Sugisawa comforted the woman while helping her paint her last makeup in the world.

The woman continued:

"Originally, I thought that sending him to a private aristocratic school was good for him, but I really didn't expect it, there are indeed some very self-disciplined students in this school, but more of them are the second generation who are idle, my son himself is not a self-disciplined person, slowly my son began to get mixed with those so-called second generations, originally I thought that the child has his own friends, as long as he doesn't do anything illegal and undisciplined, I will let him, although the speed of spending money with them has become faster, I don't care, Thinking that this is all because of the previous mistreatment of him, I hope he can grow up without worrying about food and clothing, and I don't expect him to have much success, really one wrong step, I really regret it now, if I managed him so well, he wouldn't have become like this. ”

While listening to the mother's narration, Sugisawa also felt regret. Sugizawa's parents passed away young, and he hasn't felt the warmth of his parents for many years.

The mother continued:

"Later, he spent more and more money, but I didn't think much about it, the child grew up, how normal it is to spend some money, how to go out to make friends and go out to play, how to spend money, until my company made a mistake and lost a lot of liquidated damages, I didn't have so many activity funds to give him during that time, he directly threatened suicide, and I had no way to lend him money, but the company has not improved, once I went out to meet customers, I saw him and his so-called friends, I followed him secretly to see what he was doing. ”

The woman's eyes were a little dull after she said this, maybe she couldn't believe the picture she saw at that time.

The woman paused and continued:

"I can't forget that scene in my life, he and those so-called good friends, went to a box of KTV, I secretly observed from the crack in the door, I saw that they actually took drugs there, he actually took drugs there, I really never dreamed that it was my son, after taking drugs, I couldn't believe that it was really my son, I was very angry, rushed in directly, and gave him a few slaps. But you have to know that this thing is very difficult to quit, really hard to quit. ”

Sugzawa Hai actually had a premonition at the beginning that it was because of drugs, Uncle Liu's son is an anti-narcotics policeman, Sugisawa Hai has heard from Uncle Liu and Geng Liangdong's mouth I don't know how many, because of drugs and the family is broken and his wife is separated, Sugzawa Hai also knows that as long as he is contaminated with drugs, it is really difficult to quit, this is the truth obtained after a tragic story, and the harm of drugs to the human body is almost irreversible damage, Every year, the number of police officers who die in the country because of anti-narcotics and anti-narcotics can be said to be countless.

Uncle Liu's son is also one of the martyrs of the huge anti-narcotics police, who sacrificed their lives on the front line of anti-narcotics in order to protect the country and their people.

Sugisawa Hai also felt sorry for the woman in front of him, desperately trying to create a good life for his son, but his son gave him such a return, to be honest, no parent would want their child to be contaminated with this kind of thing, which can basically be said to be a bottomless pit that cannot be filled.

The woman continued:

"I used to feel that this thing could be quit as long as I persisted, so I bought a company, sold my belongings, and was dedicated to accompanying my son to quit drugs, at first at home, I locked him up and locked him in the house, but I didn't expect that he jumped out of the window directly with my bank card in two days, and almost all the money I left in the card was taken away by him."

The woman was a little silent, and Sugisawa opened her mouth and said:

"Don't worry, you speak slowly, everything will be fine."

Sugisawa can only be so comforted, it's really too difficult to quit drug addiction.

The woman continued:

"I went out to find him and called the police. But at that time, the monitoring was not as much as it is now, and there were almost no clues, so I could only wait for him to come back while doing some small business at home, and after waiting for more than two years, he finally came back, and told me that he had worked hard to get better, and he worked hard to get rid of drugs, and I believed it. That day I remember that I was very happy, I didn't ask him about the whereabouts of the money, I made him some of his favorite food, and at the dinner table he said that he wanted to start a business and asked me for some money, and I hesitated. At this time, he knelt down directly and promised me that he would never touch drugs again and live a good life, I still couldn't bear to take out some of the savings in the past two years, he got the money and promised to go out after a few words, and the table full of dishes did not move a few bites, he lost contact after leaving, and he didn't answer his phone. ”

The woman took a deep breath and said:

"I didn't expect that the news of him again was from the drug rehabilitation center, this time he was arrested by the police when he was taking drugs, and I still had a trace of fantasy before, until later I also knew that the money I gave him was almost all used by him to buy drugs, and our family was also emptied by him."

After a pause, the woman said:

"I was really, really disappointed in him this time, I ran to the drug rehabilitation center and questioned him directly, asking him if his conscience was eaten by a dog, asking him why he tortured himself so much to torture me, and asked him why he hurt me again and again. The whole family has no appearance of home, all the savings have been emptied by him, but he does not have the slightest guilt, not a drop of guilt, he looked at me indifferently and said: 'I can have today is not because of you, have you been to my parent-teacher conference, where were you when I was bullied?' Others scolded me for having a father and not a father, what can I do, I can't beat people, you don't come to give me anger, I know that I am busy, it turns out that in the eyes of your adults, these are all right, none of your work is important, you have never asked me what I really need, I want to thank you for all this, my good mother. He was still laughing as he spoke, it turned out that he didn't have the slightest touch after I had paid for so many years, he had been resenting me, yes, how strange I was, if I cared about him, I wouldn't be like this, what a good boy he was. ”

Sugisawa sighed helplessly, the original family does have a great impact on the child, although Sugisawa has no way to agree with what that person said, but he does have some sympathy for that person, Sugisawa has directly gone to his parents since he was a child, but he is fortunate that there are some kind leaders who help him in his difficult times.