One afternoon, a week later, Xia Xinran called Gao Zijian to say that she had returned to Fuyang City, and Gao Zijian asked her to meet at a Chinese restaurant in Beicheng District in the evening, mainly because it was relatively close to Fuyang Hospital.

Of course, Xia Xinran didn't know what he thought, in the past week, Gao Zijian secretly went to the hospital to see Xia Xinran's mother, all of which everyone didn't know, including Xia Xinran's mother.

He always just watched them quietly outside the door, and sometimes when her mother was the only one left in the ward, he would quietly walk in, sit in front of the hospital bed and watch her mother sleep, and then said to himself, "Auntie, for your sake and Xinran, I will grant you your request." "No one knows that when he said these words, he was in tears......

Gao Zijian still chose a position by the window, he likes to sit in a bright place, which will make his mood better, twenty minutes later, Xia Xinran came to the appointment, "Zijian, I'm in a hurry, sorry for being late again." Xia Xinran said and sat down opposite him.

Gao Zijian smiled calmly and said, "Hehe, no, I just arrived not long ago, and I finished ordering the dishes, all of which you like to eat." ”

He looked at her intently, it had only been a week, she had become a lot haggard, she had lost a lot of weight, and her face was not as good as before, you can imagine how hard she has been these days, and it is so difficult for a girl to be under so much pressure.

Gao Zijian said distressedly, "What's wrong?" I don't think your face is very good, haven't you rested lately? He knew that it was because of her mother's illness that she was so tired, but he couldn't help but ask.

Xia Xinran smiled and shook her head and said, "Huh? No, it could be... The reason why I've been busy studying lately, you don't have to worry about me, I'm in good health. As she spoke, she made a playful gesture to him.

After a while, the dishes were ready, Gao Zijian looked at her and said, "Eat first, this is your favorite boiled meat." Gao Zijian sandwiched a piece of boiled meat for her and put it in her bowl.

Xia Xinran said with surprise, "Wow, do you still remember what I like to eat?" I'm so happy, hehe. She picked up the meat and put it in her mouth greedily, she deliberately pretended to be very happy to hide her emotions, but the more she was like this, the more sad Gao Zijian's heart became.

Gao Zijian hadn't eaten, his pair of sad eyes watched her eat intently, Xia Xinran said while eating, "Hey, what do you think I'm doing?" It's not that I haven't seen it, and I'm not a dish, so hurry up and eat. ”

Gao Zijian forced a smile and said, "I... Just want to take a good look at you, you eat first. ”

Xia Xinran said mischievously, "Okay, okay, I know you miss me, I'll let you see enough after eating in a while." ”

Gao Zijian didn't answer, he still didn't move his chopsticks, and after a while, he suddenly said flatly, "Xinran, there is something... I.. I want to tell you. ”

Xia Xinran replied with a question mark, "Then say, what's the matter?" ”

Gao Zijian looked at her calmly and said, "Xinran, during this time, I thought about it for a while, I thought... We... We still broke up. This is a sentence that he is unwilling to say to her in his life, when this sentence is spoken, Gao Zijian's heart is constantly rising and falling, and the tremor of his voice makes him uncontrollable.

After hearing this, Xia Xinran was suddenly stunned, time seemed to have stopped, she couldn't believe it, the words she heard actually came out of his mouth, she asked with a suspicious tone, "No, Zijian, you... What did you just say? ”

Gao Zijian said again in a trembling voice, "I... I said, we... Parted. ”

'Brush', Xia Xinran's tears flowed down instantly, and in her opinion, this was the biggest injury to her besides her mother's injury, and it was also a deep injury in her heart, she asked him with tears, "Why?" Can you tell me why? ”

Gao Zijian didn't dare to look at her expression, her tearful eyes were the most fatal to him, he was really afraid that he wouldn't be able to control it to tell her the truth, he turned his head to look out the window, trying to make himself look more cold-blooded.

He pretended to be cold and replied, "Because I don't love you anymore, is that okay?" "No one can understand the sadness behind Gao Zijian, even Xia Xinran doesn't understand, he can not love all the women in the world, but only her, he can't help but love, just because he loves her, so he wants to leave her and let her choose her own life and happiness.

Xia gladly stared at him for a while, then laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "Hehe.. Hehe, okay, then you look me in the eye and say, look at me, tell me you don't love me anymore, Gao Zijian, turn your face and look at me and say. Xia Xinran never believed that this would be what he said, she trusted him so much, and felt so sorry for him, but he betrayed her.

Gao Zijian slowly turned his face, looked at her expressionlessly, and said, "I don't love you anymore, let's break up." ”

Xia Xinran wiped her tears, adjusted her mood and said, "Is it because of her?" ”

Gao Zijian knew that she was talking about Zhao Xiaofan, he deliberately pretended to be very impatient and said, "Whatever, you say yes, that is, all in all, it is impossible for us to be separated, so it is good for everyone." ”

Xia Xinran's body twitched a little, she took a few deep breaths, adjusted her emotions, looked at him and said sadly, "I... I really didn't expect you to leave me, so what are the words you once said to me? Is it a joke, or do you think it's just a game, I naively thought that no matter what happened around us, we would never be separated, and we could love each other for a lifetime, until we were old, I trusted you so much, I thought you were a man to rely on, it seems that I was self-inflicted, I really misread you Gao Zijian, you make me sad too much, you hurt a heart that loves you, I will never forgive you in my life. ”

Xia Xinran took off the heart-shaped necklace around her neck, and gave Gao Zijian casually, she got up and ran out with tears in her eyes, if you want to blame, you can only blame fate, Xia Xinran has been thinking about going to the United States for this time.

She decided to go, even for the sake of her mother, she had to try, she thought she could let go of this relationship very calmly, but she found that she couldn't let go of this relationship between herself and Gao Zijian, and unconsciously, she realized that she already loved this rebellious big boy very much.

This kind of love seems to have penetrated into her blood, so she came this time to tell him that her decision to study abroad is inevitable, she just wants to tell him that everything will be fine when she comes back from studying abroad.

They can continue to love each other and walk into the hall of happiness together, but the development of things has gone to the other end, the two people who love each other have been separated because of each other's concealment, is it God's trick, or the things in the world are so difficult to grasp, their love makes people sigh, and people feel helpless, but more but it is regrettable....