The qiē here is still the same as in my memory, and even at the head of the bed, there is a yellowed storybook.

Sometimes it's nothing more than that.

Although she has let go of the relationship she once had, when she sees this storybook, she still has a trace of sourness on the tip of her nose.

Suddenly, she was excited, if this was the old mansion of the Si family, then she would not be in K City now!

"Did you bring me to City B?" she asked, turning her head to him in surprise.

"Well, haven't you always liked City B? This is also the city where you were born and raised. "Si Jian Yudao, although Mu Ang's power is mainly in City B, but on the other hand, his power is also in City B.

In this city, he won't let her leave him again.

Guan Cancan didn't expect that as soon as he closed his eyes, as soon as he opened his eyes, he went from K City to B City, "Xiaoxiao, what did you do with Xiaoxiao? Where is she now, I want to see her!" A series of questions came out of her mouth, and at this moment, all that filled her mind was her daughter's safety.

He approached her step by step, the corners of his lips still smiling slightly, "She's my daughter, do you think I'm going to be bad for her?"

She breathed a sigh of relief, indeed, Xiaoxiao was his daughter, and he shouldn't be bad for Xiaoxiao. But only when she saw her daughter with her own eyes could she really rest assured, "Let me see and laugh!"

"There's no hurry. He said lightly, slowly walking up to her, his smile seemed to be demagogic, and when he leaned down slightly, his face was close to hers, and his breath sprayed on her face, "You know what? I have a lot to say to you, Cancan......"

He whispered her name like a soft feather, gently tickling her cochlea.

She instinctively stepped back, one step, two steps...... And he, but he approached step by step, she took a few steps back, and he took a few steps forward.

Until her back was against the wall, and there was no way to retreat.

His arms were folded at her sides, and he completely imprisoned her in his arms, "Do you want to run away from me like that?"

Guan Cancan pursed his lips and didn't say anything.

"But no matter how much you try to escape, I won't let you go as lightly as I did five years ago. He whispered, his slender fingers gently caressing her cheeks, across her eyebrows, the bridge of her nose, and finally on her lips, "Cancan, you still love me, right?"

Her body shook suddenly, she took a deep breath, and raised her eyes to look at him, this man who had made her love, but also made him hurt, and made her avoid for five years, was so close at this moment.

Her nose was full of his breath, and her eyes were imprinted with his face.

Taking a deep breath, she replied in a calm voice, "No, Simiyu, I don't love you anymore. "Yes, no, when she made the decision to leave him, she had already made up her mind to bury this relationship completely.

His shallow smile was stiff for a moment, once, not that he didn't think she would answer him like this, but when he really heard the words "not love" coming out of her mouth and speaking in her voice, his heart was still in severe pain, and even his nerves were throbbing together.

"If you don't love, you won't give birth to Xiaoxiao, and you won't let Xiaoxiao be surnamed Si!" he said as if grasping a life-saving straw.

This question was asked to her, and her mother asked her, and her answer was always - "I gave birth to Xiaoxiao because when I was smiling, I loved you, and she was the proof of the good time." That love, even if it hurt and hurt, but she never regretted it, because ...... "Xiaoxiao is like a gift from God to me, giving me the opportunity to become a mother, and giving her the surname Si is because I never wanted to hide her life experience." Whether it's good or bad between us, I want to laugh and have the right to know my background. ”

It's just that what she didn't expect was that this time came too early.

Her words and words came into his ears very clearly, and her expression, from beginning to end, was calm, like the waves that had once been a qiē, but now they have turned flat, and even her eyes looked at him, except for the surprise when she first met, and the nervousness of caring about her daughter, the rest was just calm.

But her calmness made the pain in his heart even more intense, "Is it because I was too wrong back then? That's why you don't love me?" Si Miyu muttered, his lips almost touching the corner of Guan Cancan's lips.

She tried to dodge, but his hand was firmly on her jaw, so she couldn't avoid his lips.

"Si Mi Yu!" she glared at him, "You let go!"

But as if he hadn't heard, his lips moved down and down, sucking softly on her lips, "I know, it was all my fault back then, I was afraid that you would blame me, I was afraid of your silence, your tears, so I snubbed you and blindly avoided it, but I didn't think of your situation, your mood." You can blame me as much as you want, punish me as much as you want, even if you want my life now."

His lips were hot, thirsty, but cautious.

"I saw the surveillance footage of your last visit to GK, watched you get into the elevator, watched you go up to the rooftop, and then watched you walk into the 17th floor...... At that time, I really wanted to kill myself. Over the years, he has watched those videos countless times, and he has imagined countless times what kind of mood she was in and what kind of expression she would show when she stood at the door of the lounge and watched him and Fang Ruolan together.

And every time he imagined it, it broke his heart.

Guan Cancan passively endured Si Jianyu's small kisses, and her eyes inexplicably had an urge to cry, but the beating of her heart was all at once, so regular and steady, the scenes from the past appeared in front of her eyes again.

"I don't want to blame you, I don't want to punish you, it's in the past. She said.

A flash of surprise flashed across his face, "Then will you love me again?"

"Go. She called his name softly, as she had done then, "We can't get back together, I've already said it, I don't love you." ”

The joy on his face quickly froze with her words, "What is it necessary for you to forgive me?" he asked with a hoarse look in his voice, a slow look of pain in his eyes.

Not loving, not loving, her unlove, actually made him hurt like this, over and over again, endlessly, as if it could never stop.

He was like this she had never seen before. It turned out that even if she let it go, she would still feel a little sad when she looked at his pain, after all, this man was the man she loved deeply.

But it's just sad.

"I once told you that if I want to love someone, then I will love him no matter what he is, whether it is wealth, poverty, sickness, or health, but if one day I decide not to love, then in the same way, no matter what happens to him, I will not love him again. She said leisurely, under his gaze, raised her finger, and gently pointed to the location of her heart, "And now, I don't love you here, since five years ago, I don't love you." ”

He staggered, took two steps back, and his face turned pale.

His cancan, he always knew, she had her own insistence, once she made up her mind, then...... In an instant, the blood in his body seemed to be frozen, and even breathing became extremely difficult.

So, has she made up her mind to stop loving him?

He opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't say a word.

Si Jianyu's whole person looked crumbling, and after a long time, he seemed to finally have the strength to squeeze out a sentence, "Is it really unforgivable?"

Guan Cancan's heart felt a little unbearable, but he still said, "Forgive or not, those are no longer important." The relationship between us has passed, and now I just want to have a good laugh. ”

He sneered suddenly, with a broken splendor on his face, "It's over, do you really think the relationship between us is over?"

"For me, yes. She replied to him. Emotional things, she doesn't want to touch anymore.

He slowly straightened up, his back straightened, and his eyes stared at her steadily, "So now, you really don't love me at all?"

His gaze made her heart flutter.

"Hmm. She responded.

His Adam's apple moved, and his eyes slowly closed, like an ice sculpture, without saying a word.

There was a condensation around him, which made the air pressure in the entire room much lower.

For a while, there was silence in the room, Guan Cancan looked at Si Jianyu, his face was so pale that there was no blood, and there was no expression on his face, so that people couldn't guess what he was thinking at the moment.

Time passed minute by minute, until his eyes slowly opened again, "Since you don't love anymore, then just let you fall in love with me again." ”

Guan Cancan was stunned, and immediately said, "This is impossible!"

"Is it impossible......" he curled the corners of his lips, "what is impossible? Just like before I found you, I didn't expect that I already had a four-year-old daughter!"

Speaking of his daughter, Guan Cancan hurriedly said, "You let me see and smile." ”

"If you can fall in love with me, you can meet Xiaoxiao. He said softly, even looking at her with a look in his eyes that was as gentle as if he were about to burst into water.