"Do you feel guilty about his wife?"

"Guilt? Why should I feel guilty about her wife? Julie stood up with her hands on the table: "If she manages her marriage well, if she takes care of her husband, how can I still appear?" I didn't do it with my own will, I couldn't help but be attracted to her husband, and he loved me, and I wasn't wishful thinking. Why can't two people who love each other be together? Just because they have received a marriage certificate, are they so-called legal couples? Two people who no longer love each other should be separated! I'm not wrong, she can't figure it out on her own. ”

"Are you really right?" The expert asked quietly: "You don't have to answer me, you just need to answer yourself." ”

"I'm not wrong, I'm just right, I investigate my own happiness and love what is wrong with me!" Juli thought in pieces: "What is really wrong is his wife, who knows that men don't love him anymore, so he still has to hold on and not let go." Knowing that the man doesn't have her in his heart, he still plays suicide. Die to death, you still haunt us. You say, you said how can there be such a cautious woman in this world, if she is not happy, she will not be able to see others happy. ”

"Hey!" The expert shook his head: "Regarding your relationship problems, I am inconvenient to intervene and give a summary, but I want to ask you, if you are this wife, if your husband is on good terms with another woman behind your back, and that woman sends you a message to divorce, what choice will you make?" ”

"Impossible!" Julie said confidently: "But as long as the man who is with me, only I don't want him, and I don't want him without him." ”

"Are you so sure?"

"Of course, I'm not the kind of woman with a tendon, and I'm not the kind of woman who would hang herself from a tree. I will prepare myself for the future anytime and anywhere, and I will not love him until he doesn't love me. ”

"Are your parents happily married?" The expert suddenly asked: "Of course, if you don't want to say it, you can not say it." ”

"Happiness, of course happiness."

"Are you happy?" The expert asked again.

"It should be very happy, my dad spoils my mom very much, and my mom is also very dependent on my dad." Julili continued to pick at his fingers: "They only quarrel over one thing. ”

"What's the matter?"

"My aunt."

"Your aunt? Does your parents' marriage have anything to do with your aunt? ”

"Of course it matters, my dad was snatched back from my aunt by my mom." Julie smiled: "My mother always educates me, saying that she hopes I can be a good person, and that she hopes I can find a man and live a good life." But what about her, she didn't rob her sister's man like this, and she didn't force her sister to death like this. Does she have retribution? No! She is doing well, my dad is also very good to her, and the real retribution is the woman who lost her husband, the child born to my aunt and my dad. So you see, plundering is not necessarily a bad thing, the one who doesn't know how to fight and don't know how to rob is the poor person. ”

"I think the crux of the problem lies in your parents' marriage, can you tell me more about it?"

"I don't know much." Julie held his hand: "My dad and my aunt met through a blind date, and we got married after knowing each other for less than half a year, and gave birth to a daughter soon after marriage, that is, my sister." My mom was 16 years old and in junior high school. My mother didn't study well and always thought about skipping school, and my grandma and grandfather always scolded her. ”

"That summer, the second year after my aunt gave birth, my mother went to my aunt's house to play, and somehow got along with her brother-in-law at the time, that is, my dad." Julie lowered his head and smiled: "Sixteen years old, my mother is only sixteen years old and knows that my father has a promising future." I don't know if it's because of my mother's young age or something else, both of them hid it, and no one said anything. It wasn't until four years later, when my mom was pregnant with me, that the matter was punctured. ”

"My mother went to beg my aunt, let my aunt for my sake, divorce my father, and fulfill the two of them. As for my aunt, she locked herself in the house for several days, but later agreed because she felt sorry for my mother. ”

"What about your aunt?"

"Gone!"

"Where did you go?"

"Where else can I go?" Julie said, "Of course, I went to the place that everyone thought was very quiet. ”

"From the day I started remembering, everyone told me that my aunt had died of illness. It wasn't until I was 12 years old that I overheard my dad talking to my mom that I learned that my aunt didn't die of illness, but drank pesticides. They said that my aunt was sick before drinking pesticides, and that illness should be called depression. ”

"Do you know why my parents are arguing? Because after my aunt died, my mother refused to let my sister come back, forcing my father to find her a family. At that time, how old could my sister be? Six, or seven? Later, my younger brother was born. There was an extra person in the family to eat, and life began to be tense, but at that time, the family that adopted my sister had a car accident, and my sister became a helpless orphan. ”

"My dad discussed with my mom and wanted to bring my sister back to raise her, but my mom didn't agree. First, the family is already financially tight, and if there is one more mouth to eat, how will the family live. Second, my mom couldn't face my sister because my sister looked very much like my aunt. Thirdly, my mother was worried that when my sister came back, she would take away my father's love for me and my brother, and that my sister would resent her and break up her family after learning the truth about my aunt's death. ”

"My parents quarreled for a long time, and in the end, my brother woke up. Later, my mom cried and made trouble, and my dad compromised. Juli lowered his head: "My sister was adopted by a relative of her adoptive parents, and I heard that life is particularly difficult." She married before she was twenty years old, and later gave birth to a daughter to that family and fled. By the time we saw her again, she was already working in a hospital, and I heard that she had taught herself medicine. She didn't remarry, she didn't recognize my father, and she only came back on the day my grandmother died. ”

"How do you feel about your sister?"

"I can't say it, I know that she is my sister, I feel sorry for her in my heart, but I think she deserves it, if she is not my aunt's daughter, she will definitely live better than now. Also, I hate her, I hate her for cursing me in front of my grandmother's coffin, saying that what my mother did to their mother and daughter will be retributed to me, that I will never be happy in my life. ”

"Have you ever been married? How is your marriage? ”

"Knotted, then left." Juli lay on the table: "To be honest, my ex-husband is not bad, he is quite handsome, and his family conditions are good, so he is okay with me." But I just can't get along with him, and I don't think he loves me as much as I thought. Later, I went behind his back to find another man, and when he found out, he divorced me without saying a word. You see, my perception is right, he doesn't love me at all, and if he loves me, he can't not tolerate me. ”

This marriage