"Perhaps." Zheng Xiaofeng said gloomily.

He has never said the same thing to anyone other than his relatives, and the only ones who know his dream are Zheng Huairen, Meng Yun, and Xiao Sa.

"You didn't realize this dream, and you feel a little lost in your heart?" Cheng Ruxue asked.

Zheng Xiaofeng smiled, but only laughed halfway: "Actually, there is nothing to be disappointed, aren't people like this?" Childhood dreams can only be dreams, and the people who can really realize them are the ones who are one in a million. ”

Cheng Ruxue was silent.

"Sometimes I wonder if if I could have lived the way I wanted if I hadn't been born into such a family."

"Ha-hey-"

Cheng Ruxue suddenly sighed.

Actually, I thought about it too, as if we all yearn for other people's lives and feel a lot of dissatisfaction with our own lives. I often comfort myself that there may be many people who are not as good as me, and they are also envious of me, but the more I experience, the more disappointment I see, the more sadness I see, and I understand that it can only be comfort. ”

"When I was in Sangkai Town, the fourth master talked to me a lot, do you know what he would say if he was here?"

Cheng Ruxue shook her head.

Then she realized that Zheng Xiaofeng couldn't see her shaking her head, so she added, "What do you say? ”

Zheng Xiaofeng replied: "I guess he will say that this is already our life, and the past cannot be changed, so don't waste time on regret, it's better to look forward, how can you make the future better." ”

Cheng Ruxue smiled and said, "I feel that he always sees everything very ideally." ”

"Yes, if an ordinary person said such a thing, I would only think that he didn't have a backache when he stood and spoke, but as one of the four evildoers, I believe he would see no less reality than anyone else. There is reality in his eyes and ideals in his heart, maybe this is what makes him strong. ”

"I think he's a very interesting guy. Wait, turn left. Cheng Ruxue interjected.

Zheng Xiaofeng adjusted his direction. "Indeed, to be honest, I like him a little bit now, and if he hadn't been in the underworld, he would have lived a better life than he has now. Sometimes I even worry that he won't be planted in Yan Feiyu's hands one day, heh, am I a little black and white? ”

Cheng Ruxue was silent again, I don't know why, when she heard the name Yan Feiyu, she suddenly fell into deep thought.

Zheng Xiaofeng didn't get a response for a long time, and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Cheng Ruxue came back to her senses and said, "I suddenly have some new ideas, about you." ”

"Me?"

"Yes, it will allow you to take revenge without having to fall into darkness, and it will also fulfill your childhood dreams."

Zheng Xiaofeng didn't know why, and asked, "What do you think?" ”

"Join the Flying Eagles."

Zheng Xiaofeng was stunned, both suddenly realized and felt that this was nonsense. Cheng Ruxue explained: "The Flying Eagles are a team that investigates the criminal activities of treasure theft all over the world, and if you join them, you may be able to get clues about the murderer, which is better than you are now aimlessly fighting alone, right?" ”

Zheng Xiaofeng's eyes lit up, and then darkened, and said: "With my ability, I'm afraid they won't look down on me, I heard that only three teams in the Flying Eagles team are relatively mediocre, but they won't participate in too many major actions, even if I can enter the three teams, it doesn't mean much." Those who can join the second team are all masters who are one in a million, and the 'big bird' He Xianbi was not killed in the center of the explosion, and I don't have this ability at all. ”

Zheng Xiaofeng's worries are not presumptuous, but true. The four villains, the sixteen thieves, what a legendary figure, if there is no master, how can the Flying Eagles fight against it. Cheng Ruxue also understands this, but she is still full of confidence in Zheng Xiaofeng in her heart: "If you can't do it now, it doesn't mean that you will never be able to do it, I believe that as long as you are willing to work hard, you will definitely become stronger and stronger, you should be a person with strong learning ability, right?" ”

Zheng Xiaofeng thought about it for a while, and suddenly felt enlightened, both relieved of all kinds of misfortunes in the past, and longing for the infinite possibilities of the future, as if he had been blinded by dark clouds for three years, and he didn't expect this layer, and for a while it seemed that a beam of light illuminated his heart. He smiled and said, "I guess so." ”

Xiao Sa once won the national sanda championship, Zheng Xiaofeng only learned from him for a short time, and he was already able to play a lot of tricks with him.

"Can I really start a new journey?" Zheng Xiaofeng couldn't help but think.

"Okay, I promise you, from today onwards I will work hard to make myself a better person." After thinking about it for a long time, Zheng Xiaofeng said firmly, he had not had this firmness for a long time.

Cheng Ruxue was stunned for a moment, her face immediately turned a little red, and she asked shyly, "Why do you want to promise me?" ”

Zheng Xiaofeng was also stunned, and then he realized that promises, aren't they only made for the most important people?

"I ......"

Zheng Xiaofeng was speechless.

"Alright...... Let's go. Cheng Ruxue didn't ask any further, and took the initiative to let him go, she was very, very satisfied to get his answer.

Both of them had smiles on their faces, and after all these years, they had never been happier than they were today, as if they could feel that they had found their own compass.

The greatest blessing in life is nothing more than finding the direction. People often ask themselves what the meaning of life is, and almost all of them can't give a clear answer. For them, the meaning of being alive is to find the meaning of being alive, and now they have finally done it.

Zheng Xiaofeng's pace also unconsciously became brisk.

"I just said that I would have died many times without you, and this time it's you again, so I'm not so confused anymore." Zheng Xiaofeng said from the bottom of his heart, "Thank you. ”

Cheng Ruxue smiled sweetly, if it weren't for the fact that her limbs couldn't move, she really wanted to kiss Zheng Xiaofeng's face now. The atmosphere has come to this.

"Just a thank you is not enough, you have to repay me well in the future." Cheng Ruxue said a little playfully.

"How do you want me to repay it?" Zheng Xiaofeng asked.

"Don't ask me, look at your own sincerity."

Zheng Xiaofeng laughed twice and said, "Okay, then let me reminisce about how many times you have saved me." I remember one time in Tarim Mountain, you destroyed the mechanism on the top of the tomb, so I had time to climb out, in the ancient country of Pozi, it was you who provided the key idea to crack the mechanism, so that we would not be trapped there all the time, by the way, and the ghost market, you stole Zhu Da's magazine, that should be the most thrilling one. Besides...... Doesn't seem like anything? ”

Of course Zheng Xiaofeng knows, yes, of course, in addition to the scattered and scattered spiritual movements, the most important thing must be the one when they were trapped in the sandstorm ten days ago. It's just that what happened that time was too ambiguous, Zheng Xiaofeng deliberately didn't say it, if Cheng Ruxue was willing to mention it, then it was up to her to mention these shy things.

At this time, Zheng Xiaofeng has actually begun to be a little "bad", and letting girls take the initiative to mention shy things can be regarded as a relatively high-level realm.

However, to Zheng Xiaofeng's surprise, Cheng Ruxue just replied "yes", her tone was extremely calm, without even a trace of hesitation, as if she didn't remember this incident at all.

Zheng Xiaofeng was a little confused, it stands to reason that with Cheng Ruxue's mind, she won't even be able to forget this kind of thing, right?

Could it be that her acting skills have reached the realm of perfection, so that she can't even notice a trace of performance?

At this time, Cheng Ruxue said lightly: "Turn right." ”

Zheng Xiaofeng did so, hesitated for a while, and then couldn't help asking, "Are you sure there is nothing anymore?" Want to stop thinking about it? ”

Cheng Ruxue suddenly stopped talking, Zheng Xiaofeng's heart had ten thousand question marks, could it be that she was too twisted in her eyes, which made her unhappy? No, she's not that stingy.

After a long time, Cheng Ruxue said again: "I really can't remember." The tone was still flat.

"Turn left." She said again.

Zheng Xiaofeng did it again, but he had only just taken five steps, and at this moment, he suddenly felt that the fire on his shoulder seemed to have some abnormal movements, he couldn't see it, he didn't know if the fire light had changed color, but he could clearly hear the sound of it beating. Based on the experience of the previous times, it will inevitably jump inexplicably while changing color, and maybe this time will be no exception?

Zheng Xiaofeng immediately became nervous and asked, "What happened?" ”

Cheng Ruxue replied: "It's nothing." ”

"No?" Zheng Xiaofeng said incredulously, "What about the fire on my shoulder?" ”

"Fire? What happened to the fire? She asked, listening in a tone as if she didn't know what the fire was doing.

Zheng Xiaofeng was stupid and almost wanted to ask: "Are you amnesia?" After a moment's hesitation, he changed his words and said, "Didn't it change color?" ”

"Nope."

"But it'...... It ......" Zheng Xiaofeng was so stunned that he couldn't speak, "why did it suddenly jump?" ”

"It could be windy."

"Wind?" Zheng Xiaofeng suddenly had 10,000 yarns entangled in his heart, where did this wind come from, even if there was wind, it would not have an impact on the fire of life, why did Cheng Ruxue suddenly become strange, as if it was not Cheng Ruxue on his back at all.

Wait a minute......

"It's like I didn't carry her on my back......"

Zheng Xiaofeng was instantly taken aback by this idea, and couldn't help but remember that there are many stories about ghosts in folklore, could it be that Cheng Ruxue has been possessed by evil ghosts now, so she said so many strange things?

Depend on! Don't?!

Although this is feudal superstition, it sounds very unreliable, but after experiencing so many unreliable things, he can't help but believe many things. If it's not a ghost, maybe I'm carrying a ghost now!