Ji Shaotang shook his head and denied, "I didn't mean that, I really just wanted to see her." ”

The remorse in my heart grows like a willow branch in spring, and in the blink of an eye, it stretches to the end in sight.

Ji Shaotang was apologetic and wanted to ask the man well, but the man was unwilling to give her a good look.

She was a little suspicious, obviously just asking, but he didn't know what was going on between them, why was he so hostile to her.

She usually has serious internal friction, is always suspicious, naturally sensitive, and is disgusted by the people around her and develops an unconfident temperament, not confident in herself, and not confident in others.

Her hands were twisted together, and the more she squeezed, the tighter she became.

"Do you know me?" She asked as she heard her own small voice, a little trembling.

The dark color on the man's face changed significantly: "How did I know you?" According to you, I have to know everyone who finds this place? ”

Ji Shaotang is very good at picking out words, although this person denies that he knows her, the second sentence is contradictory, as if he heard her in his ears that he had to know her.

"Then why are you so hostile to me?"

"Who's hostile to you! You're sick, hurry up and go, don't disturb my sleep. The man waved his hand and motioned for Ji Shaotang to go away.

After hitting the wall twice, Ji Shaotang stopped talking.

Seeing that she was really gone, the person who opened the door suddenly changed his attitude: "Who, you stop." The Chu family has moved away, and the specific location is not clear, probably in Xinming District. ”

Ji Shaotang glanced back at him, obviously not believing him.

The person who opened the door spread his hands: "Look, you want to know so much, and you don't believe it when I say it." ”

Xinming District is not very big, it is a new district, it has only been developed for a few years, the real estate is built high and dense, fortunately, it is not very old, find someone to really look for, you can find it in a few hours. If she's lucky, where it will take hours, she'll show up in hours.

Ji Shaotang asked along the residential area and found several families with the surname Chu, but none of them were Chu Mingrong's family.

When she wanted to give up, a man gave her a clue.

"Are you looking for Chu Mingrong?"

A girl who looks like she has just come of age, wearing a white tulle shredded dress with a linen camisole, looks playful and elegant.

Ji Shaotang nodded at her: "Yes, do you know where her home is?" ”

The girl raised her face and looked at her, and said, "She is my neighbor." ”

Teenage children are the most hidden, and their eyes are often full of emotions.

Ji Shaotang's occupational disease flared up again, she looked at the girl's eyes and saw disdain in them.

"Can you take me there?" She asked.

The girl looked at her from foot to head and said, "Yes, but what are you looking for her?" ”

"Private matters."

When standing in front of Chu Mingrong's house, Ji Shaotang was a little apprehensive.

She hadn't figured out how to face the current Chu Mingrong, and the girl had already pressed the doorbell for her.

"Sister Mingrong may not be in a good mood, you should be clever later."

Ji Shaotang was instructed by a half-year-old child, and only smiled slightly: "I know." ”

Two minutes later, the door was pushed open from the inside.

When the door was opened, the special fragrance of Chu Mingrong's house came to his nose, Ji Shaotang instinctively sniffed a few times, but did not distinguish any ingredients from it.

I haven't seen her for five years, and Chu Mingrong has changed a lot. The liveliness and playfulness that used to be is gone, and it seems a lot calmer. Her long hair is draped casually, making her look more quiet and elegant.

Ji Shaotang is still Ji Shaotang five years ago, as if the years did not find her and automatically ignored her.

Chu Mingrong looked at Ji Shaotang and recognized her at a glance.

"You're finally here." She said, her voice sounding calm.

Ji Shaotang was speechless, only looked at her stupidly.

"Come in and sit." She turned around and looked at the girl who brought Ji Shaotang here, "Xiao Xia, you go back first, and my sister will take you to eat rice rolls in the evening." ”

Sitting on the sofa at Chu Mingrong's house, Ji Shaotang still felt in a trance.

"I heard that you are working at the People's Hospital now?" Chu Mingrong poured a cup of tea and put it in front of her, motioning for her to take a sip of tea.

Ji Shaotang was embarrassed to refuse, took a sip of the teacup, and said, "Well, I signed there after graduation." ”

Chu Mingrong: "It's good. I really envy you, you don't have to do anything, someone will pave the way for you. ”

Her words were somewhat sour, and Ji Shaotang didn't want to listen to them.

Her path is her own, every step is her own for herself, how can someone pave the way for her in the end? Who is this man?

No, Chu Mingrong laughed at herself: "I still have too much hope for myself in the end." ”

Ji Shaotang: "......"

Chu Mingrong really was worried about the junior year.

Ji Shaotang was silent and couldn't find the words.

"You know, I hate you." Chu Mingrong said again.

"Why are you so cowardly? Why do you go so far that you can't see the suffering of others?

Why don't you understand the difficulties of others when you do things that you do easily?

Ji Shaotang, do you know that the most disgusting thing about you is that you are indifferent to everything, but you want to be better than anyone else. ”

Ji Shaotang listened to Chu Mingrong's words, and did not refute or understand.

She is indifferent to everything, and she doesn't really want to rob anything, she just does what she does, and she just wants to do better than anyone else.

"You keep saying that you are not interested and will help me, but you don't necessarily care much about me, you are simply a selfish person who only cares about your own interests!

What is placed on you, you have to do everything you can to achieve your goal. On the contrary, if it has nothing to do with you, you will not care even the slightest bit about it.

Ji Shaotang, admit it, you are such a person. ”

The more Chu Mingrong spoke, the more excited she became, and she was faintly uncontrollable.

Ji Shaotang said: "If you have to think so, then I can't help it." ”

Chu Mingrong: "......"

"So what are you going to do? Flaunt? Show off or look at me as a joke? ”

Ji Shaotang looked at her eyes, his eyebrows narrowed slightly, and said, "I'm very sorry for your incident." Sorry for not catching your anomaly sooner. ”

"You only regret it now? It's late.

To be honest, in the beginning, I did blame you all the time. But now, after all these years, I have figured it out too. In fact, you are such a person, you are a person in a suit.

You do everything that people tell you to do, and you never have your own opinions.

You can't feel your guilt at all, you can't feel other people's emotions.

You do everything you don't even understand why.

You are the one who deserves the most pity. ”

So many words were poured out at once, and Ji Shaotang accepted them all.

Chu Mingrong is right, she herself is the one who deserves the most pity.

In addition to choosing to study medicine, even she doesn't know why she does other things.