300, "Social Fear"

Brother Meng, the excision operation went well, and he has been discharged from the hospital and is in good condition.

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Chen Yushi has been working full-time for almost a year.

The monthly income is not very stable, and all platforms combined barely maintain three to five thousand.

Occasionally, there will be more business orders, but not much.

The unit price of self-media of her size is very low.

Basically, they are all dynamic advertisements, how much can you take, and it is also linked to the transaction volume, it depends on whether the audience gives face, copy her password and go to the platform to place an order.

Compared with when I worked in the magic capital, it was a bit exaggerated to say that the income was cut in half, but there was always a one-third less.

However, now she has run back to her hometown to "gnaw at the old".

Remove rent, food, and transportation expenses.

Judging from the overall balance over the past year, there is actually not much difference, and there is only about 30,000 or 40,000 left.

It's just that there are some things that can't just be looked at by income.

Chen Yushi is a working family, and her parents have little education, so she finally provided for a college student to come out and work in a big city, with a monthly salary of more than 10,000 yuan within two years of work, so she naturally feels face-saving.

She quit her job in the magic capital and threw herself headlong at home, which they couldn't understand.

Neighbors are also talking:

Is something wrong with this kid?

It seems to be surfing the Internet upstairs every day.

Say what is made of the video, the gods and ghosts.

What else is a big belly, abandoned, a fetus and goes home to recuperate, what is ghosted, the more exaggerated it becomes.

The poets of Chen Yu are numb.

Her parents are also numb.

The original words of the two were: I was afraid of being asked, and I didn't dare to chat with people.

Even if Chen Yushi repeatedly emphasized that she had not encountered any setbacks in the devil, and she had not been abandoned, she just wanted to stay at home and make money, but she still couldn't erase her parents' worries, and she was still carefully tested at the dinner table every once in a while.

The reason why Chen Yushi didn't work in the magic capital and chose to go home is actually very simple.

There are external factors, there are their own reasons, but it is always their own problem.

For one, she didn't want to roll up.

The xenophobia and competition in the magic capital made her physically and mentally exhausted.

Second, she began to be "socially afraid".

Her social phobia is not a social phobia, but a social phobia.

After graduating, I worked for the sake of having a job.

Steadily advancing prices and housing prices.

People between colleagues squeeze competition, lack of love......

Every aspect made her feel lost.

Chen Yushi summed up this confusion as his own retreat from society.

After encountering psychological difficulties in a highly competitive workplace, he chose to protect himself with a "withdrawn" behavior.

Take the initiative to withdraw from social competition and not let others evaluate you.

It is a kind of sequelae left by the failure of competition in a society that places too much emphasis on competition - that is, lying flat.

Yes, Chen Yushi lay flat.

The parents are a generation with hard work and human relations as the main theme, and they can't understand this low desire, so they abandon most of their social interactions and turn to a lifestyle of "wandering" on the Internet.

In the era when Chen Yushi's mother grew up, if a woman did not marry and did not like to socialize, then she would not only face social pressure, but also have a difficult life.

For example, chopping wood, lighting fires, and working in the fields can cause problems for single women.

But now, with all kinds of social service software and social software, almost all of these things can be outsourced.

She feels that nowadays, it is a good thing for people to be able to say loudly that they are "social phobia", and to label themselves as generalized "social phobia" is a kind of relief and freedom that social progress brings to individuals.

And a lot of people don't socialize, they socialize in other ways.

He looks shy in real society, but in his community, he is active.

Chen Yushi is now active in her own community - running a group.

At present, this group plus herself, a relatively fixed total of four people, all of whom met on the Internet, intermittently for more than two months, and a TRPG regiment of the Gram system was only halfway through.

The last outage was almost a month ago.

The youngest girl, "Lost Dreams", said that her father, who was out at work, suddenly came back and hurriedly went offline and disconnected.

Either Chen Yushi was catching up with the video, or others happened to have no time.

Today it was finally renewed.

Chen Yushi was wearing cotton pajamas, nestled in an ergonomic chair, with her feet on the computer desk, holding the "kidnapped" kitten in her arms, and said to Mai:

"Last time, after a series of explorations, you learned that the missing girl, Aoi, could have fallen into the sewers.

When you're ready, decide to find out.

After some exploration, you finally find a map, and when you look at it, you learn that to get to the entrance, you need to pass through an abandoned subway station.

The metro station was abandoned five years ago.

You turn on your flashlights and go down the stairs.

There was a thick layer of dust on the ground.

If you look closely, you can see some unusual traces.

Under the dust, there are footprints of people, and some of them are the marks of heavy objects being dragged......"

As a KP (host), Chen Yushi, in the process of guiding the plot, the mobile phone next to her butt vibrated a little.

She picked up her phone and continued: "There are still some traces that you can't figure out, what is that?" Take a moment of inspiration. ”

The Daystar in the voice said, "I have forgotten the previous plot." ”

"I remember a woman who promised us last month that we would come every three days, coo-coo." Gin made a pigeon's cry, "Cooing is so brave!" ”

In order to match their time, the dream of pretending to be sick and asking for leave in the afternoon said angrily: "Can you not overtravel!" It's already started! Is it proud to be a pigeon?! ”

Chen Yushi immediately said: "That's it, can this kind of thing be considered a pigeon, don't take materials, and you don't have to play, don't play I'll cut the video." ”

"Play, play!" Gin and Daystar hurriedly said.

After a burst of dice in the headphones, a few lines of information appeared in front of Chen Yushi's eyes on the running group software on the screen.

Dream:

Take an intelligence/inspiration test

- D100 = 51/60 success

Venus:

Take an intelligence/inspiration test

- D100 = 3/60 big success

Another member's gin's voice sounded in the headphones: "One success, one big success, then I don't need to go over it." ”

Chen Yushi's promotion process:

"Misty looked at the marks on the ground, and couldn't help but think that such marks were left by some kind of myriaped insect - if there were a giant insect as big as a man."

"Come to your senses."

Chen Yushi tapped the shortcut key on the keyboard with her foot, and a message popped up:

【sancheck1/1D3】

Dream:

sancheck (sanity inspection)

- 1D100 = 99/50 big failure

The san value is reduced by 1D3 maximum = 3 points, and there are 47 points left

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A word popped out of the mouth of the dream in the voice.

Her voice is cute and a little milky.

Big failure, milk, add a.

made everyone else in the voice laugh.

There are three difficulties in the speech group compared with the text group.

First, role-playing is basically easy to play as yourself, so you should pay extra attention to the tone and tone of voice, and try to fit the character's character.

Second, it is easy to miss the information of voice, and it is easy to miss the key points and deviate.

And - hahaha is contagious, and the progress of the whole group together hahaha has been slowed down.

One question to be clear about the running group is that the Cthulhu style and literary aspects of the running group are not the same, and it is not necessarily as dark and distorted as the text.

Many running groups are cross talk groups in the background of horror, and they are very happy.

When they hahaha.

Chen Yushi pressed the screen, and in the middle of the lock screen, the information content was displayed-

Chen Lele: Sister Meng Shi has come to our school, come and !!

Chen Yushi listened to the voice of the running group from the headphones and looked at the information content on the mobile phone.

On one side is his own pigeon for a month, and it is not easy to get together the beloved members.

On the one hand, there are private messages, comment areas, and I ask my sister offline, asking for contact information, and there is no "scumbag" at all.

There is no doubt about how to choose.