of cases, the main personality is unaware of the existence of any doppelgangers. Comparatively speaking, it is much more common for doppelgangers to learn about the existence of multiple personalities.

These personalities have a wide range of levels of knowledge of each other's existence, some are fully aware and some are ignorant. For example, personality A knows everything personality B does, but personality B doesn't know anything about A's actions at all, or even that A exists. This is the case with Mr. Shen.

Only personalities who know each other can share common memories, just like Shen Daoyi knows Shen Youyi, so she knows her memories, but Shen Youyi doesn't know Shen Daoyi, so she can't share Shen Daoyi's memories, and only after they know each other, can they share memories.

There are often complex relationships between personalities that ultimately form a personality system for DID patients (HealthyPlace, N.ft., 1996). Different personalities have to switch when they alternate in charge of the body. This transition is often triggered by the external environment and can take a moment, a few minutes, or a few days. If the transition time is very short, the two personalities may not know each other, and the DID patient will have obvious amnesia, not knowing why he is in this place or what he has just done. If two personalities conflict during transition, people often develop behaviors similar to those of borderline personality disorder.

In multiple personalities, the personality that the patient initially grows up is called the primitive personality, and the dominant personality that has controlled the body for a long time is not necessarily the original personality or the main personality, and if the secondary personality grows strong enough, it can replace the main personality or even make the main personality disappear.....

Cheng Mo asked how the para-personality grew and became stronger, and the doctor told him that the more the para-personality interacted with the outside world and the deeper the bond with the outside world, the stronger it could grow.

Only then did Cheng Mo realize that he was the key to making Shen Daoyi stronger.

Cheng Mo asked the doctor what to do when faced with this situation, and the doctor told Cheng Mo that in general, the treatment process consists of three stages: stabilization, trauma coping, and integration.

The vast majority of people are only able to find ways to control other alternate personalities to achieve what they perceive to be healthy, and dealing with these personalities properly can also help them deal with life's difficulties and traumatic memories, allowing them to live well in multiple identities.

For others, merging all the alternating personalities into one healthy personality is what they want, but it's very, very difficult, almost hard.

When Cheng Mo heard the doctor say this, he relieved his heart and felt that this was not bad.

Then the doctor told Cheng Mo that in this case, as Cheng Mo said, the first thing to stabilize the condition is to let one personality recognize the existence of another personality.....

Cheng Mo still did the right thing, but Cheng Mo didn't know that Shen Daoyi would have a sense of master's personality because he fell in love with him, which led to a sudden change in the situation, and now it is likely that it will be Shen Youyi who will disappear, not Shen Daoyi, and Cheng Mo is also extremely big.

Back at the base, Cheng Mo was quietly waiting for Teacher Shen to wake up, he hoped that this time the dominant body would be Shen Youyi, but to Cheng Mo's disappointment, he received a text message at eight o'clock, and it was still Shen Daoyi who woke up.......

Cheng Mo walked out of the base and knocked on the door of Mr. Shen's house, Shen Daoyi, who was wearing pajamas, opened the door with Cheng Mo, Shen Daoyi did not wear Shen Youyi's original conservative model that covered his figure tightly, but wore a peach-colored gauze lace cheongsam, which was an elegant model of a white corset and suspenders that Cheng Mo chose yesterday.

The white greasy skin looms under the clear gauze cheongsam, the white corset underwear and suspenders set off Shen Daoyi's figure more attractive than Victoria's Secret Angel, and Shen Daoyi, who has just taken a bath, exudes a faint milky fragrance all over his body, and what is presented in front of Cheng Mo's eyes at this moment is an extremely touching and delicious dessert.

Although Cheng Mo was a little worried, he was also seduced by Shen Daoyi's stunning and charming dress, but as soon as Cheng Mo entered the door, Shen Daoyi pounced, hugged him like a koala, and asked for a kiss.

Although Cheng Mo's body already had a strong reaction, he couldn't do anything, he didn't want to make Shen Daoyi's personality stronger because of his actions, and the oppressive Shen Youyi's personality would die.

Cheng Mo hugged Shen Daoyi, who was wrapped around him, to the sofa with a serious face, and noticed that the room was a little messy, and the clothes that Teacher Shen wore yesterday were still thrown on the sofa indiscriminately, not at all as neat as Teacher Shen was at home, Cheng Mo said sincerely: "Sister Nan, the situation is not very good now, we are not suitable for this." I have already asked the doctor in the afternoon, and the top priority is that we must let Sister Xi appear and let her know of your existence, otherwise the condition will deteriorate, it will be difficult to treat, and you must go to the hospital. ”

Cheng Mo didn't tell the real situation, didn't tell Shen Daoyi that Shen Youyi might even die, he was afraid that Shen Daoyi would not cooperate with the treatment, but as soon as Cheng Mo said it, he knew that it was bad, because he saw Shen Daoyi's eyes flickering, and his original expression of joy and happiness was gradually cooling.

Shen Dao, who was still holding Cheng Mo's arm just now and curled up beside Cheng Mo like a cat, kept getting up, distanced himself from him a little, and said coldly: "Are you afraid that I won't let Xiaoxi come out, so you didn't tell the truth, right?"

Cheng Mo knew that silence would definitely only make the gap deeper and deeper, and he hurriedly explained in a low voice: "Sister Nan, I'm really not afraid that you won't let Sister Xi come out, I just don't want you to be pressured because of this." ”

Shen Daoyi sneered.

Cheng Mo turned around, sat on the sofa and turned Shen Daoyi's body over, grabbed her arm and faced him, he looked at Shen Daoyi's eyes sincerely and said, "Sister Nan, I really didn't mean to hide it from you, it's pointless for me to hide it from you! Sooner or later, Sister Xi will come out, right? Treatment is a long process, you can't control Sister Xi's personality and completely occupy the body, right?"

Shen Daoyi turned his head and did not look at each other with a cold face.

Cheng Mo said sharply and seriously: "And I also know that Sister Nan is not the kind of person who abandons Sister Xi, if you were that kind of person, you would have forgiven your father a long time ago, and you would have forgotten Luo Jiayi a long time ago...... If Sister Nan didn't pay attention to feelings, she wouldn't be so good to me. ”

As soon as Shen Daoyi heard Cheng Mo say this, his expression softened a little, and Cheng Mo immediately moved forward when he saw this, pulled Shen Daoyi into his arms, kissed Shen Daoyi's eyes gently, and said in a low voice: "I asked the doctor in the afternoon, you can not disappear, as long as you and Sister Nan understand each other and coordinate the way of switching personalities, you can coexist in harmony..... Really, the vast majority of people with multiple personalities live like this. ”

Saying that, Cheng Mo raised his right hand, "Sister Nan, I swear, the doctor really said that, if I lie to you, I will ..... when I go out"

As soon as Shen Dao heard Cheng Mo say this, he immediately raised his hand to cover Cheng Mo's mouth, and said softly: "Don't say such unlucky things." ”

Cheng Mo was moved and ashamed in his heart, he took Shen Daoyi's hand away, and said with a pious face: "Sister Nan, it doesn't matter, I really really hope that you and Sister Xi can be well, I swear in the name of my father! If I don't think so, let our father and son not die well in any parallel space, and they will never be reborn." ”

Shen Dao laughed, stuck to Cheng Mo's body again, hugged Cheng Mo's neck and said, "If you want to never be born, I will follow you and never be born!"

Cheng Mo shook his head, "How is it possible, I didn't tell a lie, I won't be born forever, I will live a good life with the teacher." ”

Shen Daoyi smiled sweetly, and raised his head slightly to kiss Cheng Mo, and the two were intimate for a while, and Cheng Mo said with a straight face: "Sister Nan, but I don't want Sister Xi to be frightened like you, we still have to solve this matter quickly." ”

Shen Dao nodded, and said with some worry: "Then what should I do, I'm actually quite worried about Xiaoxi, but I really don't know how to let her out." Cheng Mo was full of warm fragrant nephrite in his arms, especially Shen Daoyi's huge gentleness was squeezed into his chest like this, and the hot snort echoed between his lips and teeth, Cheng Mo felt that a certain part of him was about to explode, he slightly lifted Shen Daoyi up and said: "Sister Nan, you better change your clothes first, let's discuss it carefully! ”

Shen Daoyi bit Cheng Mo's earlobe and murmured: "If something happens, something will happen! ”

Cheng Mo shook his head, "This matter must be agreed by Sister Xi, if Sister Xi doesn't agree, I can't do anything to Sister Nan." ”

Shen Daoyi let go of the teeth that were eating at Cheng Mo's earlobe, and said with a smile: "Fool! Do you think that if Sister Xi doesn't like you, Sister Nan will like you?" The two of us are mutually influencing, although it seems that our personalities and hobbies are opposite, in fact, these are all things she wants to do but dare not do..... Sing some vulgar songs, paint some erotic paintings, ride a motorcycle in a tight leather jacket, and take revenge on those who hurt Luo Jiayi....."

After a pause, Shen Daoyi stroked Cheng Mo's cheek and said, "Do you know Xiao Mo, including liking you, it's just that she doesn't realize it!"

Shen Daoyi said this, Cheng Mocai vaguely felt why Shen Youyi didn't come out, it turned out that she was not happy when she appeared as Shen Daoyi, guilt, repentance, pain, Some negative emotions of revenge surround Shen Daoyi, although these emotions are necessary, but she will subconsciously reject, so Shen Youyi's personality has always been dominant, but yesterday Shen Daoyi completely let go of the pain, and felt the sweetness of love, so Shen Daoyi's life has been much happier, so Shen Youyi can't and doesn't want to come out, assuming that Shen Youyi also likes him, then as Shen Daoyi, he is much happier, why come out?

But knowing the reason is useless, how to let Shen Youyi come out is the key.

Seeing that Cheng Mo didn't speak, Shen Daoyi put down the hand that was caressing Cheng Mo's cheek, and said angrily: "Do you think I will lie to you?"

Cheng Mo came back to his senses, looked at Shen Daoyi and said, "No..... I know that Sister Xi likes me, but I think Sister Xi's liking for me may not be the kind of like that Sister Nan thinks. ”

Shen Daoyi smiled and said, "Do you know her or do I know her?" Why don't you come into my room and have a look?"

"See what?"

Shen Daoyi stood up, grabbed Cheng Mo's hand and pulled him up from the sofa, dragged Cheng Mo into the bedroom, Cheng Mo followed Shen Daoyi to the door of the bedroom, and when Shen Daoyi pushed the door open, Mr. Shen's bedroom was exposed to his sight, Mr. Shen's bedroom was very simple, a white dresser and a desk, there was a laptop on the desk, next to the desk were two white wardrobes, a gray double bed and a black carpet, a line of books neatly stacked at the head of the bed, and a huge oil painting pasted on the head of the bed.

The painting was suddenly the back photo taken by Yang Caixuan, who walked side by side with his teacher in Changya's campus, flanked by green sycamores, and the sunlight sprinkled on the two of them through the gaps in the leaves.

"I didn't draw it, I don't believe you see there's a payment underneath. Shen Daoyi said.

Cheng Mo shook his head, "This doesn't mean anything. ”

"Then she's going to know me, I'll let her tell you personally!"

"Let's not talk about this first, Sister Nan, when Sister Xi is here, why can I easily switch you out?"

"It's not easy, in fact, I only come out when she is in danger and stimulated. Shen Daoyi leaned against the door frame and said.

"Does that mean that Sister Nan is stimulated, and Sister Xi will also come out?"

"The problem is that nothing can stimulate me! I didn't feel particularly scared when I was in a free fall in the sky yesterday, but I was quite excited.....

Cheng Mo frowned and asked, "Sister Nan doesn't have anything to be afraid of, such as mice, cockroaches, ghost chips, or something else?"

Shen Daoyi shook his head, "No...... Xiaoxi is not afraid of these things, how can I be afraid?"

"I asked the doctor today, and the doctor said that drunkenness can also make people switch personalities, have you ever come out because of drunkenness before?"

Shen Daoyi recalled with a serious expression and said, "Never, but you can give it a try." ”

Cheng Mo said: "Then let's try it today, Sister Nan, have you eaten? If you haven't eaten, I'll order some skewers, and then go down to buy some beer." ”

Shen Daoyi smiled and said: "I didn't eat, I happened to be a little hungry, I can eat it, you can ..... more"

Cheng Mo let out an "oh", took out his mobile phone and was about to place an order for takeout, Shen Daoyi said again: "The beer is too strong, you go down and buy a few bottles of Erguotou directly!"

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Two and a half hours later, Cheng Mo activated the carrier before he got drunk, and incarnated as Lin Zhinuo to stay by the already drunk unconscious himself and Shen Daoyi, Cheng Mo watched himself being held in Shen Daoyi's arms, and when he was on the sofa, his face was still buried in the butter valley of mutton fat and white jade, he couldn't look at it, he bent down and wanted to pull himself out of Shen Daoyi's arms, but Shen Daoyi hugged himself very tightly, Cheng Mo pulled twice, Shen Daoyi turned sideways instead, pressed himself against the back of the sofa, and then pulled his legs around his waist, completely lifting himself"Protected" up.

Cheng Mo had no choice but to go with Shen Daoyi, the night was long, and he didn't know when Shen Daoyi would wake up, or whether he would switch to Shen Youyi, Cheng Mo could only find a book to watch to pass the time, he walked to the bookshelf with Teacher Shen's wall, his eyes swept over, and he fell on the door of Teacher Shen's boudoir.

Cheng Mo hesitated for a moment and walked towards Teacher Shen's room, gently pushed the door open, there was no light in the bedroom, only the bright moonlight spilled in from the window, and the transparent curtain blown by the evening breeze of the summer night fluttered, caressing the light gray sheets.

Cheng Mo walked to Mr. Shen's bedside, he stood in front of the painting and stared for a long time, the house was silent, only the faint fragrance of jasmine was floating, Cheng Mo slowly walked to the side of the painting, and saw through the moonlight that there was indeed a somewhat scribbled line of signatures in the lower right corner, there is no doubt that this is Shen Youyi's name, Cheng Mo is very familiar, he raised his hand and stroked it gently, and there are traces of uneven grain.

In the past two years, he has also painted his own oil paintings, and the touch as a carrier is particularly keen, and he suddenly felt that the canvas seemed to be too uneven, Cheng Mo lifted the corner of the frame with some doubts, and stared at it, and there were countless fly-headed small blocks densely written on the back of the canvas.

The back of this huge oil painting is occupied by black fly-headed letters, and the characters are not messily placed, but neatly displayed on the back of the canvas, neatly like a pencil printed object, although neat, but in this not very bright moonlight, it is extremely weird, there is a sense of pale loneliness.

Because there is no complicated meaning in this whole page, in fact, there are only two words that are turned over and over.

Cheng Mo.