The past is hard to get by

On this day, Zhiyuan, who felt bored, came to the playground to run and relax, just ran two laps, a couple walked on the playground, holding hands, talking and laughing, the same pace looked like they had been together for a long time, and it was a tacit understanding. He couldn't help but think of Xinlian, of all kinds of pasts, and of the scene of running on the playground when the two of them reviewed together.

Thinking about it, Zhiyuan actually shed tears, he was extremely resolute in his heart, he looked down on others to shed tears on weekdays, thinking that it was a manifestation of incompetence, and at this time he would be sad, and he was so sad to ignore these indecencies. No way! He's going to do something.

Zhiyuan sprinted a few hundred meters faster and stopped out of breath. He went to the Internet café to board QQ and contacted Xinlian to talk to him. Xinlian was not online, and after the text message was sent, she said that she was still in the dormitory and would have to wait half an hour to get online.

"I'm online!"

"How are you doing?"

"It's still like that, it's not good or bad, what about you?"

"Isn't it too good, I miss you a little, are you still alone?"

"Alone."

"There are not a lot of people chasing you, I feel like I'm about to lose my competitiveness."

"No, I don't care about that, I just want to graduate early and go to work."

"I care about it, I don't want such a big beauty to miss out like this, when the time comes, will it fall into the hands of others, will I still have a chance?"

"I don't know how to answer that. Let's take it one step at a time, I don't want to think so much now. ”

"Then I'll wait for you silently, and tell me when I'm thinking."

"Well, at least not now, you should spend more time and energy on studying."

"Our students study very hard, and some of them study until midnight before returning to the dormitory; There are also those who study all night and sleep a few hours during the day. By the way, there is a teaching building that does not turn off the lights at night, and many night owl students like to go there to study. At first, I didn't know, one night I had insomnia, and when I entered the classroom, I was startled, thinking that there was no one, so quiet, and when I went in, I realized that there were a few empty seats. I finally know why they like to study at night, it's really quiet and it can improve the efficiency of studying. ”

"Our students here are not so studious, most of them are entertainment, and I recently went to a nearby restaurant to work part-time."

"What are you doing, are you tired?"

"I'm not tired, just serve the food, wipe the table, and the heavy work is done by boys. Fifteen dollars an hour, three hours a day. ”

Talking about this, Zhiyuan's heart was very uncomfortable, he didn't expect Xinlian to do such a part-time job. In Zhiyuan's view, Xinlian is a high-ranking existence, which is completely incompatible with the work of a waiter.

After that, he said some innocuous words, Zhiyuan didn't want to talk anymore, and his heart was extremely sad.

I want the past to be scattered with the wind, but I can't forget Xinlian. A strong possessiveness makes him feel more and more frustrated, defeated and defeated.

He used this month's pocket money to buy a pair of crystal pendant necklaces, a couple worn by a man and a woman. He mailed one to Xinlian, originally wanted to engrave words on it, but he felt that it was too cliché, or he felt that it was inappropriate, after all, he was not a real couple, it was just his own wishful thinking.

There is also a letter with Zhiyuan, which reads:

Ziyun, hello to you. The long-term longing turns into this necklace, and wearing it is like I am by your side. All happiness and unhappiness have its company, if you feel upset, you can also chat with it, I can hear everything you say.

Whether there is a relationship between us or not, I just want to miss it silently. See or not, you always stop in my heart. I hope you are doing well, sunny days every day. If there is a day when we are together, I want to think about it.

Always keep an eye on your Zhiyuan

The winter vacation is coming, this is the first winter vacation of the university, and I can finally meet Xinlian.