Chapter 45 鲁の世は鲁の世ながらさりながら (End)

(Thanks to the 10,000 rewards of "Ji Hao" and "Blue Forest Free", it was originally a two-in-one update, and a three-in-one update was written)

When the two of them walked to the bottom of the Ferris wheel on the side of the Helong Gymnasium, the entire pedestal building was dark, the Ferris wheel was built on the roof of this five-story building, except for the colored lights on the keel steel frame, all the shops at the foot of the Ferris wheel were closed.

Cheng Mo looked up at the huge eye of the sky and said, "Probably only the Ferris wheel in Star City in the world is built on top of the building. ”

Cheng Mo's guess was correct, but Shen Daoyi didn't care where the Ferris wheel was cultivated, and it was obvious that she didn't care that the Ferris wheel was closed, so she eagerly said to Cheng Mo: "Let's go up and have a look?"

Cheng Mo knew that Shen Daoyi had lock-picking skills, and he must have wanted to go up and forcibly enter the control room and turn on the switch of the Ferris wheel, Cheng Mo did not intend to stop Shen Daoyi's crazy thoughts, this was just a trivial matter for him, and it was more important to meet Shen Daoyi's wishes.

The two men walked around the pedestal building for half a circle and finally found the entrance to the Ferris wheel, and there was a ticket office below, but the window was closed, and there was no light inside. As soon as Cheng Mo took out his mobile phone and turned on the flashlight and Shen Dao entered the corridor, he saw a grille iron door standing in the middle of the corridor, a black padlock hung on the iron door, and on one side of the iron door was a brown security door with a sign of "Management Room" pasted on it, and on the other side of the iron door was an elevator.

Shen Daoyi said in a low voice, "You help me hold the flashlight." ”

Cheng Mo nodded, Shen Daoyi let go of the hand that was entangled with Cheng Mo's ten fingers, and carefully walked towards the grille iron gate without making a sound, Cheng Mo also tapped his footsteps and followed Shen Daoyi to the iron gate.

Shen Daoyi took out a sewing box from his satchel, took out two wires from the sewing box, half-squatted at the iron door and tinkered, Cheng Mo held a flashlight, looked at Shen Daoyi's slightly green movements, and involuntarily reached out and touched the card wallet in his pocket, his tools are much more powerful than Shen Daoyi, they are all professional things bought on the film network.

Thinking that both of them had the habit of carrying crime tools with them, Cheng Mo felt that he and Shen Daoyi were quite a good match for this.

The security of the Ferris wheel is not tight, probably because there is really nothing to steal here, so the old-fashioned pin padlock with the locked iron door was finally opened by Shen Daoyi after tirelessly tossing for a long time.

There was a soft "click" in the silent corridor, and Cheng Mo breathed a sigh of relief.

Of course, Shen Daoyi didn't know that Cheng Mo in front of him was a serious locksmith, so he took off the black padlock and shook it triumphantly in front of Cheng Mo's eyes, and whispered with a suppressed breath: "Isn't it amazing?"

Cheng Mo nodded and gave a look of surprise and approval.

Shen Daoyi smiled "hehe", carefully opened the iron door and walked in. When Cheng Mo also followed, Shen Daoyi closed the door again, stretched his hand through the gap in the grille, relocked the black padlock that had been opened, turned his head to Cheng Mo and said, "Let's go up." ”

Cheng Mo pressed the upward button of the elevator, Shen Daoyi walked to Cheng Mo's side, and grabbed Cheng Mo's hand again, her palms were hot and sweaty, and she didn't know if it was because the corridor was very stuffy, or because it was a very exciting and adventurous move, or both.

Cheng Mo didn't know why he thought about these inconsequential things, the buzzing of the elevator was very clear in the silent midnight, the dull air made his breathing and heartbeat a little faster, the number of the display version above the elevator was getting smaller, and Shen Daoyi's scorching heat continued to reach Cheng Mo's mind, which made him feel a little excited after experiencing strong winds and waves.

"Ding~!", the elevator with lights on opened, as if opening the door to a new world.

"Keep your head down and don't be photographed in the front!" Shen Daoyi whispered, and then she buried her head in her chest and pulled Cheng Mo into the elevator and pressed the fifth floor.

Cheng Mo saw that Teacher Shen's Hun covered her face tightly, and had to sigh at the miracle of the creator, he was not afraid of being photographed, it was not a problem for him to take a Ferris wheel, and even if this kind of thing was discovered tomorrow, as long as there was no loss, the other party would not call the police, but since Shen Dao said it, Cheng Mo also lowered his head in cooperation.

The two of them didn't talk, and when they went up to the top platform, they saw the huge Ferris wheel standing quietly, and the colored lights on the keel became dazzling, eclipsing all the neon around them.

Shen Daoyi pulled Cheng Mo and walked quickly towards the control room at the foot of the Ferris wheel, facing the locked security door, she took out the sewing kit with confidence again, but the security door in the control room was not as easy to deal with as the old-fashioned padlock downstairs, Shen Daoyi bent over and made no progress for a long time.

Cheng Mo observed it by the light of the flashlight, this is a two-sided computer lock, it is obvious that Shen Daoyi can not do it with two wires, there must be a professional lock-picking tool, Cheng Mo has a way, but he also took out a set of lock-picking tools, which is too unreasonable.

Time passed minute by minute, and Shen Daoyi also felt that it had taken too long, but she didn't plan to give up, so she turned her head to Cheng Mo and said, "Don't rush me, I will definitely be able to get away." ”

"It's okay, it's still the middle of the night! Sister Nan take her time, don't worry. Cheng Mo, who was holding his mobile phone, comforted.

Seeing that Cheng Mo was not in a hurry at all, standing aside calmly, Shen Daoyi smiled and said, "Kiss!", and then pouted his rosy lips and made a flying kiss with Cheng Mo.

Shen Daoyi didn't wait for Cheng Mo's response, and immediately took the wire and buried his head to open the lock

Cheng Mo, who was standing in the wind, was a little messy, he found that the relationship was really a strange thing, he actually felt that Shen Daoyi threw him a flying kiss without any sense of disobedience, and he accepted it for granted. He didn't think that Shen Daoyi was deliberately pretentious, nor did he feel that the relationship between the two people had not reached such an intimate level, in short, he enjoyed the pleasant feeling that Shen Daoyi brought him today.

This good time, like he is reading a book that he can't put down, you don't rush to see the ending, but want the book to be longer, longer, and preferably never over....

However, at this moment, Cheng Mo felt that Shen Daoyi's book seemed to be about to turn to the last page, and there was only a thin point left in his hand. Cheng Mo looked up at the neon shining in mid-air. He remembered a cartoon he had watched called "April is Your Lies", the protagonist of the story was a piano genius who didn't want to play the piano because of his mother's death, and a girl named Kaoru Miyazono appeared in his life.

The beginning is a very ordinary setting.,It's usually like this in Japanese cartoons.,A once awesome genius has become a waste wood for everyone because of something.,And then there will be a girl who makes him rise again.,It's not special at all.,It's a very routine.。 He still watched it, and the reason why he was able to watch it was only because Cheng Mo felt that the actor looked quite similar to him, so ordinary that he could be seen everywhere, thin, wearing glasses and headphones, and always used to keeping his head down.

He won't admit that he still expects such a thing as love, in short, no matter what the reason, he has watched it. When the setting of a terminally ill girl surfaced, Cheng Mo's mood changed sharply when he saw a lively scene.

It's obviously a bloody plot, but he still can't help feeling sad, although the whole cartoon is full of warm shots all the time, the dart diving in the sunset, the gentle cherry blossoms in the spring, the race with the train under the starry sky, and the flickering fireflies under the moonlit night.

All of this makes people feel the beauty of the world.

Only Cheng Mo can understand that because all this is so beautiful, the story is even more cruel.

Cheng Mo felt unsustainable for the first time, he is not a person with strong empathy ability, Cheng Mo has watched a lot of movies and TV series that died of terminal illness, car accident and even self-suicide, even if it is so gloomy that "Human Disqualification" is not good, he did not feel unsustainable, but when he watched "April is Your Lies", he moistened his eyes with sadness.

He was thirteen years old at the time.

At this moment, he stood behind Shen Daoyi and looked at her back, and once again felt unsustainable, compared to Shen Daoyi, he still knew who he was at that time, although the time was limited, he could still completely control himself, have his own dreams, and have his own expectations......

What about Shen Daoyi?

She had nothing.

Not only does her body not belong to her, but she only has a small part of her soul, she can only come out when the teacher needs it, and after desperately protecting others like Superman, she licks her wounds in a corner that no one knows. Just like Kaoru Miyazono, even if she is terminally ill, she has to work hard to redeem others.

Cheng Mo didn't want Shen Daoyi to be disappointed, quietly moved his steps, stood behind Shen Daoyi with a flashlight, and saw that she was engrossed in feeling the marbles in the keyhole, Cheng Mo put the carrier next to the door of the control room, and when the DNA chain rotated to his hand, he controlled the carrier to open the door lock, and instantly chose to revoke the activation.

At this moment, Shen Daoyi found that the door in front of her had miraculously opened, she gently opened the door, and when she was sure that she was not hallucinating, she turned her head to look at Cheng Mo, raised her fist, and said with a bright face: "Sister Nan is powerful?"

Cheng Mo, who had just dissipated the aperture around him, nodded calmly, "Sister Nan is the most powerful!"

Shen Daoyi blinked his eyes excitedly, "Now we can start our exclusive journey!"

After speaking, Shen Daoyi entered the control room, and Cheng Mo also followed, the operation of the Ferris wheel is not difficult at all, in fact, most of the facilities are used to control the LED lights on the Ferris wheel. Shen Daoyi found the switch, pressed the start, and when she saw the originally stationary Ferris wheel slowly rotating through the window, she immediately couldn't help cheering, then turned around and hugged Cheng Mo, kissed him on the cheek, and dragged him to the Ferris wheel quickly.

When he arrived at the iron railing at the entrance of the Ferris wheel, he encountered a small problem, Shen Daoyi was wearing high heels and a short skirt, and he couldn't turn over. This was difficult for Cheng Mo, he squatted down, motioned for Shen Daoyi to step on his hand, and sat on the railing.

Shen Daoyi took off his small white high heels, put them in his hand, and then stepped on Cheng Mo's hand and sat lightly on the railing that half a person should have.

Cheng Mo's physical fitness is amazing now, he turned over with both hands, and on the other side, he was ready to pick up Shen Daoyi, who was still sitting on the railing, and when Cheng Mo was ready to let Shen Daoyi step on his hand, Shen Daoyi, who pushed his long legs over the railing, shook his head and said, "I want to hug." ”

Cheng Mo didn't say whether it was good or bad, he just stood up and stretched out his hands.

Shen Daoyi smiled charmingly, leaned over and hugged Cheng Mo's neck, and then gently moved into Cheng Mo's arms. Shen Daoyi, who was held by Princess Cheng Mo, leaned his head on Cheng Mo's shoulder, and said coquettishly: "I won't come down, you carry me on the Ferris wheel." ”

Cheng Mo let out a soft "um" and walked towards the Ferris wheel with Shen Dao in his arms, the huge and heavy steel ring rotating slowly in front of the two of them, like a wheel of fate. Waiting for the next car to arrive slowly, as soon as Shen Dao opened the door, Cheng Mo carried her sideways and got into the car.

The car is not big, but the configuration is very high, not only air conditioning, but also wallpaper, and the sofas on both sides are also very high-end leather sofas, a bit like the back seat of a luxury stretch car.

"You won't be annoyed by Sister Nan, right?" asked Shen Daoyi, who was hugging Cheng Mo's neck.

"Of course not. Cheng Mo said.

"My little silence is the best. Shen Daoyi said in a sweet voice.

Cheng Mo didn't think he had anything good, he knew that no man would be annoyed by a woman like Shen Daoyi. When he put Shen Daoyi on the sofa, Shen Daoyi grinned and said, "Do you feel like carrying your daughter-in-law into the cave room?"

Cheng Mo hesitated, nodded, and then sat on the sofa opposite Shen Dao, the distance between the sofas was not far, and the knees of the two were against their knees.

Shen Daoyi said with a smile: "Then are you happy? You have completed two of the four happy events in life at one time?"

Cheng Mo knew how to make the atmosphere more lively, such as extending the topic of "Flower Candles in the Cave Room", but he didn't want to desecrate this feeling, so he said: "As long as Sister Xi and Sister South are happy, I will be happy." ”

Of course Sister Nan is happy. Shen Daoyi said while putting his high heels on his feet.

The Ferris wheel began to slowly rise, and the lights of the city sank with it, and the two of them looked out the window and quietly enjoyed the night for the two of them.

When they were about to float to the highest point of the Ferris wheel, Shen Daoyi turned his head to look at Cheng Mo, "Did you feel particularly nervous and exciting just now?"

Cheng Mo nodded.

Shen Daoyi smiled and said: "Me too, you don't know that when I unlocked the door in the corridor and control room, my heart was about to jump out, I was afraid of being discovered, and it would be miserable if I was really caught.....

"I don't think it's because of these things, it's just because it's the teacher who is with me, and because the teacher I care about is dating me, so I feel my heart beating fast and exciting..... Picking the lock or something, it doesn't matter, even if I'm caught, I don't care....." Cheng Mo said softly.

Shen Daoyi's eyes emitted a ray of light in the darkness, she looked at Cheng Mo quietly, her pupils were full of dewdrop-like tenderness, she leaned over slightly, grabbed Cheng Mo's hand, and pulled him over a little, so that Cheng Mo's hand could just cover the towering mountain peak on her left, she looked at Cheng Mo's eyes, and the sparkling waves flowed, "Then my philosopher, let's feel if the teacher is nervous for you, and his heart is beating faster for you....."

At such a charming and ambiguous moment, Cheng Mo gently closed his eyes, as if he heard the strong heartbeat of "dong dong dong", like the pulse of the universe blown by the long wind from the sky, and Shen Daoyi's warm love subtly penetrated over. Cheng Mo didn't know how to respond, so he opened his eyes and whispered: "I heard the hint it gave me, but I still need some time to get close to the answer, I don't think there is any need for me and the teacher to rush to uncover the answer, there is still a long time, we can face it calmly." ”

Shen Daoyi smiled, "But in the afternoon, Xiao Momo told me that there is no future, only the present!

Cheng Mo knew that Shen Daoyi would say this, attacking the shield of the son with the spear of the son, but he had no way to deal with it.

Shen Daoyi didn't mean to chase and fight, she let go of Cheng Mo's hand, took out her mobile phone from her shoulder bag, and after entering the screen, she clicked on Netease Cloud Music and played a song called "Love Is The Poer" [BGM: "Love Is The Poer (LP Version)" Teddy Pendergrass], and suddenly the cramped Ferris wheel car sounded with a rhythm that was not slow, the melody was tactful, and the gentle RNB music was sung.

Shen Daoyi stood up from the sofa and stretched out his hand to Cheng Mo, "Don't you think this nostalgic singing voice is suitable for dancing?"

Cheng Mo hesitated, "But I can't dance." ”

"'Every day that you don't dance is a disappointment to life', so you have to dance! Will you have to dance!" Shen Daoyi said with a smile.

Cheng Mo put his hand on Shen Daoyi's hand, and then stood up, Shen Daoyi naturally rested his chin on Cheng Mo's shoulder, and then hugged him, Cheng Mo's hand froze in the air, and it was still gently placed on Mr. Shen's slender and soft waist.

"No, you can't, just follow the sound in the sky. Shen Daoyi said in Cheng Mo's ear as if he was asleep.

The retro rhythm flowed in the silent air, but this old and glamorous sound was a romantic mess, even Cheng Mo easily learned to shake, he shook with the song, and also shook with Teacher Shen. They each looked out of the windows on both sides, the bright lights of the city were like a garden in the sky, the black background was an endless grass, the bright lights were gorgeous flowers, the towering buildings were like towering trees, and they were like solemn tombstones. There was no starlight around, no moon in the sky, and the bright colors floating in the distance were like a line of fireflies.

Shen Daoyi said like a dream: "Not all the pain in the world can be reconciled, because if you experience pain, you will be more considerate of others, and you will be able to become a better person, which is a lie." But I'm glad that Sister Nan was able to meet you, no matter how unbelievable, despicable, or unreasonable things Sister Nan did, you can understand, you always stand on Sister Nan's side at all costs, there is really nothing more gratifying than this!"

"Especially that time, when you stood in the center of the auditorium and pointed out Huang Ren'an, you were really handsome, and at that time I thought, no one in this world can be better than my little silence. ”

"Looking back now, those bits and pieces are really happy, I'm happy to drink with you, I'm happy to chat with you, I'm happy to chat with you, I'm very happy to be preached by you, and I'm very happy to be racing with you on a rainy day, although I don't have many memories with you, but I cherish it, and occasionally borrow Xiaoxi's memories, even if it's a layer apart, but I also feel happy, especially many things Xiaoxi doesn't know, she can't fully feel it, at this time I'm very happy, because this happiness is my own. ”

Cheng Mo didn't speak, he just hugged Shen Daoyi's warm bonfire-like body and shook in the cool night sky, his heart was being burned by this bonfire, which made him feel pain all over, but there were some things he couldn't do but hug the teacher tighter.

"I'm actually very happy that you let your father go to pay tribute to Luo Jiayi in the afternoon, but I don't like you to tell me so many big truths, and I don't plan to listen to those false empty words you say, but you are so powerful, pull me to your father's cemetery, pull me to Nietzsche, talk to me about the Third Buddha, talk to me about the time, talk to me about your life, I was unconsciously persuaded by you, you say, why are you so powerful?

Shen Daoyi lightly hammered Cheng Mo.

Cheng Mo gently stroked Shen Daoyi's hair.

"Do you remember, just when we first met, I was standing in the classroom watching you draw robot cats, and you wrote a sentence next to you very literally,' Joy and pain are experiences, and what you get in the end lies in your own thinking, but no matter what, it's worth laughing hard and crying loudly, even if it's to escape, it's not shameful, negative choices are also good, even if the way to escape is very embarrassing, but it's more important to live', you are really contradictory, and Sister Nan deceived Sister around, so that Sister Nan has always kept this sentence in mind, but now Sister Nan is told not to escape...... You're not only a stingy and nasty person, but you're also a big liar!"

Cheng Mo didn't know what to say, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"But Sister Nan doesn't plan to escape, and only you can make Sister Nan let go of her pain. Shen Daoyi muttered in a low voice, and then she hugged Cheng Mo tighter, and said softly: "No matter how cruel the reality is, there is such a moment, and you will feel that life is worth it......"

Shen Daoyi didn't speak, as if he was asleep leaning on Cheng Mo's shoulder, and the two of them and the sky were left with only lonely and affectionate music circulating.

“Your love is the poer baby

Your love is my infinite strength, baby

This is the hour

It's time for that

The moment,the minute

This minute, this second

I turned the orld over

I turned the world upside down

Round and round again

Overwhelmed back and forth, over and over again

Trying to find the one to be my angel heaven sent

With all her heart, I wish to find true love, she should be a visitor from heaven, an angel

Then you brighten up my life

And then you lit up my life."

The song was replayed over and over again, and the Ferris wheel turned and around until the phone was completely out of battery, and then the addiction came to an abrupt end.

"But, but, the more so, the more so, the more I don't want to disappear, Cheng Mo, I don't want to disappear......" Shen Daoyi's tears drowned Cheng Mo's shoulders, flooded the entire Ferris wheel, and flooded the world.

Cheng Mo stretched Shen Daoyi away slightly, he looked at her tearful face, and didn't say anything, just kissed her eyes, kissed her cheek, and then kissed her lips.

So Shen Daoyi responded with a more intense kiss, as if to suck the soul out of his body.

Time is as long and short as this music, and happiness is only one note.