Chapter 30: Life is Constant Loss
In the dormitory, Su Han glanced at the bag on the table, hesitated, but still didn't open it.
This was left to Su Han by the director of the orphanage, and it had nothing to do with Su Hang.
He knew he would eventually open it and see what was inside, but the hesitation in his heart was also real.
I didn't pay attention to writing online articles before, if a person really crosses, can he accept everything from another person with peace of mind?
Loved ones, friends, lovers;
Family, friendship, love.
If the predecessor had debts, Su Han would have taken them without hesitation, this would not have been able to escape.
But for the past of the predecessor, the emotions of the predecessor, how to accept it, and how to feel at ease, it is not something that can be explained by crossing through a sentence.
Su Han sat on the bed, leaning back against the wardrobe next to him, smiling bitterly in his heart, secretly saying that he was really entangled and hypocritical.
He turned his head and looked at the three of them who were surfing the Internet on their phones.
With Zhou Zixi and his agent Wang Yao secretly making small moves and breaking the rules, the director is too lazy to prohibit the contestants from using mobile phones.
As long as you don't use it during the day, don't shoot secretly, don't be too arrogant, and the director is generally too lazy to care.
First, the show is about to end, and second, Su Han has always felt that the director has been a little absent-minded recently.
Maybe the show filming lasted almost a month, too tired?
"Mo Li, what did you say to the fans today?" Su Han asked suddenly.
Mo Li is doing business on Weibo, Zhao Ziliang is reading novels on his mobile phone, and Wei Xiao is swiping station b, hehe smirks.
Hearing this, only Mo Li raised his head and said with some embarrassment: "They seem to be ready to ask the tenant to help cut it...... Oh no, it's voting. ”
"If you vote once in each period, you can reduce the rent by 50%; Promote it to your friends, depending on the quantity, and you can also reduce a lot of ......"
Su Han was stunned, he didn't expect those three girls to be so good at playing.
Three buildings, let's count it as 20 floors, 3 households on each floor, there are 180 households in total, two or three people in each household, each with their own circle of friends......
It seems to be very interesting!
And in Shenghai, the monthly rent is less than seven or eight thousand, and the one-time reduction is 50, which is enough to last until the end of the show.
Xiong Yufan and the three of them got the tickets, and the tenants were relieved, and they were all happy.
In fact, there are a lot of fans of Mo Li's three people now, who met through Su Han's hot searches, through Xiong Yufan's three Amway, and those who watched the show and were circled.
The strength of the three is not weak, and it can even be said that because of many years of experience in underground bands, they are stronger than most of the contestants in terms of singing instruments and have a solid foundation.
It's just that it lacks eye-catching features, lacks the marketing of the team behind it, and lacks professional fan management, so it can't convert all fans into program voting.
If there was no Su Han, it would be difficult for the three of them to escape from the scene, but now, the result is uncertain.
Glancing at the bag on the table again, Su Han picked up his mobile phone and opened Weibo, and swiped it boredly.
"Mo Li, take a video for me."
"Huh?" Mo Li felt a little surprised, Su Han posted on Weibo only a handful of times, how did he think of shooting a video tonight?
Won Zhou Zixi, the interest is very high?
The audience was so hot tonight that they were even reluctant to end the concert and forcibly returned, and there was no doubt about the outcome of the event.
Thinking of Zhou Zixi being slapped in the face, with a black face, he didn't even care about the fans meeting, and left ahead of schedule, Mo Li felt comfortable in his heart.
He was a little excited and asked, "What are you going to shoot?" ”
"Weibo is asking, simply explain to fans what is called moonwalk and zombie dance...... There is also the secret of the 45° inclination. ”
It's only been an hour, and the video of the concert has been spread all over Weibo, with various angles, contestants, and unchanged fans cheering.
Sitting in the back, it's not so much listening to the contestants singing, but listening to the fans around them sing.
Among them, Su Han's "Dangerous" and the later "Huo Yuanjia" are the most popular.
The former mainly focuses on novel dance moves, as well as a few seemingly unbelievable movements;
The latter is the most direct feeling of the audience, even if the scumbag sound quality of the live video makes passers-by listen to it and want to hear the full version immediately.
Su Han had a feeling that Nong Jiale and Zhou Zixi, who were in front of him, might have to sleep with their butts covered tonight.
Upload videos and photos of the soles of special leather shoes to Weibo, and play tricks with fans.
Su Han glanced at the time, took a deep breath, and finally carefully opened the bag sent by Fang Xun.
Lying quietly inside was a thick photo album.
The cover of Su Hanmo's is very smooth, accompanied by a certain smell that only humans have, as if it carries warmth.
Maybe the dean will often take it out and look at it.
Here are all the photos of Su Han from childhood to adulthood, from 1 to 19 years old.
At the first glance, Su Han felt that his eyes were slightly sour, and he looked up at the ceiling for a while before gradually relieving himself.
In the photo, a woman about 30 years old is holding her infant child with a look of pity.
At that time, there was a heavy snowfall, and the date stamp in the corner of the photo reads 2002.10.26, which is a heavy snowfall in late autumn, which is extremely rare in the south now.
But Su Han remembered very well that at that time in Linzhou, there would be occasional snow in winter.
In Linzhou, Jiangsu and Zhejiang that year, on a snowy night, the thirty-year-old dean picked up a child by the river.
She gave the child her last name and named him Han, allowing him to grow up in a loving environment.
Since then, it rarely snows in Linzhou, and even in winter, there is no longer such a heavy snowfall.
Su Han slowly flipped through the photo album, with mixed feelings in his heart.
The dean of the two timelines looks exactly the same.
On another world line, because Su Han's name was too cold, it was later changed to Su Airlines.
At that time, astronauts were very popular, and every child wanted to be a scientist, to be an astronaut.
If it weren't for Su Yuhang's duplicate name with others, Su Hang's name might have become three words.
As he gets older, the difference between Su Han in the album and Su Hang in another world is getting bigger and bigger.
More handsome, more cheerful, more lively, and more pursuing.
The reason is that the dean of this world lived five more years.
Alzheimer's disease, also known as Alzheimer's disease, is considered to have an early onset before the age of 65.
But the dean is one of the very few examples, some kind of birth defect, accompanied by physical failure, and finally death.
The dean of the other world, only 45 years old, suffering from Alzheimer's disease, walked to the river one morning and fell into the water.
Su Hang was very painful, because when he was a child, he always liked to stand by the river and not go home, and always felt that his parents would find him.
At that time, the director would come to the riverside, touch his head, and lead him back to the orphanage.
We always know what we have when we lose.
Su Hang lost the love of his parents in his infancy, and he didn't know anything at that time.
When Su Hang was more than ten years old, he lost the dean, and he realized that he had lost a mother again, and he would never have it again.
Su Han in this world is much happier, the dean has accompanied him through his childhood and youth, and Su Han's growth environment has made him more sunny and confident, not dull, not depressed.
There are many differences between the two worlds, with different place names, different literary works, different friends who grew up together, and even different times and ages.
But Su Han is very glad that the dean is the same, and her love that is not a mother but is better than a mother is also the same.
Su Hang, who was in another world, didn't have time to see the dean for the last time and say the last word.
Su Han of this world was still visiting the dean at least a few months ago, and at least the dean left a letter.
If he had been reborn a few months earlier, Su Han would have been by the dean's side.
Instead of being full of fear and despair about the dean's condition, he didn't dare to go back as if he was running away.
There are always regrets in life, people are always regretting, and they are always not satisfied, so they will look forward to those choices that they have not made.
The best thing about this emotion is that you can always imagine that another option would be better.
Even if it doesn't turn out that way.
Picking up the letter sandwiched in the album, Su Han's heart was unexpectedly calm, like a lake after a wave.
A few beautiful small words on the envelope, goodbye for many years, familiar with the same.
Leave it to Akan.
He carefully opened the envelope.