301. Others are hell

Chen Yushi put down the foot that was lifted on the table, pressed the lock screen button, and slapped her palm heavily on the computer table.

With a bang, the tanuki cat nesting on her lap scared out, and some noisy voices instantly quieted down.

Mimeng asked in a low voice: "Sister Yushi, you won't fall to the ground, right?" It's okay, I'm going to call an ambulance for you? ”

Chen Yushi, who has been nesting at home for a year and receives some negative energy every day, was warmed by this nonsensical care, and the excuses on her lips couldn't be said.

Dreaming of this little girl who will only take the high school entrance examination next year, her personality is to think about everything in a bad place.

If you don't reply to her messages for a few hours, you'll think something is wrong with you.

The first thing that comes to mind when you hear the noise is that you have fallen to the ground and need an ambulance.

And she is not only "ruthless" to others, but even more "ruthless" to herself.

Last time, I had allergic rhinitis in a dream for a few days, Baidu checked, compared the symptoms, and told Chen Yushi that he might have cancer, and he didn't dare to go to the hospital for examination, nor did he dare to tell his mother.

A little girl in junior high school actually believes in Baidu, where to reason.

In the end, Chen Yushi, who was also tormented by rhinitis, sent her a box of cetirizine hydrochloride tablets and a saline nasal irrigation device.

"Sister Yushi? Sister Yushi? "At first, the dream was a bit of a joke, but there was no response, and I was obviously anxious.

Emotions are contagious.

She was so anxious that Gin and Daystar, who originally wanted to tease a few words in her voice, hurriedly followed up and asked what happened.

Chen Yushi clenched her fists, gritting her teeth, and didn't tell the lame lie that she came up with on the spur of the moment.

It's hard to fool someone who is caring about you.

She exhaled from her mouth, wrinkled her face and said, "That...... That Meng Shi came to my sister's school. ”

After the words came out, she was also much more relaxed, and continued: "You also know that I have always wanted to link up with him and let him continue to shoot 'A Word of Fish Horror Story', so that I can also rub his heat ......"

Before Chen Yushi finished speaking, Mimeng withdrew from the voice channel.

Gin complained to Chen Yushi: "You also know that Mimeng hates Meng Shi very much, right? ”

Qixing said: "If I'm not mistaken, the father of the dream is Feng Jiewei, isn't he an assistant director in Meng Shi's crew?" Why does she hate Meng Shi, I just wanted her to bring me signed photos of Zhang Fengdao and Guan Bin. ”

Gin said: "Last time you weren't there, Mimeng Meizi said it in the small group, it seems that Meng Shi persuaded her parents to sit down and chat, and then when Director Feng went home, Mimeng happened to skip class to write a group book at home, and was scolded. ”

"Meng Shi, you have done all the bad things!" Daystar shouted at Mai Du in his voice, "Dare to bully our group pet, I will slap you in the face next time I see you!" ”

Gin smiled contemptuously and said: "I will slap my face when I shout online, but I met it offline, hehe, Brother Mencius, hehe, "Westward Journey" is so good, can you add more, I really can't shoot some vlogs." ”

Daystar imitates Cao Cao: "Impossible! When pigs fly! ”

Gin suddenly thought of the video he saw yesterday and said, "No, Sister Yushi, Meng Shi went to Hezhou?"

Isn't he filming in Putuo?

Yesterday, I also saw someone making a fighting sound, and I photographed him and Pan Ya'an, the manager of Times Media, driving a van down the mountain.

There are also bloggers who speculate that Huayi will invest in "Wukong" as the publisher, and Pan Yaning may star. ”

Daystar felt that his gossip was unreliable, and shouted: "Impossible! Absolutely ......"

Chen Yushi saw that they were playing, glanced at the time, and interrupted: "I won't talk nonsense to you, I'm leaving, and I'll be coaxed when I come back." ”

Gin hurriedly said, "Sister Yu Shi, Sister Yu Shi, we have to make some compensation for your pigeon." ”

Qixing, who was clamoring to slap Meng Shi's face just now, decisively agreed: "Let's start a live broadcast, don't you want to rub his popularity, the live broadcast is offline and the single kill, it is absolutely hot, I will go to other up captains to shake people for you." ”

Chen Yushi took out a head rope on the chair, tied her hair, and said, "It's not impossible." ”

With the popularity of "Westbound" and "Extreme Girl Group 2" on Beep Station, Meng Shi is now in the limelight, and it is chilling to rub it, after all, so many up masters in the film and television area are doing videos of westward travel.

There is a newcomer account and a car music review account jointly contributed, specializing in commenting on "Westbound", and now it has 100,000 fans, and the data of each video is good and enviable.

"Westbound" was originally filmed to promote "Wukong", so Meng Shi did not restrict copyright, as long as it was not a direct transfer, whether it was commentary or segmented editing, Qingxue Media and Meng Shi's personal studio, as the copyright owner, would not pursue it.

Although Chen Yushi is also in the film and television area, this kind of film and television drama commentary is not in her field, she just simply edits all kinds of TV series pictures to match the strange stories she said.

So she has always hoped that Meng Shi will make a series of "One Sentence Horror Story" filmed with Xiao Yuer during the previous summer vacation, so that she can have multiple materials in the field she is familiar with.

Chen Yushi opened the curtains, the sunset spread across the sky, overlooking the Shiyang River, and the air was transparent as if she could see the crab hole on the opposite bank.

She flipped out the stand and said to Gin and Daystar: "Then go down first, if I don't see you two at the start of the broadcast, you just wait to die." ”

……

Comrade Xia Qin is a teacher who "has no feelings", but he will not stay in the classroom at this time.

She simply told the students to be safe and to be disciplined when they left before announcing the end of the class.

This time, she even asked the students on duty to ignore the hygiene score and just leave.

The students who couldn't hold back their mood and wanted to see Yi Xiaoxiang were like athletes on the starting line who heard the starting gun, howling "Long live Comrade Xia Qin" from the front and back doors.

Xia Qin didn't have any expression when she heard this title, Meng Shi liked to call it that, and the students also called it that, they were all her children.

She packed up the items on the podium, picked up the sponge and wiped the board book left over from the previous class, wiped it a few times, heard that there was still movement in the classroom, and turned around to see Concubine Huang sweeping the floor with a broom.

Xia Qin said, "Concubine, go with them." ”

Concubine Huang is not a local, she came with her parents.

In an environment where 99 percent of the population is local, and they all communicate in dialects between classes, a layer of social barriers is formed.

And Concubine Huang is a more proud character, so it is even more difficult to fit in, and she can't make any friends.

Concubine Huang lowered her head and swept the floor and said, "I don't chase stars." Then he whispered, "It feels very childish." ”

Xia Qin put down the eraser in her hand, walked to her, took the broom from her hand, and said, "This is for the teacher, you go get another one." ”

The two of them began to clean up together, and after two minutes, Xia Qin pointed to the multimedia curtain and said:

"Sartre has a book, "The Other is Hell," in which he talks about a problem.

How we express ourselves, we change our free will because of what others think of us, that is, we have a label in the world of others.

Because of the label, we don't have the freedom to make choices in this world. ”

Concubine Huang's movements in her hands didn't stop, she was listening.

"This is the answer he gave when the reporter asked Meng if he suggested that young people today imitate his own way and do not care about the opinions of others."

Xia Qin swept the garbage on the ground together, took the dustpan from Concubine Huang's hand, and said:

He gave an example, when Lou San died, everyone was retweeting him, commemorating him, listening to his works or praising him, whether true or not.

Those who don't know Lou San at all will not be truly moved and sad.

Others don't show their grief on the surface.

But others will doubt your essence because of this indifference. ”

Xia Qin emptied the garbage into a trash can with plastic bags and said:

"I can understand that you don't chase stars, and I think they seem naΓ―ve like this, because it's your freedom.

But there are some things that we don't have the freedom to choose, either to follow others or to manipulate others with some means. ”

Concubine Huang was silent.

Xia Qin tied the plastic bag and handed it to Concubine Huang, saying, "People are people in society, not people who are absolutely free.

We need to have our own ability to think independently, to have our own logical thinking, and to have our own way of expressing emotions.

But at the end of the day, we also have to share the same emotions as most people.

Our bodies are controlled by ourselves, but our spiritual world is built up by ourselves and others. ”

Xia Qin looked at Concubine Huang, who was holding the garbage bag tightly, and said:

"The teacher doesn't ask you to cater to anyone, some of these common emotions you don't find meaningful, and you discard them after judging for yourself.

But there are also some things that are felt and cultivated in their own growth, and it is real.

We don't need to oppose for the sake of opposition.

Because sometimes, we also rebel in order to resist the majority.

It's not really a rejection of universal emotions, maybe it's just that you don't like the vibe, and everyone flocks to it. ”

Xia Qin raised her hand, stretched it halfway, her fingers moved a little stiffly, paused for a moment, and finally put it on Concubine Huang's head, stroked it lightly twice, and said:

"Especially people who like to think independently, it's easier to do this, for example, now everyone in the class is discussing Meng Shi, discussing "Westward Journey", and running to see the Yi Xiaoxiang he brought.

You probably don't hate this person, this TV series, this thing.

You just hate the way people flock to it and hype it up. ”

Xia Qin stroked Concubine Huang's hair twice, and then put it down uncomfortably, she was never used to being too intimate with Meng Shi or the students.

"But no matter what your world is like, don't close yourself off too much.

In fact, you are also warm, friendly, kind, and not some freak.

When you choose to immerse yourself in your own world, you run into obstacles in this way to get others close to you.

Nowadays, the vast majority of people are afraid of too many obstacles.

People don't have that much time and energy to come into your world, to get to know the real you, and finally to get to know your true nature.

It makes sense that most people only know another person on the surface.

When you go out into society one day and interview your people, there is no time to go from a poorly expressive, indifferent appearance to recognize that you are a talented, enthusiastic person. ”

Concubine Huang did not fully agree with Xia Qin's education.

She wanted to say that gold always shines, talented people will come out no matter what, and she doesn't want to perform.

But when I met the lonely eyes of this head teacher who had always had a "bad reputation and was hated", I suddenly felt a sour nose, and tears came up in my heart.

Xia Qin took out a tissue from her pocket and handed it over, Concubine Huang had been carrying the garbage bag, wiping her tears with one hand.

Xia Qin gently put her arm around her shoulders and said, "During the summer vacation, the teacher went to Sijiu City alone to watch his concert, and I sat there, I don't know why tens of thousands of people in the venue are shouting for, but I can feel a kind of strength. ”

She reached out and took the garbage bag from Concubine Huang, looked out the window, and said, "Can you accompany the teacher and go to see it again?" ”