Zhiyuan hasn't talked to Xinlian on the phone for more than a month, except for shouting and asking for warmth, there is no other language, it's not that he doesn't want to say it, it's not that he can't say it, he just feels redundant. According to the theory of relativity or empathy, there will be no shortage of people who pay attention to the heart lotus and the heart lotus. Zhiyuan can't ask openly, it's not that he's embarrassed, it's just that Xinlian said before that he doesn't have such a right. Yes, you can chase people, but you can't stop others from liking the people you like.

After Chen Xi came to the university, the boy who could speak his heart was only Zhiyuan, coupled with the emptiness in her heart and the loneliness of not having a boyfriend, she was moved by Zhiyuan. Zhiyuan has long become her spiritual sustenance, whether she is happy or unhappy, she always wants to talk to Zhiyuan. Every time, Zhiyuan will listen patiently.

As the saying goes, far water does not quench the thirst of the near, one is far away in the sky, and the other is close in front of you. One is leaving, and the other is taking the initiative. Although Zhiyuan's inner defense line has not yet been penetrated, with every close contact with Chen Xi alone, he is not as resistant as before.

One day, Chen Xi took out two sculptures of tigers and said: "You belong to the tiger, I also belong to the tiger, let's have one for each person!" ”

"Why are you giving me a gift?"

"This is my art friend's homework, it's useless now, I know that I belong to the tiger and send it to me, I am - one mountain does not allow two tigers, so send you one, you should borrow flowers to offer Buddha!"

"Then I'll take it!"

The next day, Chen Xi sent a text message to Zhiyuan and asked him to look at his email. After opening it, Zhiyuan saw this text:

I am in your heart, and the sky can learn from it. Although I have no appearance and talent, I have an ordinary background and an average family background. Because of the grades, coming to this university is like a tiger falling into Pingyang. Fortunately, I know you and have a wish in my heart. I would like to be your tiger companion. That is, fortunately, you have one enlightenment, in response to my wish, in this life and this life, with one heart and one mind, and spend the rest of your life together. I hope you will consider it again and again, and fulfill my wishes.

Chen Xi couldn't sleep at night on the fifth day of the lunar month

As the saying goes, men chase women across mountains, and women chase men across the veil. Chen Xi wrote such words, and Zhiyuan couldn't dodge. In all fairness, after knowing Chen Xi, Zhiyuan's life has added a lot of happiness, it can also be said that from a two-dimensional life, it has become a three-dimensional life, but deep down in his heart is a heart lotus, and he has never been tested before, this is the first time.

After hesitating for a few days, Zhiyuan still had to talk to Chen Xi. First of all, Zhiyuan's feelings for other girls are resistant, that is, he can like others, but others can't like him, because he won't like people he doesn't like, even if this person likes him, he is really not domineering, he is so arrogant.

Zhiyuan already felt that what he spoke and did next was to lose such a friend who could speak from his heart and listen to music.

That day, Zhiyuan came to the sound practice room as usual, but Chen Xi was not dressed like before, which made Zhiyuan feel very unnatural, taking off his coat, it was a fluffy pajamas, and even the eyes of Zhiyuan were different. Zhiyuan was stunned, "Come here, I can still eat you!" ”

Zhiyuan's heart was a little uneasy, and his heartbeat accelerated. I've known Xinlian for many years, and I haven't even pulled her hand, this time there are other girls who are so active, and the vigilance in his heart comes up all of a sudden, but the restraint in his heart is not as real as the physical feeling, and after a while, Zhiyuan has a physiological reaction, and it will be more embarrassing if he gets up and stands up at this time. At this time, Chen Xi was very close to him, so close that he could smell her body fragrance, feel her breathing, and almost hear her heartbeat. In order to change the changes in his body, Zhiyuan began to change the topic and wanted to listen to a tune, how could Chen Xi be in the mood to play a tune for him at this time, and asked directly: "What are you thinking about?" Are you going to accept this girl as your girlfriend? ”

Zhiyuan's head was a little swollen, a little dizzy, I don't know if it was allergy to perfume, or restraint to his body, he didn't know what to do, no, he had to leave immediately.

"I'm sorry, I still have a paper to write, and I have to hand it in tomorrow, so I'll go back first." After speaking, he walked out of the room, and before he had time to put on his coat, he came out with it, "Don't go yet!" Chen Xi wanted to chase him out, but Zhiyuan had already disappeared into the night.

After leaving the sound practice room, the cold wind blew, Zhiyuan sobered up a lot, and after calming down, Zhiyuan felt scared, he didn't dare to imagine what would happen if he stayed in the house any longer, if there was really anything, then he would never have the face to see Xinlian again.

After another week, Zhiyuan wanted to make a break with Chen Xi, if he didn't like it, he didn't like it, and it was best to say it directly. So, Zhiyuan wrote the following words:

Hello Chen Xi, I am very happy since I met you, thank you for your music and laughter. Admittedly, you are a good girl, and I don't want to prevaricate and perfunctory with inappropriateness.

I just have a heart, I want the one I love more than the person who loves me, maybe my choice will not have a result, then I will be willing to be a moth to the fire.

I thought that we could become friends, and since the beauty has been broken, we should stop disturbing each other's lives. I met at the beginning, but also forget about each other, my selfishness does not ask for your forgiveness, I only hope you can understand, amorous is always ruthlessly hurt, in order to avoid deeper harm in the future, I can only cut it off quickly.

Thank you again for the time with you, this beauty, I will remember in my heart, even years later, I will remember that there was such a person as you. I'd love to hear your performance of "Senbon Sakura" again, I know that is only an extravagant hope.

At the time of parting, leave a half-word:

Mistake the morning light for the dawn, and send lovesickness,

However, where my heart belongs, fate has been rushed.

Everything in the world is changeable, let alone young,

There is no erhu sound in my ears, and there is no such sound in my heart.

A man who has been faintly forgotten over time

The day after receiving the letter, Chen Xi quit the Xinye Network Club, and his previous mobile phone number was changed, and since then, the two have not been in touch.