Chapter 70: Self-Judgment

Sugisawa Hai remembers everyone who has helped him when he was lonely, when he was helpless, he has always faced everyone with a kind heart, he also has his own cold times, and most of the time he leaves a cold impression on people who don't know him, but that's just Sugisawa Hai is protecting himself with a cold shell.

In fact, many times at the beginning of the child does not want those material things but from the company of their parents, but most parents do not do this well, which also leads to the gradual development of children in this unpredictable direction, Sugisawa is also very fortunate that his parents gave him a complete and beautiful childhood, so that he grew up in love and being loved. Although his parents passed away at an early age, he still established extremely correct values and worldview for Sugisawa Hai.

Sugisawa opened his mouth and said:

"You're not wrong, you just want him to have a better life, and your intentions are good. Everyone has their own choices at times, but he chose to fall and did not choose to communicate with you, and this cannot be blamed entirely on you. ”

The woman listened to Sugisawa Hai's words and shook her head:

"Wrong is wrong, it was my arrogance with him that led to today's situation, I didn't be a good mother, and I failed to live up to his dying instructions. This is his only son, after seeing him in the drug rehabilitation center today, I turned out all the sleeping pills in the house, I hope my departure can make him change, I really don't have the face to go down to see my husband, I really don't have the face to see him. ”

Sugisawa Hai's makeup is finished, and the woman also remembers everything, remembering all kinds of feelings before she died, swallowing sleeping pills and dying is an extremely painful thing, your body functions have begun to be paralyzed by the influence of sleeping pills, but your brain is unusually clear, and your death is not a peaceful death in your sleep but full of pain that you can't struggle.

Your stomach can't function to digest these sleeping pills, and he will start to reflux a lot of acid, causing your stomach to produce a lot of gastric juice, and you will feel a great cramping sensation coming from your abdomen, which makes you extremely painful, but you can't struggle.

Then the gastric juice slowly passes through your esophagus, enters your trachea, enters your nasal cavity and enters your mouth, and you will gradually die of lack of oxygen in this sour suffocation.

This kind of pain often lasts for a long time, you don't die immediately, and the scene will be very ugly, let alone decent, and it is a good result to not let people see it and cause nausea.

Therefore, live well, don't try these ways of self-destruction, none of them can make you leave with peace of mind and dignity, cherish life, many setbacks can survive after gritting your teeth, this mother uses this way to warn her son Sugisawa Hai It is a pity.

This is not a good way, what his son needs is companionship, what he needs is someone to give him confidence and encouragement and help on his road to drug rehabilitation, rather than ending with the death of his mother, this mother may still be a little too reckless, thinking that at the cost of his own life can be exchanged for his son's stay away from drugs, this is not a life for life can be a successful transaction, the road to drug rehabilitation is very long, and what is needed is the companionship of family affection.

Sugisawa can only be very helpless at this time, after all, this mother has also made such a choice, Sugisawa does not have the ability to come back to life, he only hopes that this mother's son will really wake up a little because of his mother's death, this is the awakening that his mother gave him his life in exchange, I hope it has some effect.

Sugisawa opened his mouth at this time and said:

"Remember, do you have any other wishes? Perhaps, I can help you a little. ”

The woman raised her head to Sugisawa Sea, and said with some emotion but some helplessness:

"You know, my son is the most relieved, and I'm doing all this for him. Can you help me get rid of his addiction, this is my only wish, I still can't rest assured of him, I hope he can have a healthy body for the rest of his life, have a wife who tolerates him, and have a happy family. I hope he can return to a normal life, you are a fairy, you must be able to do it, I beg you, I am willing to be a cow and a horse for you in the next life. ”

The woman was about to kneel down directly, but where could Sugisawa accept it, let's not say whether he was a god or not, anyway, Sugisawa felt that he was not counted.

What's more, there is no way to satisfy the woman's wishes, it's not that he is unwilling to help this woman, it's just that he doesn't have such an ability.

Unless this man comes to Sugizawa's store, Sugisawa can use his self-service glass card to forcibly strip off his son's desires, but Sugisawa can't force her son to come to the store.

There is no way to achieve this kind of thing, even if Sugisawa can let her son come to Sugisawami's store, Sugisawa will most likely not use that prop easily, after all, such a heartless person Sugisawa doesn't know if it's a good thing to save him.

Sugisawa shook his head helplessly and said:

"I can't help you directly with this, I don't have that ability. What I may be able to do a little bit is to ask some of my friends and maybe be able to provide him with some help, but the most important thing is to look at himself, a person has no desire to redeem himself, and no matter how hard we try, it will be fruitless. ”

The woman looked a little lonely, and Sugisawa gave her a little time to digest the contents on her own.

The woman finally smiled reluctantly, and said to Sugisawa Hai:

"Thank you, sorry for the excuse, it's true that you still need to rely on yourself. But I hope you can help him a little. ”

The woman bowed to Sugisawa at the end, and Sugisawa didn't refuse this time.

Sugisawa Sea let the system open the door of the netherworld, and the woman still has a deep obsession, and she can't reach the capital on her own, and only by relying on the gate of the netherworld of Sugisawa can she reach the city.

After Sugisawa sent the woman away, he pushed open the window of the room, the imperial capital of this season had become cold, Sugisawa didn't have the cold wind howling in the face of the accident, and he looked at the starry sky outside with some emotion.

Drugs are a thing that not only harms oneself but also others, how many families are separated because of drugs, how many police officers have caused white-haired people to send black-haired people because of drug enforcement, and how many children have lost their fathers and mothers since they were young.