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In the ears, several children of the family laughed and played, and some people sang difficult songs with broken voices, which were noisy and ugly. Wine glasses collided, the princesses laughed coquettishly, a few greasy teasing, and a few ugly swear words.
It all sounds irritating. He has been instilled with the concept of "entertainment" since he was a child, and has learned how to pretend to be patient and how to pretend to be pleasing to please, although their He family's industry is one of the best in the city, but he He Yanshen is not the prince.
He's just an heir, a tool.
How many women his father has outside, who he has had children with, and how many children the He family doesn't care, the He family only cares about him as a flag that can be put on the table, can be controlled, and can be introduced to the world. Fortunately, he was excellent, otherwise his father would have been able to choose one of his many illegitimate children to replace him.
He Yanshen has been told since he was a child that he should listen to the deep meaning from the words of adults, speculate, and explore. There are countless lies around him, and if he is not careful, he will be knocked into the sleeve.
He hates all mistresses, all those who destroy other people's families, and even more all men who look for mistresses.
When he was seventeen or eighteen years old, he couldn't understand those people, why the flowers at home were so fragrant and colorful, and he couldn't help but tease them when he saw the wildflowers outside? Why indulge when you get it, and hurt it when you get it?
He warned himself early on that whoever he liked, he liked it wholeheartedly. Maybe he'll be able to act, he'll act like a playboy, he'll be drunk. But he was real, paranoid, dark, and shunned from wine.
He provoked Ji Shaotang and became Ji Shaoliu's boyfriend, in the final analysis, he has already been classified as a wave with those people.
He Yanshen drank the last sip of wine in the cup, staggered to his feet, and walked to the door alone, and no one noticed him.
He Yanshen was a little drunk, in fact, since he was sixteen or seventeen years old, he had followed He Father to entertain various occasions, and his alcohol consumption had been perfected, and it could be said that he was not drunk with a thousand glasses. But every time he meets Ji Shaotang, he is always a little drunk.
What a terrible theorem this is, he does not understand.
The driver parked the car under the apartment building with ease, He Yanshen got out of the car, and looked up to see a warm yellow floor lamp in the living room of Ji Shaotang's house on the twelfth floor, he guessed right, Ji Shaotang hadn't slept yet.
He Yanshen smiled lightly and raised his feet into the floor.
When the doorbell rang, Ji Shaotang was writing medical records, his long hair was casually draped, and Xiaoha was eating her hair beside him.
Ji Shaotang glanced at the door and ignored it.
The doorbell rang again, and she put the computer aside, pulling out its long yellow hair from Xiaoha's mouth, wondering if she should cut her hair tomorrow.
Xiao Ha followed her to open the door, the door opened, and He Yanshen stood straight and straight, with no expression on his face.
Ji Shaotang: "......!!! She decisively chose to close the door.
He Yanshen raised his arm against the door, slammed the door open with a little force, and pushed Ji Shaotang in.
"You don't want to see me, wife?" He Yanshen opened his mouth, and his voice sounded a little hurt.
Ji Shaotang was shocked by him, his eyes showed a fierce light, even if he recognized the wrong person again, he wouldn't even remember where his home was, right?
She took a step back: "You recognized the wrong person. He Yanshen, you can see clearly, I am Ji Shaotang, Ji Shaotang, the Tang of Begonia, not Ji Shaoliu. ”
He Yanshen shook his head, "No one will admit you if I admit my mistake." ”
Ji Shaotang had no choice but to hold her forehead, she felt that she was quite Mu Na alone, why did she blow up as soon as she met He Yanshen? She took a deep breath and was about to say something, but Xiao Ha called "baa~baa~" and didn't listen.
He Yanshen was attracted by the cry, and then he saw this kind of black shiny little lamb, looked at Ji Shaotang and then looked at Xiaoha, and then said: "If you like small animals, I will buy you a cat or dog, and you raise it to play, why do you raise a sheep at home?" Ready to raise a roasted whole sheep? I remember you didn't like mutton. ”
Ji Shaotang was tired by his words, what does it mean to raise a pet just to eat roast whole sheep? Besides, she doesn't know how to eat meat at all, okay? That's not the point, though. She pushed He Yanshen impatiently: "I want you to take care of it." Get out of here, you really can't remember the place, I can make a call for you to call your girlfriend to pick you up. Mr. He, can you see what time it is? If you don't sleep, don't disturb the people, okay? ”
He Yan simply stopped talking, squatted down and touched Xiao Ha's head, this stupid sheep didn't feel the tension between the directors at all, and obediently let He Yan touch deeply.
"Liu Liu, I'll buy you a cat tomorrow, this kind of hairstyle pet is not easy to raise. Besides, it's not a pet. If you are reluctant, I will drag a friend to raise it in the horse farm, and you will have time to see it. He Yanshen spoke casually while holding the sheep.
With a "willow willow", He Yanshen sentenced Ji Shaotang to death.
The latter stood stunned, not uttering a word. His dim eyes stared at He Yanshen, and there was no light in his eyes.
No wonder the director always said that she has the Buddhism that young people don't have and the indifference to get by, but she doesn't have the vigor and vitality that young people should have.
Ji Shaotang came back to his senses, took his mobile phone and walked back to He Yanshen, squatted down and looked at He Yanshen, entered a line of words in the search bar, opened the web page, put the mobile phone screen in front of He Yanshen, and said, "You take a good look at whether I am your willow, come, open your eyes and take a look." He Yanshen, look, if you remember that you called me Liu Liu, and you think that your lovely Liu Liu is so gray and disgusting, will you feel even more disgusting? ”
Ji Shaotang crackled a few words, and He Yanshen's face suddenly changed: "My wife will not be defeated, I have never been tired of her!" ”
Ji Shaotang's heart was numb, but the mobile phone in his hand was closer: "Yes, look, how beautiful and bright she is, how good she is with you." ”
On the screen of the mobile phone, a photo of a talented woman. The man's suit is straight, the hair is very delicate, the woman is wearing a long skirt, makeup, her hair is coiled, her smile is shining, she is obediently leaning on the man's arms, the two of them look at each other, looking very loving.
He is used to acting on the spot, and Ji Shaoliu is not bad at all, if they are partners, it must be the actor and the actress. He Yanshen laughed at himself in his heart. After mocking himself, he raised his head and looked at Ji Shaotang again: "Yes, my wife, beautiful, bright, and very compatible with me." ”
Ji Shaotang's heart was still slightly painful, and she withdrew her mobile phone, "So, Mr. He should go back to her." ”
He Yan was deeply paranoid: "She is right in front of me, and I won't go anywhere." ”
Xiao Ha bleated and arched He Yanshen's calf with his head.
Ji Shaotang thought that she was probably cheap.
is so cheap that he can be deeply embraced by He Yan, and the two of them can sleep in the same bed like an ordinary couple.
Who doesn't expect to be loved, but can stolen love be called love?
She tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, but He Yanshen slept unusually sweetly.
Why should she passively accept it? Why can He Yanshen trample on her love at will? Why did Ji Shaoliu easily take away everything from her?
Why?
If you really want to blame her, you can probably only blame her for being weak, blaming Zhao Lan for being weak, blaming the interests of class and society, and blaming her for being cheap.
In the second half of the night, Ji Shaotang slowly fell asleep. He Yanshen's arms were tightly wrapped around her like an iron wall, and she slept all night.
Until he arrived at the hospital, Ji Shaotang was still very glad that he had a shallow sleep and didn't sleep well, he got up at five o'clock and broke free from He Yanshen, otherwise she could guess what kind of chicken, flying and dog jumping this morning. '
Gulbahar had also risen, her face much paler than the previous week, and she looked as disillusioned as she was.
Ji Shaotang pinched her thin arm and said, "Xiaoha is very good at my house, it has learned to go to the toilet." I have a lot of energy every day, and when you recover, I'll bring it to you to see, okay? ”
Gulbahar nodded blankly, as if she had forgotten the black lamb named Xiaoha.
The sun was also very good today, and it was already shining through the window of the hospital room at six o'clock, shining on her bright and glowing head.
"Where's your mother?" After a moment, she asked.
Gul shook his head and didn't answer. Ji Shaotang didn't speak anymore and sat quietly.
She didn't need to go to work today, and if it wasn't for the fact that she was avoiding He Yanshen, she wouldn't have come.
There was silence in the ward for a while, and suddenly, Gu Li said: "Give up on me, Sister Tangtang, I want to be euthanized, I hurt too much." ”
When the child talked about this topic again, Ji Shaotang looked at her blankly and helplessly, without saying a word.
Everyone knows that chemotherapy hurts, and bone marrow puncture hurts even more, but if you haven't experienced it yourself, who knows how painful it is.
Guli has experienced it, she knows that it hurts, and she is afraid of it.
"Mom said yesterday that in order to treat me, there are only a dozen sheep left in the family." The child didn't speak again, but Ji Shaotang understood what she meant.
She squeezed Coulee's hand: "There is a saying: Anything will be oky ., meaning, everything will be okay." You're going to have surgery tomorrow, and after the surgery is successful, everything will be fine. By the way, didn't you say that you still want to see the raising of the national flag in Tiananmen Square, I'll take you to see it once today, okay? ”
Little Coulee's disgraced eyes lit up for a moment.
At a little after seven o'clock, Ji Shaotang led the heavily armed children, stood in the square, and watched the national flag guards come out of the round gate with neat steps, step by step, and walk towards the flagpole with their heads held high.
The moment the national anthem sounded, it seemed that everything was not important, and everyone had only one thought in their hearts: I am proud of the motherland.
Guli Bahar looked up at the brightly colored No. 5 Middle School Company, and his face finally had some light.
If you ask Ji Shaotang what she has done the least regrettable thing these days, she must have replied that she took Guli Bahar to see the flag-raising.
After that morning, she took Gu Li back to the hospital, gave her breakfast and medicine, and stayed with her all morning while looking at her medical records. Around noon, Gul's mother finally returned.
The woman's dusty face was even and plain, and her long hair was tied into a braid and placed on her back. Her hands looked old and rough under the long labor of the grassland. Perhaps this hand also delivered little Gul's favorite lamb, and it was also stained with mutton fat.
She is used to laughing, and when she laughs, a mouthful of white teeth is exposed, which is very infectious. Ms. Abdullah came back with a box of shrimp wontons and placed them in front of Gul for her to eat.
Gulbahar smelled the aroma, and the worm was hooked, but he sensibly let Ms. Abdullah eat it first.
That afternoon, Ms. Abdullah went to the inpatient department with a few thousand dollars and paid it all.
Later, Ji Shaotang learned that Ms. Abdullah often went out to work when she was not with her children, and this poor woman saved all her time, got up early and worked late, did hard work for others, and worked hard to make money to pay for the medical expenses of the children who were given up by her husband because of high expenses.