"The boss is okay, but what about Xiaobao? A little baby who doesn't know anything, will he listen to me and stay in one place quietly? Nan Sheng wiped the corners of his eyes: "I don't have high requirements for you, I just need you to spare an hour, even if you look at your phone while looking at your son out of the corner of your eye, you don't want to." ”

"You say that I treat you as a servant, why don't you treat me as a nanny, and you are still the kind of nanny who works all year round, brings her own salary, and even pulls her mother's family to help with the work."

"Forget it, anyway, I owe it to you, and I'm not at all good in your heart." Zhao Yang sighed: "It's okay to leave, if you leave, you can still find someone who is willing to live a down-to-earth life with you while you are young." ”

"Huh." Nan Sheng couldn't help but provoke the end note: "I'm not as naïve as you!" I am in my thirties, and I still have two sons, what man in this world would dare to marry me? This condition is good, and people don't look down on me. If the conditions are poor, I don't look down on others. This has material and emotionless, and it feels awkward everywhere. This has feelings and no substance, and remarriage can't get by. ”

"Don't be so pessimistic, there are happy second marriages."

Do you believe that? How many years has Julie been divorced and has she met? According to you, her work ability is stronger than mine, she looks more beautiful than me, and people are better than me. But you can look for it, not stealing it from someone else's house, but robbing it from someone else's house. ”

"You are different from her, you live a down-to-earth life, and you can meet good ones."

"Is it a good thing to live a down-to-earth life? I'm so down-to-earth, I haven't met you yet. Nan Sheng was so stunned that Zhao Yang was speechless: "Even if such a person really appears, do you think I still have the courage to accept it." You grew up with me, I can't see through it, can I still understand others? You have been in love with me for five years before you walk into marriage hand in hand, and you can betray me again and again, how dare I trust other men? ”

Nan Sheng gasped: "Zhao Yang, I have to thank you." Thank you for making me sensitive and suspicious, thank you for making me prone to hysteria, thank you for making me stop believing in marriage and love, stop believing in men and commitments. ”

"Nansheng."

"Listen to me." Nan Sheng clasped his hands: "Now I have lost the ability to love and be loved, I am afraid of men, I am afraid of marriage, I am afraid of everything." If it weren't for the fact that I still have two children to raise, I would probably find a place where no one is there and hide myself. Zhao Yang, what you ruined was not only a marriage, but also a whole me. I am so scarred, so sensitive and fragile, what kind of strong man do I have to meet to heal? This odds are even more confusing than winning the lottery. ”

"If you don't want a divorce—"

"Leave, even if you are alone for the rest of your life, I will leave you." Nan Sheng raised his eyes and looked at Zhao Yang: "Divorce is really terrible, I don't even dare to imagine how I will live alone with two children after the divorce." But if I don't get divorced, I will only suffer in this marriage until I die. ”

"Is it that scary? Maybe I'm—"

"Maybe you can turn back?" Nan Sheng smiled with tears in his eyes and asked, "Do you believe Zhao Yang yourself?" If you can really turn back, there will be no betrayal of the next two times, if you have me in your heart, if you really care about me and don't want me to get hurt, you won't hurt me again and again for her. ”

"Yes, I can choose not to divorce, I can choose to continue to endure for the sake of my children like most women who face this situation, but Zhao Yang, it hurts more to grind flesh with a blunt knife than to pierce the heart with an arrow."

"Nansheng, I-"

"You can't change it, and that's how it will be for the rest of your life." Nan Sheng said: "Julil is not your first, and he will not be your last. If it's just a heart, you may still have the value of being retained, but you don't just care about your family, you don't know how to work hard to earn money, and you don't know how to plan for your children. You live too freely, and being with you will only drag down our mother and son. ”

"Am I that bad?" Zhao Yang rubbed his hand against his hair and smiled bitterly.

"The boss is okay, but what about Xiaobao? A little baby who doesn't know anything, will he listen to me and stay in one place quietly? Nan Sheng wiped the corners of his eyes: "I don't have high requirements for you, I just need you to spare an hour, even if you look at your phone while looking at your son out of the corner of your eye, you don't want to." ”

"You say that I treat you as a servant, why don't you treat me as a nanny, and you are still the kind of nanny who works all year round, brings her own salary, and even pulls her mother's family to help with the work."

"Forget it, anyway, I owe it to you, and I'm not at all good in your heart." Zhao Yang sighed: "It's okay to leave, if you leave, you can still find someone who is willing to live a down-to-earth life with you while you are young." ”

"Huh." Nan Sheng couldn't help but provoke the end note: "I'm not as naïve as you!" I am in my thirties, and I still have two sons, what man in this world would dare to marry me? This condition is good, and people don't look down on me. If the conditions are poor, I don't look down on others. This has material and emotionless, and it feels awkward everywhere. This has feelings and no substance, and remarriage can't get by. ”

"Don't be so pessimistic, there are happy second marriages."

Do you believe that? How many years has Julie been divorced and has she met? According to you, her work ability is stronger than mine, she looks more beautiful than me, and people are better than me. But you can look for it, not stealing it from someone else's house, but robbing it from someone else's house. ”

"You are different from her, you live a down-to-earth life, and you can meet good ones."

"Is it a good thing to live a down-to-earth life? I'm so down-to-earth, I haven't met you yet. Nan Sheng was so stunned that Zhao Yang was speechless: "Even if such a person really appears, do you think I still have the courage to accept it." You grew up with me, I can't see through it, can I still understand others? You have been in love with me for five years before you walk into marriage hand in hand, and you can betray me again and again, how dare I trust other men? ”

Nan Sheng gasped: "Zhao Yang, I have to thank you." Thank you for making me sensitive and suspicious, thank you for making me prone to hysteria, thank you for making me stop believing in marriage and love, stop believing in men and commitments. ”

"Nansheng."

"Listen to me." Nan Sheng clasped his hands: "Now I have lost the ability to love and be loved, I am afraid of men, I am afraid of marriage, I am afraid of everything." If it weren't for the fact that I still have two children to raise, I would probably find a place where no one is there and hide myself. Zhao Yang, what you ruined was not only a marriage, but also a whole me. I am so scarred, so sensitive and fragile, what kind of strong man do I have to meet to heal? This odds are even more confusing than winning the lottery. ”

"If you don't want a divorce—"

"Leave, even if you are alone for the rest of your life, I will leave you." Nan Sheng raised his eyes and looked at Zhao Yang: "Divorce is really terrible, I don't even dare to imagine how I will live alone with two children after the divorce." But if I don't get divorced, I will only suffer in this marriage until I die. ”

"Is it that scary? Maybe I'm—"

"Maybe you can turn back?" Nan Sheng smiled with tears in his eyes and asked, "Do you believe Zhao Yang yourself?" If you can really turn back, there will be no betrayal of the next two times, if you have me in your heart, if you really care about me and don't want me to get hurt, you won't hurt me again and again for her. ”

"Yes, I can choose not to divorce, I can choose to continue to endure for the sake of my children like most women who face this situation, but Zhao Yang, it hurts more to grind flesh with a blunt knife than to pierce the heart with an arrow."

"Nansheng, I-"

"You can't change it, and that's how it will be for the rest of your life." Nan Sheng said: "Julil is not your first, and he will not be your last. If it's just a heart, you may still have the value of being retained, but you don't just care about your family, you don't know how to work hard to earn money, and you don't know how to plan for your children. You live too freely, and being with you will only drag down our mother and son. ”

"Am I that bad?" Zhao Yang rubbed his hand against his hair and smiled bitterly.

"You're only going to be worse than I say." Nan Sheng said: "Although emotionally, I can't accept the fact that you betrayed me, but intellectually, I am very grateful to Julili. If it weren't for her appearance, I might have wronged myself to live with you for the rest of my life, and then spent my life in the hurt you kept giving. ”

"If only you could figure it out." Zhao Yang stood up: "It's not too early, I should go." ”

"Zhao Yang." Nan Sheng stopped him: "What is the purpose of your coming here tonight?" ”

"There's no purpose, I just want to see the kids."

"Look at the child is fake, find a way back is the real."

"Don't think about it, I can find a way back here. I know my own situation, don't worry, you want a divorce, I won't drag you down. ”

"Escape is a solution to a problem, but it doesn't fundamentally solve the problem you're trying to solve." Nan Sheng said: "You quarreled with Julie, right?" If she were there tonight, you wouldn't be able to remember to come and see the kids. ”

"How is it?"

"It's not good, I just think-" Nan Sheng shook his head lightly: "I just think it's not good for you to wander and hesitate like this." ”

"Why am I hesitating? I'm just here to see the kids, and I'm not here to catch up with you. ”

"Okay, I hope you and Julie can go to the end, and I hope she has the ability to turn you into a better man than me." Nan Sheng said: "From the position of a prospective ex-wife, I don't want you to have a good time, because I think people like you deserve retribution." But from the perspective of the child's mother, I hope you can do well, not to mention helping the child, at least it will not drag them down in the future. ”

"Zhao Yang, no one will always stand behind you to help you clean up those messes."

"I'm leaving, you can rest." Zhao Yang's mood became even more depressed.

Nan Sheng watched him walk to the door, watched him open the door, watched him walk out, and the person sat on the sofa motionless. Zhao Fan, who heard the sound of the door closing, immediately rushed out of the side bedroom, saw Nan Sheng sitting without moving, and asked cautiously: "Mom, are you okay?" ”

"It's okay, mom can have anything." Nan Sheng showed a smile: "Don't worry, my mother promised you that she won't collapse again." ”

"Dad, he's just a fool, I can see what the problem is as a child, he's so big that I don't know what to do. Mom, you leave him alone, just let him fend for himself. You're fine, my brother and I are okay, and when you have a chance in the future, you can find someone better than him. ”

"Okay, okay, listen to my son, and when I have my hands free, I'll find someone better than him." Nan Sheng got up and walked up to his son: "Is your homework finished?" When you're done writing, take a break. Look what time it is. ”

"It's already done." Zhao Fan said: "I don't sleep because I'm worried that my father will bully my mother, and since he was with that woman, he has been very bad to my mother." I'm grown up and I can protect my mom. ”

This marriage