"You trampled on the bottom line of marriage, how can you let him tolerate you?"

"That's because he doesn't love me enough, if he really loves me, he will definitely be able to forgive me, he will definitely reflect on what he has done, and reflect on whether he has not given me enough security." Julie thumped the table: "Of course, I also reflected on myself, but I feel that my problem is not in me, but in the bad influence that my dad brought to me. It was because of him that I felt that a man would betray his family. In order not to get hurt myself, in order not to become an aunt, I had to become my mother, and I felt that by becoming my mother, I could have my mother's happiness. ”

"I see, your understanding of marriage, your definition of happiness all comes from your parents." The expert stroked his forehead: "The pain of the original family is indeed a shadow that cannot be shaken off for a lifetime. You habitually question all men because of your father, and because your mother thinks that only predatory happiness is true happiness, and because the person who was hurt by your mother is your aunt, you feel guilty, and this guilt mostly comes from you wanting to atone for your parents. ”

"You have a very contradictory personality, on the one hand, you think that your mother is not wrong, and on the other hand, you want to atone for your mother's sins. On the one hand, I want to be my mother, and on the other hand, I am afraid of becoming a woman like your aunt. ”

"What should I do?" Julie had already begun to believe in the expert in front of him.

"This contradiction is very difficult to reconcile, and if you want to get out of it completely, you need not only your own strength, but also the strength of your parents. I think if you have the chance, you can try to communicate openly with your parents and see if their marriage is really as happy as you imagined. If your mother is unhappy, if your father has been tormented by his conscience, perhaps you will no longer expect to have the same marriage as theirs. ”

"Even if I know, I've come this far, whether it's right or wrong, it's impossible to turn back." Julie sat down slowly: "I just want to know now what the one I saw is!" Is it an illusion, or is it real...... How can I get away from her? Doctor, I don't want to see her again, whether it's taking medicine, injections, or physiotherapy, I don't want to see her again. I want to live a good life, I want to go back to a normal life. ”

"I understand your feelings very well, and what I want to tell you is that there are no ghosts in this world. The so-called ghosts are things that I fantasize about and feel that I have no way to face. You can also interpret being a ghost as your heart disease. What I'm trying to say is that you do have hallucinations, and that hallucinations may be accompanied by auditory hallucinations. This is a very serious mental illness in clinical practice, and I recommend that you receive systematic and complete treatment. ”

"And how long will I have to be treated?"

"You just said that you also work in a hospital, and you should understand that there is no exact recovery time for all diseases. Even a common illness such as the flu can result in different treatment results depending on each person's constitution. Some people may be fine in three or five days, while others will have to procrastinate for half a month. ”

"Am I okay?"

"Of course it is." The expert said: "Your situation is not unique. You don't have to be nervous and you don't have to put a lot of stress on yourself in terms of treatment. Trust me, as long as you can cooperate with my treatment, it won't take long to heal. ”

"Am I mentally ill?" Julie thought of the Rongkang Hospital that his mother had mentioned.

"Not yet." The expert smiled and prescribed medicine to Julili, who probably looked at it and found that it was all helpful for calming sleep.

"The main means of treating mental illness is psychological adjustment, and drugs are only adjunctive. Don't worry, what I prescribe to you are normal and compliant drugs, if you don't believe it, you can also ask the doctors in your hospital to help you take a look. The expert called Julie's younger brother in, and she first suggested that the family should care more about Julili, give her some family warmth appropriately, and then suggest that he take Julie to the hospital regularly for check-ups, and when necessary, he can also come with his family for psychological counseling.

The expert said that she had seen people who suffered too much from mental illness, and the condition of these people could have been controlled, but it was because of the family's lack of attention, indifference, and even accusation that the patient's condition worsened, so that many tragedies occurred that no one wanted to see.

Julili's brother listened, but just looked at her indifferently, said that he knew, turned and left.

Julie was about to call out to his brother when he saw a man standing on the other side of the door.

Julie quickly turned around and said to the expert who was still sitting there, "See? in the hallway. The woman in the red Xiuhe suit stood in the hallway. I couldn't see her face clearly, it was blurry, it was like someone had smeared it with software, it was all mosaic. ”

The expert poked his head out and looked at it, and said to Julili: "There is nothing in the corridor, and across the street is Dr. Hao's office, and he is a child counselor." Well, his door is open, and if you don't believe him, go in and have a look. ”

The expert pointed to the opposite door, looking commonplace.

"Really?" Julie asked, rubbing his eyes.

"Not really, you can turn around and see." The expert shrugged, "Don't be so nervous, come, follow me, take a deep breath, and then silently recite in your heart, it's all fake, it's an illusion, it's my own imagination." She doesn't exist. She, there is nothing to be afraid of. ”

"Fake, it's all home. Hallucinations, all this is my hallucination. I'm Julilli, I'm not afraid of anything! Julie turned around in a broken thought, but as soon as she turned around, she was stunned, and the pupils in her eyes dilated.

The woman in the red Xiuhe suit, who was still standing in the corridor just now, was already standing opposite her at this time. Her face was still vague, but her voice was unusually clear: "Julie, do you believe her?" ”

"Fake, you're fake! Hallucinations, it's all hallucinations! Julie closed his eyes in fear: "You are my imagination, I am not afraid of you, I am not afraid of you at all." Whoever you are, I won't be afraid of you. ”

"Aren't you afraid? Then you just open your eyes and take a good look at my face. The woman bewitched beside her ear: "Admit it, Julili, I am not your illusion at all." I will follow you until the day you die. ”

"Get out of here!" Julili stretched out his hand and pushed, but the woman did not disappear, but stood still, motionless.

Looking over the woman's shoulder, Julie saw her brother with a look of disgust, and she opened her mouth to explain, but heard the woman say, "Give up, he won't sympathize with you." In his heart, you are the worst sister in the world, and you will only make him feel ashamed. ”

This marriage