Chapter 573, There Is A Love Called Letting Go (1)

Outside the consultation room, Gao Zijian heard all this clearly, he didn't expect such a serious thing to happen to her mother, he looked at Xia Xinran crying bitterly, and his heart also hurt, as if a knife had slashed on it.

At this moment, Wang Hao walked out of the consultation room with Xia Xinran in his arms, and Gao Zijian hurriedly hid at the corner of the stairs, with his back to them, at this moment, he suddenly felt as if he was an eavesdropper.

At the end of the corridor, Xia Xinran said with red eyes and sobbing, "Why is this happening, why is this happening, why does God punish my family like this, since I was a child, my parents divorced, my dad found another woman outside, and it has never appeared again, it was my mother who raised me single-handedly, over the years, she has lost too much for me, for me, she has worked day and night to support the family, for me to go to school, study, I have never felt that I am a child of a single-parent family, my mother gave me all the love, I thought that when I graduated from college and found a good job, I could take good care of her, and she didn't have to work so hard, but now, she is going to suffer this kind of crime again, what to do, I really don't know what to do, my mother can't have anything to do, I only have her as a relative. She was in tears, and the appearance of the pear blossoms with rain made people feel heart-wrenching.

Gao Zijian listened quietly at the staircase, he finally knew why Xia Xinran had never mentioned her father, and at this moment he realized that he didn't know this girl who looked strong, and it turned out that Xia Xinran's heart was under so much pressure.

Wang Hao hugged her, gently stroked her hair with his hand, and comforted her, "It's okay Xinran, don't worry, as long as I am here, I will definitely find a way to cure my aunt, didn't the doctor just say, there is still hope for going abroad, then go to the United States, I think there must be a way to cure my aunt with medical technology there." Wang Hao said seriously, he sincerely hoped that her mother would be healthy.

Xia Xinran looked at him and said a little dazedly, "Go to the United States?" May I? I... I can't get there. "Her mother has spent most of the family's savings to provide for her to go to school, and the only money left, let alone going abroad, is afraid that the medical expenses will be a problem even if she is treated in China.

Wang Hao let go of her, looked at her sincerely, and said, "Then let's go together, I'll figure it out, you don't have to worry about the rest, just wait with peace of mind, haven't you always wanted to study abroad, so that you can not only go to school, but also treat your aunt's illness." ”

Xia Xinran said gratefully, "Wang Hao, I... I don't really know what to say, thank you, really appreciate everything you did for me. ”

Xia Xinran actually didn't want to leave, if her mother wasn't so serious, she wouldn't have to leave, but there was no way, she had to promise Wang Hao, her mother needed treatment, she couldn't leave her alone, no one could be more important than her mother.

Wang Hao kissed her forehead gently, smiled and said, "Hehe, thank you, there is no need to say thank you between us, for you, no matter how much I pay, it is worth it." ”

Xia nodded gratefully, at this time, she suddenly seemed to think of something, she was a little undecided, and her eyes looked very empty.

Wang Hao looked at her and said, "Do you want to think about Gao Zijian again?" Find a time to tell him, sooner or later, I have to talk about it, and my aunt's condition can't be delayed for too long. ”

Xia Xinran said calmly, "Well, I will, I also know that my mother's illness can't be delayed for too long, give me a little time, and I will tell him as soon as possible." ”

After Gao Zijian heard these words, he turned around slowly, his eyes looked a little dazed, he walked towards the building step by step with heavy steps, every step he took, it seemed to weigh a thousand catties, that painful feeling filled his whole body, and the sourness in his heart made him speechless.

How he wanted to rush forward and hug Xia Xinran, and then tell her loudly that as long as he was there, everything would be fine, but he couldn't, because he didn't have the ability to change the status quo at all, he really seemed to cry bitterly, watching his beloved woman heartbroken, and he couldn't do anything to protect her.

What kind of mood would it be, he was ruthless about his incompetence, ruthless about his uselessness, fate played a big joke on him, obviously sent him to heaven, but the next second, he was still in hell.

Gao Zijian walked out of the hospital, and when Dajun saw him come out, he hurriedly came over and asked, "How is Zijian, is something wrong?" ”

Gao Zijian didn't speak, just walked forward slowly, now he can't hear other people's voices, the whole world is full of images of Xia Xinran tearful and Wang Hao kissing her forehead, and he is out of breath.

Dajun was a little puzzled, and thought to himself, what was wrong with this sub-key, but he knew that there was something wrong with the designation, so he hurriedly ran over and asked, "Hey, sub-key, what's wrong, you talk, don't let people be in a hurry." ”

Gao Zijian looked ahead with slanted eyes, and said softly, "Dajun, you let me be quiet by myself, don't follow me." As he spoke, he slowly walked into the distance alone, leaving the army alone in a daze.

Dajun looked at his lonely and sad back, sighed helplessly and said, "It seems that things are not small." ”.....

Gao Zijian came to the park where he and Xia Xinran had come alone, and he sat alone on the bench, quietly looking into the distance, thinking about the happy days they used to have together. The past scenes were like clips from a movie, flashing in his mind, and he could never forget the happy days of the past, and he couldn't forget them.

Thinking of this, he took out the phone and called Xia Xinran, "Hey, subkey." Xia Xinran's voice was a little hoarse and a little low.

"Gladly... You... How are you doing? Gao Zijian wanted to ask her about her mother, but when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say it again.

"Oh, it's okay, I... I'll go back to Fuyang in a few days, and I'll contact you when the time comes, I still have some things here, so I won't tell you about it yet. Xia Xinran didn't tell him about her mother, she thought he didn't know, so she planned to hide it from him for the time being, it wasn't that she didn't want to tell him, but she didn't want him to worry too much about herself, because worrying wouldn't solve the problem.

"Well, I see, you have to take care of yourself, I'll wait for you to come back." After Gao Zijian hung up the phone, he figured out that it was time to make a choice, and perhaps, this was the best ending.

He thought again, 'If I can't bring happiness to Xinran, then please let me bless her, let God bring my blessing to her heart, if you really want to choose to break up in the end, let me bear the charge of betraying love alone, Xinran is a good girl, she will always be the only one in my heart, no one can replace her existence, no matter who it is, no." I really hope that I can spend my whole life guarding her, accompanying her, and pampering her forever, but I can't selfishly deprive her of life, for the sake of her and her mother's future, I can only choose to let go, in order to love her, I choose to let go of her, everything starts with me, and I should end it. 'There's a kind of love called letting go, and Gao Zijian makes the hardest decision a man can make.....