"Since you and I have so much resentment in our hearts, let's get together and disperse, and I will pay you living expenses before May 2nd." Ji Shaotang said weakly.

Ji Xibai stumbled into his room, and half an hour later took out two suitcases and slammed the door.

Ji Shaotang sat slumped on the sofa, buried his head in his knees, and cried silently.

It is never the last straw that crushes the camel, it is every one.

If this continues, who will die?

Ji Shaotang turned on the computer to watch the operation video and forced himself to draw his attention back.

Life is reproduced over and over again, reminiscent over and over again, trying, and suffering will be smoothed out in the reproduction, and it will no longer be suffering. All misfortunes are nothing to mention in the contrast of happiness. But everything that has been experienced will not be easily forgotten, so many people live in happiness, but they suffer all their lives.

Ji Shaotang did not allow himself to suffer.

Ji Xibai moved out and didn't call again, nor did he tell Ji Shaotang where he lived, he only sent a text message asking Ji Shaotang to transfer him 10,000 yuan.

Ji Shaotang looked at the four-digit deposit in the card, and finally transferred 6,000 to him, leaving 1,000 for himself as living expenses.

From beginning to end, she was the only one who was careful about the calculations.

On the weekend, Ji Shaotang was going to see Zhao Lan in prison. She wore her most beautiful clothes, put on light makeup, and took a taxi to prison. met He Yanshen and Ji Shaoliu at the door.

He Yanshen leaned against the car door and smoked, spitting smoke rings little by little, Ji Shaoliu stood next to him and looked at him, his eyes were a little red.

Ji Shaotang was secretly glad that he casually pulled a mask and put it on when he went out, and the mask covered most of his face. The night a week ago was still popping in his mind, and He Yanshen's gentle calls were still ringing in his ears. His sometimes gentle, sometimes rough movements seem to have just happened, which is devastating.

She got out of the car and walked towards the prison gate.

"Sister?" Ji Shaoliu still recognized her, and she shouted in surprise.

Ji Shaotang had to stop and turn his head to look at them: "Don't call me that, I can't stand it." ”

Ji Shaoliu: "Sister, are you coming to see Auntie?" ”

Ji Shaotang: "It has nothing to do with you. ”

"Sister, I just came over with Yan Shen to see Auntie, after all, she is also Dad's ex-wife, isn't she?" Ji Shaoliu said.

"What do you see her doing? What does she have to do with you? Even if she Zhao Lan is Ji Guohang's ex-wife, it has nothing to do with you, the child of the junior. ”

He Yanshen: "Ji Shaotang, apologize!" ”

"Why should I apologize?"

"You say that Liu Liu is the child of the junior"

"I don't apologize, and the truth won't let me tell? He Yanshen, don't forget that you should deal with me, and you won't trouble Zhao Lan again. ”

He Yan's deep eyes narrowed dangerously: "Promise you?" When? ”

Ji Shaotang was stunned: "You...... You don't want me to tell Ji Shaoliu about that. ”

"Heh, you dare to threaten me? Then you say, come, tell Liu Liu how your titular sister seduced her boyfriend a week ago, and how did she ......"

Ji Shaotang: "He Yanshen, shut up!" ”

He Yanshen walked over step by step and pinched her mandible: "Wasn't it quite imposing just now?" Why, I don't dare to say it now. He looked at Ji Shaotang's face seriously, felt that there was less flesh on his chin, and his brows furrowed.

Ji Shaotang couldn't break free: "Let go of me." ”

He Yanshen withdrew his hand, found a trash can to extinguish the cigarette butt in his hand, and said, "Ji Shaotang, I have already said hello, from today onwards, you don't have to come to the prison to visit Zhao Lan again." ”

Ji Shaotang was taken aback: "What do you mean?" ”

He Yan snorted coldly: "Literally." ”

Ji Shaotang clenched her fists, from beginning to end, she was the one who was controlled, the one who was trampled on the soles of her feet, the one at the bottom of the class society, no matter how she resisted, she would never be able to fight for privileges.

The impact brought by He Yanshen Ji Shaotang couldn't figure it out for a long time, but Ji Xibai was still digging a pit waiting for her to jump.

Because Ji Xibai didn't go to school for a long time, Ji Shaotang could still force him to go to school when he was there, but since he moved out, no one cared about it, Ji Xibai was too family, he didn't go to school six days a week, and one day was a holiday.

His homeroom teacher finally couldn't bear it anymore and could only choose to call Ji Shaotang.

Ji Shaotang had just come down from an operation when she received the call, and the patient had acute appendicitis, and they had just removed her necrotic appendix. After the operation, Ji Shaotang also felt that his stomach hurt.

She tiredly changed back into her white coat, and the mobile phone in her pocket was vibrating lively.

Ji Shaotang went to school, sat on the chair next to the young head teacher, and quietly listened to the other party's accusations.

"Miss Ji, we all know the situation in your family. You're busy with work and often don't take care of your brother, but he hasn't been to school for a day in the last two weeks, so you have to give an explanation. If this continues, we can only choose to let Ji Xibai squat. The head teacher pushed his rimless glasses and looked at her with a frown.

Ji Shaotang smiled kindly at the head teacher, "Teacher Li, my younger brother just turned eighteen years old yesterday, and since yesterday, I can't take care of him anymore." I can't help it. I also know Ji Xibai's academic performance, just forget about squatting or something, I don't think there is any need to waste time. I haven't learned anything in 12 years, can I expect him to go from a junior college or even a single trick to a student in just one year? No way! There are more than a month left in the college entrance examination, so let him be, I can't control it. He really doesn't come to school, can I apply for a home study for him? That way, we don't have to be embarrassed. ”

Teacher Li widened his already big eyes in surprise and looked at Ji Shaotang. He doesn't quite understand, other parents are all looking forward to their sons becoming Chan and their daughters becoming phoenixes, why did they come to Ji Shaotang casually? Can't take care of it? It's no wonder that it's a family, and the emotional brain is not very clear.

He pushed his glasses again, probably an action engraved in his bones. "Since you as a parent say so, I'll do it casually. Isn't the job of a teacher to support students, schools, and parents? If you say this, I don't have the mood to train your brother anymore, so apply for home learning, as long as he agrees. ”

Ji Shaotang raised his eyebrows.

Walking on a street south of the school with Ji Xibai, who he hadn't seen for a long time, Ji Shaotang's emotions that had been brewing for a long time calmed down suddenly.

This street is the one she remembers most vividly in her childhood.

When they were seven or eight years old, their family lived in the neighborhood. Zhao Lan's younger brother, Zhao Mingcheng, once attended this high school. When he was a child, Zhao Mingcheng still respected Zhao Lan very much and doted on Ji Shaotang.

She said to herself: "Xiaobai, do you remember? The shop that sells breakfast over there used to sell salted crispy chicken, fragrant and crispy salted crispy chicken, you especially liked to eat it when you were three or four years old, and your mother always bought it for you. And over there, there used to sell wontons, and siu mai. We flew kites in one square over there and played all day in a playground on the other side. When you were a child, you had a very cute smile, and the first bite of delicious food must have been given to me. You ......"

"Enough, don't talk about it, I don't remember!" Before Ji Shaotang finished speaking, Ji Xibai interrupted her.

Ji Shaotang looked back at Ji Xibai and sighed, "Obviously you know, obviously you remember everything, but you always don't admit it, why?" Tell me, Ji Xibai, why? Well? Because you think Zhao Lan is a murderer, and it's a shame to be his son? Or do you think that I don't have Ji Shaoliu, He Yanshen is rich, I can't give you good food and drink, and I can't afford you to wear famous brands to put on a show? Xiaobai, there are some things that are not yours, no matter how much you covet them, they are not yours. He Yanshen is rich, he can spend money like dirt at the moment, you can give it to you as soon as you open your mouth, what can you do? Can you guarantee that he will never get tired of you for the rest of his life and support you for the rest of his life? Do you think Ji Guohang is so good, why don't you go to his household registration book but on mine? Well? Have you thought about this question? Do you think Song Yao treats you as her own son, but have you forgotten how she harmed Ji Guohang and Zhao Lan in their divorce? Xiaobai, I won't say anything superfluous, but there are some things that I have to let you understand. I'm your sister, biological, I'm not good for you, who am I good for? I've been telling you this since you were seven or eight years old, but what about you, you turned around and treated Ji Shaoliu as your sister. Do you think he's really doing it for your good? Xiaobai, this is the last time I will say these words to you, if you figure it out, let's watch it yourself. ”

Ji Shaotang ordered, left Ji Xibai and went home alone, made himself a dinner like a walking corpse, and ate it without knowing the taste.

The tablet is still playing the video of the operation, the computer is the medical records of the child in Gulbahar, and in the living room, a pure black lamb is snoring.

It was a gift from Little Coulee to her.

Gulbahar's illness has worsened, and in the last two weeks, she has undergone chemotherapy twice, one with sepsis and the other with hemolysis, and the child rolls in bed in pain, praying for euthanasia.

Everyone felt that she was pitiful, and everyone pitied her, but in front of life, everyone was as small as dust and couldn't save her at all.

On Wednesday, the elder Guli finally brought a pure black lamb to the little Guli after seeking the consent of the hospital. That night, Gu Li took the lamb in his arms and slept as he wished, and gave the lamb to Ji Shaotang the next day.

Raising sheep is a very troublesome thing, she doesn't want it and is afraid that the child will be sad, so she can only bring it back.

"Xiaoha" is the name given by Coulee to the lamb.

"Baa~", Ji Shaotang raised his head from the computer, glanced at Xiaoha, and buried his head again.

In this lonely life, maybe this will be the only creature that accompanies her.

Gulbahar was short in life, but Xiao Ha was extremely lively.

Ji Shaotang frowned and told it to be quiet, but this kind of little lamb who is a little more than a month old doesn't understand what quiet is at all except for sleeping.

It always ran happily in the two-bedroom room, crashing into every piece of furniture in the house. It simply learned to go to the toilet in the sand box, so that Ji Shaotang would chase after it every day and shovel for it.

Ji Shaotang may be studying medical records, or watching panda videos, in short, she must not have slept yet.

He Yanshen thought so.

Yes, Ji Shaotang likes to watch videos of panda cubs drinking milk, and he enjoys watching them every day, sometimes for two hours.

He Yanshen sat in the brightly lit box, with a few bottles of expensive wine on his right, and a thank you mobile phone in his left hand turned repeatedly.

He hadn't seen Ji Shaotang for a week.

The two of them seemed to have a convention, to see each other every Sunday, and then not to be in touch for a week. Although the weekly meeting was made by him to coincide with all sorts of deliberate coincidences.

Today, or tomorrow, he can see him again.