Akan, I feel that my time is running out, and I don't know when it will become muddy again, so I have to write this letter in a hurry.

But when I picked up the pen, I had a thousand words in my heart, but it was knotted, as if I didn't have to say anything.

When I picked you up back then, I was distressed and worried. The children in the orphanage are as young as four or five years old, and you, who are only the size of a kitten, make me very stressed.

But I am very happy in all these years of growing up with you.

My disease runs in families, and the exact cause is unknown.

So I'm not going to get married, and the orphanage is just working, thinking that after a few years, I will quit and wander the world, and I may die quietly somewhere.

You have made me care about the world for so many years.

Especially now that I feel that my life is short, I can't stop feeling sad when I think of you.

I wiped my face just now, and I found that my body had almost no strength, and that was all I wanted to say.

Looking back on the past, saying too much will only increase the sadness.

Looking to the future, I will worry about your life, and I will regret that your future will no longer have me.

Looking at you is like looking at the little child in my arms, the fragile seems to be broken at the touch of it.

Will you be able to find the job you want after graduation?

Can you support yourself by composing?

Can you get along well with your colleagues?

Will you be able to live well?

Brush your teeth and wash your face every day, and don't be lazy.

Don't sleep with the air conditioner on all the time, you will catch a cold.

Don't stay at home for ten days and half a month, exercise more and protect your body......

I don't have time anymore, and I don't have anything left for you.

I really want to stay by your side and spend more time with you, even if it's just for a while.

But maybe that's fine, otherwise I'm afraid I'll watch you cry and be undignified.

My darling, can you be happy?

You must remember to say that the heart is very complex and communication is very important.

…… Don't be sad, we are all in the past, don't abandon it, but don't dwell on it either.

Akan, try to get to your goal.

It's not that I raised you, it's that you redeemed me and made me feel happy all my life.

Although there are regrets, there are no regrets.

……

……

Wow –

Scoop up a handful of water and hit it on your face, tears mixed in it, and ticked down on the sink.

Some people say that the essence of love is sadness, and the more you love, the more sad you are, because love is too beautiful and too fragile.

But this kind of sadness makes people willing and willing.

Su Han couldn't help but think of the dean of another world, his self in another world.

This letter was written to Su Han, but it was also written to Su Hang, and his heart, which had been numb for many years, suddenly couldn't help but pinch it, his nose was sour, and his eyes couldn't stop red.

"Su Han, your eyes are so red......"

"Smack-" Mo Li slapped Wei Xiao on the forehead, and pressed the person on the bed in a daze, unable to get up for a while.

Su Han smiled reluctantly, slowly lay on the bed, and carefully covered the quilt, just like the dean used to do every night.

Closed the curtains around the bed, and it was dark.

Su Han looked at the bed board above, the backpack, the photo album and the letter were on it, leaning against the luggage.

A wall that has been built in my heart for many years is shattered tonight, and all kinds of memories and emotions are disturbing my heart.

In particular, the memories of past lives are as clear as a movie.

Su Han recalled songs, recalled movies, but never recalled life.

But tonight, everything from childhood is replaying in my mind over and over again.

Su Han cried silently, even if he closed his eyes, the sadness in his heart came out from all over his body.

Every pore, every inch of skin, took away Su Han's strength.

……

……

"I'm going to be a singer in the future!"

"Huh? Is singing fun? ”

"Hmph, little brat, what do you know! Music can express what you want to say and connect everyone, which is many, many times better than speaking! ”

"I want to use music to meet more people, connect with everyone in this world, and share my feelings!"

"Akan, come too!"

"Then I'm going to learn to compose, and I'll write songs for you to sing!"

……

……

Su Han sat up suddenly, and dry tears formed a layer at the corners of his eyes and cheeks, which also made him a little unable to open his eyes.

After a moment of trance, Su Han suddenly recalled last night's dream, and in the end, it seemed that two children were pulling the hook.

One is herself, and the other should be a girl, with the childish old age unique to children.

But the girl's face was blurry, and she couldn't remember anything.

It was at this time that Su Han found that he had all the memories of his predecessor.

But unlike the memories of another world, the more the memories of the predecessor go forward, the more blurred they become, just like the memories of normal people.

Does this mean that I have finally accepted my current self and finally integrated into the world?

Su Han looked at his slender fingers and fair skin, and remembered the decision he made last night.

Coming into this world, I want to do something.

Do what you want to do and do what you can.

First of all, you can't waste this rare talent, and you can't kick your ass again.

With the crystallization of the culture of another world, let's realize the ideals of our predecessor first.

……

……

The show was still going on, and Su Han finally figured out the way forward, full of energy.

He doesn't like to use the phrase "reconcile with himself", which will have a feeling of "the past self is not himself" and "the current self is the new self".

Throw your previous mistakes, regrets, and regrets on your former self.

Anyway, can my former self still run over and punch my current self twice?

Whether it is the previous choice or the current choice, in Su Han's opinion, as long as the decision is made seriously, there is nothing to blame.

The choice you didn't make might have a better outcome, but maybe it would have made things worse?

If you look into it carefully, it becomes meaningless, and it is originally some kind of spiritual illusion sustenance.

For Su Han, he didn't want to enter the entertainment industry before, because of his personal personality, and because his career as a social animal exhausted his momentum to fight.

And now it was decided to keep moving forward, and the dean's letter was just a new stage, not a fuse.

Previously, Su Han and Mo Li worked together, watching tens of thousands of spectators cheering on the stage, and the excitement and excitement behind the tension couldn't be hidden.

The choice he made now was the experience of this time, which made Su Han know more and gradually changed his mind.

Whether it was before or now, the choice is deliberate, but the mood of the individual is different.

Just when Su Han was about to break through himself and get familiar with performing in front of people as soon as possible, there was a problem with the program team.

There has been no clear arrangement for the program in the past two days, Su Han returned to the original group again, followed Mo Li and the three of them, and took turns to listen to the lectures under several tutors.

For Su Han before, this leisurely rhythm may not be able to ask for it, and he is too lazy to delve into what happened.

But now Su Han inevitably feels a little strange.

In the office of the program team, director Takashima rubbed his face tiredly, and his face was flushed.

The four tutors also sat around the table, except for the eldest Zhao Yichen, who looked calm, Jiang Jingshu, Su Li, and Pineapple all frowned.

With Su Han's several hot searches, coupled with the popularity of other contestants' own water army, the dream-chasing boy has unconsciously become the hottest talent show in this time period.

This is undoubtedly a good thing, but the program team is a little congested now.

Penguin Video is not ready to extend the program time, because the follow-up to this time period is a TV series that Penguin Video has been preparing for a long time.

The top idol, the script adapted from the online text, eats all the fans at once, which is completely incomparable to a group of dream-chasing teenagers who have not yet debuted.

But then again, Penguin Video has previously asked the program team to add a performance.

Here's the problem.

The original time was for the end of this month, which lasted for the whole month of July to end the show.

Now there is only one week left, and two performances are inserted.

What is this operation?!!

Takashima was tortured and lost his temper.

They want the horses to run, and they want the horses not to graze.

A good woman has to challenge the riceless cooking.

What else can be done? The task of the leader is just that.

"Now there's only one way. At the end of the last performance, we can't be sloppy, so we can only make some changes to the third performance that has been added. ”

Takashima's voice was hoarse, he had suddenly killed a bunch of brain cells in the past two days, and he grabbed a handful of hair every day, which was shocking.

Seeing the eyes of several mentors, Takashima straightened out his thoughts and said, "On the surface, it is a public performance, but it is actually a special program. ”