Zheng Xiaofeng carried Cheng Ruxue all the way in the tomb, Zheng Xiaofeng walked very lightly with every step, for fear that a slight bump would make Cheng Ruxue uncomfortable. The delay in the absence of new voices at both ends of the grave road is both bad news and good news. As long as that ghost thing has not reappeared, it should be able to show that Xu Qingyun and Dong Que have not been killed.

The two of them were silent all the way, and their mood was in a trance and they experienced endless powerlessness and suffering. Again, once again, there are only the two of them left, and the important people around them always disappear one after another, when will they be able to feel the favor of God like ordinary people.

You can often see those men and women on the street, the girl is happy and satisfied lying on the boy's back, the boy has no complaints, it is a very happy thing to be needed, maybe he is tired of shopping, and the high heels are painful, or maybe this is just a girl who is coquettish, trying to win the love of the boy, but in short, they live a plain but tasteful life.

Unlike Zheng Xiaofeng and Cheng Ruxue, the same actions are made in the place of life and death, just to survive and keep going. It's hard to say that this is not fate in eccentricity, if life is divided into four seasons, their spring is so short, experiencing a long winter for several years or even more than ten years.

Even though they didn't communicate, they could feel each other's hearts. Cold people all want to huddle together to keep warm, Zheng Xiaofeng has not thought about it, if two people are serious together, can they also regain the happiness that should belong to them.

He must have a good impression of Cheng Ruxue, she is so good, how can he not be moved.

But he still didn't dare to take this step after all, and being able to communicate with Cheng Ruxue normally was already the best he could do. After Xu Qingyun's nudge, he also had some thoughts, one day people will have to live an ordinary life, but for him it is not now, before the revenge is completed, before the truth is clarified, he knows that he can't give Cheng Ruxue the best life. And more importantly, buried deep in his heart, what he was really worried about was whether he would bring danger to her if the murderer who killed him reappeared one day, if they were already close by then.

Fortunately, Zheng Xiaofeng figured out one thing: like is presumptuous, love is restraint. He knew that he was in love with Cheng Ruxue, he just wouldn't say it.

Just as he said to Cheng Ruxue in person: "When the matter of the ancient book has a result, I will seriously consider it." ”

Of course, Cheng Ruxue also understands Zheng Xiaofeng's thoughts, she is so smart. She is willing to wait, but she hopes that Zheng Xiaofeng can reveal her heart to her as soon as possible, compared with being together, what is the best life, what is dangerous or not, it doesn't matter to her.

Sometimes she even feels a little selfish, she always wants to be more by Zheng Xiaofeng's side, but often ignores the possible consequences.

Thinking about it, Cheng Ruxue suddenly opened her mouth, breaking the silence that had lasted for a long time.

"I'm sorry." She said.

Zheng Xiaofeng was stunned for a moment and asked, "What's sorry?" ”

"I ......" Cheng Ruxue said, "I thought I could help you by your side, but it seems that every time I will drag my feet......"

Zheng Xiaofeng smiled softly and said, "Why do you think so?" You did help me, and I would have died many times without you, probably by the time I was in Tarim Mountain. ”

"But—"

"No, but, you're smarter than me, if it weren't for you, we might still be in the secret room of the ancient kingdom of Poz, and I'm the one with you by my side...... It's our luck, thank you, sincerely. ”

Cheng Ruxue's face showed a slight smile, she was very happy that he could say that.

"Sometimes I'm scared." She said again, Zheng Xiaofeng said: "It's so dangerous here, I'm also afraid, isn't it normal to be afraid?" ”

"I don't mean this fear."

"What's that?"

Cheng Ruxue paused, she was a little unsure if these words should be said at this time. Zheng Xiaofeng chuckled, as if he could roughly understand what Cheng Ruxue meant.

Hearing this laughter, Cheng Ruxue also knew that he had understood, and since everyone knew it, she was not afraid to say it.

"Actually, we don't always have the good fortune to survive countless dangers. Maybe a sudden mechanism, a sudden attack of the monster, our lives are gone, and we don't even have a chance to struggle, just like ...... Just like the little white brother......"

Zheng Xiaofeng said: "I understand, he is so good, but he still left." In the past few years, I often think of Liu Bushuai and them, uncle, Chen Yan...... Maybe one day I'll follow in their footsteps, but what can I do? ”

"Of course there is a way, how can there be no way?" Cheng Ruxue was puzzled, "Actually, we can live a stable life for the time being, as the fourth master said, once he finds out the clues about the murderer back then, it's not too late for us to take revenge." ”

"He's right, but I can't." Zheng Xiaofeng said in a low tone, "What if that murderer never appears again?" What if his reappearance was decades later? Am I going to wait until decades later to avenge my family? If I don't grasp every clue in front of me and take the initiative to find it, how can I be at ease? How could you possibly live the kind of life you said? ”

He would say this, Cheng Ruxue actually expected it. She wants to keep Zheng Xiaofeng away from danger, but danger doesn't want Zheng Xiaofeng to stay away from it.

Cheng Ruxue originally wanted to say: "But I like you, even if it's for me, can't you live for yourself once?" ”

But after thinking about it, she didn't say this sentence, after all, Zheng Xiaofeng hadn't given her a positive response yet, and she hadn't really accepted her.

"I ...... Gotta say sorry to you...... At that time, it was in the ancient kingdom of Poz...... My dear...... I kissed you...... It's me who is too abrupt...... I hope you don't get angry. ”

With Cheng Ruxue's cleverness, there are actually two layers to her words, which is not only to test Zheng Xiaofeng's heart, but also to know her place in her heart, even if he refuses, she can apologize and give both parties a step down to avoid being too embarrassed. In the face of this matter, she had to be careful.

As soon as she finished speaking, Zheng Xiaofeng suddenly stopped, Cheng Ruxue's heart suddenly tightened, and she thought that she had said the wrong thing and made him unhappy.

But that's not the case.

Zheng Xiaofeng only felt that his eyes were getting darker and darker, and the things in his eyes were getting more and more blurred, and gradually, he couldn't see anything.

"Brother Xiaofeng......" Cheng Ruxue said nervously.

Zheng Xiaofeng simply closed his eyes and said, "I can't see the road, you come to tell me how to go." ”

Cheng Ruxue understood this time, and said with an "oh": "Just keep moving forward, the front is straight, if there is a turn, I will remind you." ”

Zheng Xiaofeng took another step, and just a few steps away, Cheng Ruxue suddenly said "stop", and then he hit a stone.

"Uh......" Zheng Xiaofeng said confusedly.

Cheng Ruxue chuckled: "Tell you to go forward, why do you look like you're drunk?" ”

Zheng Xiaofeng said: "No way, I thought I was walking in a straight line......"

This is indeed a problem, if people can't see anything, they will walk without reference, and their sense of direction and balance will be greatly reduced, it seems that they can only rely on Cheng Ruxue to remind him at all times.

Zheng Xiaofeng slowed down and continued to move forward. Cheng Ruxue asked, "What I said just now...... You're not mad at me, are you? ”

Zheng Xiaofeng thought for a while and said, "Of course not, I can still be liked by people like me now, what else do I have to be angry about?" ”

Cheng Ruxue's happiness is beyond words, since he didn't refuse, will he be far from accepting?

"That'...... I said I like you...... Will you reject me and hate me......"

Zheng Xiaofeng was dumbfounded, how to answer this, his brain was as blank as his eyes.

"You've helped me so much and been so nice to me, of course I won't hate you......"

"Then since you don't hate it-" Cheng Ruxue's voice suddenly became excited, she was stunned, then realized her excitement, and tried her best to calm down and said, "Then since you don't hate it, do you like it......"

"Damn-" Zheng Xiaofeng's heart was completely confused, feeling that she was forcing herself to tell her the truth, can she tell the truth? Seriously, for a moment he really wanted to say it, but he always felt that now was not the time.

Maybe it's like Xu Qingyun said, he just coaxed it.

If a person takes a relationship seriously, his first reaction must be cowardice, and Zheng Xiaofeng is no exception.

"I don't know if I like it or not, and I don't care about these things now."

Cheng Ruxue didn't expect that Zheng Xiaofeng thought about it for a long time, and what he came up with was such a stupid excuse. She laughed happily, and in her eyes, he was no different from admitting it, but it was just a hard mouth.

"Forget it, let's not talk about this, let's take the road in front of us first, and let's talk about it later." Zheng Xiaofeng was sweating profusely, and deliberately changed the topic, "Why don't we talk about something else?" ”

"Okay, I'll listen to you." Cheng Ruxue said obediently, she let him go for the time being, and there was even a little bit of a husband singing with her in her tone, "Then what do you talk about?" ”

Zheng Xiaofeng said: "Let's talk about what you like, right?" Hobbies or something? ”

Zheng Xiaofeng didn't know that taking the initiative to understand a girl's hobbies was actually a good start, the beginning of being a lover.

Cheng Ruxue thought for a while and said, "My hobby...... I love to eat. ”

Zheng Xiaofeng smiled and asked, "What kind of hobby is this?" ”

Cheng Ruxue said: "Girls like to eat, especially desserts, such as cakes and milk tea." I once had a dream of opening my own dessert shop in a small town, where there were not necessarily many customers, but everyone could spend a quiet time in a leisurely and relaxing place. When you are tired, you can order a cup of milk tea or coffee, sit at the table, and everyone can even chat, and over time they will be like friends. Life may be uneventful, but it will be blissful. ”

Zheng Xiaofeng was stunned, and it seemed that he could imagine that beautiful but illusory scene in his mind.

"Sounds pretty good, hopefully one day your dream can come true."

"What about you? What are your dreams? Cheng Ruxue also asked.

Zheng Xiaofeng was stunned for a moment and began to try to recall his childhood dream.

"Ha-" After thinking for a long time, Zheng Xiaofeng remembered some dusty memories a little, "I'll tell you the truth, when I was very young, I once thought about being a policeman, supporting justice and protecting the people." Doesn't that sound funny? ”

Cheng Ruxue shook her head and said seriously: "Although you didn't become a policeman, you have always done a good job. ”