Ji Shaotang's body stiffened, and his mind was in chaos.

"I don't mean to show off and show off, I don't have anything to show off when I work in the People's Hospital. I don't know about you, so I'm not here to laugh at you.

However, there are two things I have to figure out.

One, do you mean to induce me to come here to find you or Luan Zecheng?

Two, why do you think it's entirely my fault that you've become like this? ”

Ji Shaotang is really smart, she has already figured out her thoughts from the chaos and connected Luan Zecheng and Chu Mingrong.

"What does this have to do with Luan Zecheng?" Chu Mingrong obviously has a weak heart.

Ji Shaotang looked at her, "Why don't you ask me how I met Luan Zecheng?" ”

Chu Mingrong was caught in a few words by Ji Shaotang, and soon found out that she had been tricked.

"You're both doctors, do you know each other?"

"We're all doctors, do we have to know each other?" Ji Shaotang asked her rhetorically.

Chu Mingrong's face turned pale: "You don't play word games with me." Since you are so self-righteous and so smart, then you come and tell me, why did I induce you to come to me? Just want to hear your confession of less than three sentences? ”

Ji Shaotang turned his head slightly, "So, Ming Rong, what do you want me to do?" ”

Chu Mingrong's face changed suddenly: "What do you want to do?" What can I let you do now? Where did you go five years ago? Why don't you do anything, why do you hang high and don't care?

Ji Shaotang, is it so difficult for you to care about others?

Love is two-way, do you understand two-way, you don't care about others at all, ignore the feelings of everyone around you, why do you still expect others to love you?

Why do you feel wronged?

Why do you think it's your fault that others don't love you?

If you care more about the psychology of others, you will not have this end!

You deserve it! Deserve! ”

Ji Shaotang's face turned red normally, and finally turned pale.

Love is a two-way street, is it because she doesn't care about her that others don't love her?

Ji Xibai doesn't love her, doesn't she care about Ji Xibai?

Zhao Lan doesn't love her, doesn't she care about Zhao Lan more than Ji Xibai?

But what about He Yanshen, does she care about He Yanshen?

In her eyes, what is the difference between He Yanshen and those patients of hers?

Yes, at least in front of others, she doesn't say things like "you're insane" to them.

However, He Yanshen doesn't love her.

Chu Mingrong looked at her reaction and smiled: "I'm right, Ji Shaotang, you are like this, you think that material things can satisfy everything, you think you care about them, in fact, you only care about yourself from beginning to end!" ”

"Ji Shaotang, you are so pitiful.

In the same way, there must be something hateful about the wretched! ”

"So, do you still think that you came here because I wanted you to do something?"

Ji Shaotang shook his head with a pale face, and repeated sorry indiscriminately in his mouth.

"I'm the only one you're sorry for?"

Ji Shaotang stiffened and couldn't answer.

"Alright, you go back, I don't want to see you again." Chu Mingrong said.

Coming out of Chu Mingrong's house, Ji Shaotang was blowing the night wind, and her slightly longer hair was flying wildly, just like her chaotic mood at the moment.

The knots that had grown over time five years ago were untied today by the people who planted them, and instead of feeling relieved, she felt even more painful.

What she failed to forget, the victim remembers more clearly.

The abuser always stands on a high place and looks down, and the abused person shouts hoarsely and no one cares.

The abuse she could imagine was not abuse, and the real death penalty was murder.

As Chu Mingrong said, a late apology is useless.

You watch her hurt, watch her close your precious mouth when she is in pain, sarcastically mock your narrow heart, and when she separates from her hurt and pain and gradually accepts the sun, you are willing to give her a little care, and say a few insignificant words, which makes people feel even more disgusting.

You think you're saving someone, but that's your selfishness.

You selfishly want to impose these knots on the abused person.

Such behavior is even more disgusting.

Ji Shaotang squatted on the steps, and tears came out of his eyes again.

But what's the use of crying?

When she returned to City B, she finally turned on her mobile phone, and there were more than a dozen missed calls on her phone, all of which were made by He Yanshen.

She collapsed on the sofa at home, looking at the white ceiling, her heart heavy.

Half an hour later, she finally called back.

"Hey, He Yanshen."

"Where have you been? Why don't you answer the phone? He Yanshen's deep female Sangxin came from the earpiece, a little anxious.

When Ji Shaotang heard his voice, his heavy mood improved slightly, and said, "I went on vacation for a few days." I didn't bring a charger, and my phone was turned off. ”

When she said the reason why the ghost didn't believe it, she pinched it with her hand, and her face was not red and her heart was not beating.

He Yanshen believed that she was the sun coming out of the west.

"Directions."

Ji Shaotang thought for a while and said: "From Binjiang Airport to Inner Mongolia, from Inner Mongolia to Changhai, and finally to S City." ”

He Yanshen's eyebrows narrowed slightly: "These three places are unrelated, why do you want to go?" ”

Ji Shaotang had a feeling of being interrogated as a prisoner, pinching his mobile phone and not wanting to say much.

"Dumb?" He Yanshen opened his mouth unceremoniously.

Ji Shaotang's brows furrowed slightly, and the content of the chat with Chu Mingrong was still lingering in her mind, and she suddenly asked, "He Yanshen, do you think I am good to you?" ”

He Yanshen didn't react at first, and said, "Don't divert the topic from me!" ”

Ji Shaotang snorted, the two of them are not on the same channel now, who says who is embarrassed, who says who doesn't want to listen.

She looked at the page of her mobile phone, and on the avatar, He Yanshen's handsome face like a thousand years of ice was expressionless, exactly like him in all economic magazines.

Now the most stumbling thing for young girls is He Yanshen's words, full of abstinence, and it is difficult to conquer when you look at it. Several times, she overheard several little girls at the nurses' station discussing He Yanshen in their spare time.

The pride of the sky, the chosen one, makes the girls in City B flock to it, and the existence of a lover in their dreams.

If Ji Shaotang was not born in the Ji family and was not Ji Shaoliu's sister, she might not be able to see He Yanshen in her life.

Ji Shaotang covered her face with her hands, dazed and helpless, like the sea water in the deep sea wrapping her layer by layer, and she was out of breath under strong pressure.

Help me!

There seems to be a voice in her heart that keeps shouting and shouting, but who can save her except herself?

Hearing that she didn't speak, He Yanshen was a little anxious: "Where are you now?" ”

Ji Shaotang: "I'm home." ”

This corner of peace is Ji Shaotang's only belonging.

Hanging up the phone, she rolled over and lay on the couch.

Perhaps not all sorrow is discovered by anyone, and the sorrow of being discovered cannot be controlled.